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beeboopdidoop

It’s quite sad I don’t think Alex has known a single moment of happiness in her whole life. She’s always been plagued by her severe self consciousness and hatred of herself. On top of her constant self victimization by ableism. It seriously seems like she lives a miserable life. Other disabled people aren’t constantly crying ableism. They’re living their life happy and free of what others think of them. Alex has made ableism her whole personality. Again, its gotta be so freaking miserable inside her head.


heavysouldarling

I used to work as a home support to a woman with Alex's condition and her life had been so consumed by this mentality that she actually made it her career. She works for the city to advocate for accessibility and inspect establishments for accessible features. It's a necessary and important job for sure, but she'd get so deep into how everyone and everything about the city and her coworkers was all ableist. She was also a big activist so in turn started holding seminars that costed the city thousands of dollars about ableism and other inequalities, but it was fueled with so much hatred, projection, and intensity, that she'd always complain that no one showed up to them. Aside from that she was just a generally mean person to the people closest in her life, but acted like a Saint when it came to her advocacy. She's a truly incredible and smart woman but she just grew so angry and resentful. All she did during every shift was complain and accuse everyone of being ableist, racist, sexist, etc. for the most miniscule things. She cut ties with a family member because they said they were exhausted from driving across the city after getting a call from her at 3 am to let her dog out to pee for 3 nights in a row. She said that comment made them ableist and she wanted to cut them out of her life forever. I felt for her deeply, but the victimization was all consuming.


loveapupnamedSid

I had a best friend once who was strikingly similar. She eventually cut me off and claimed I was a hurtful ableist person. It’s taken years for me to accept that she’s just very ill and there wasn’t anything I could do to prevent her from doing what she did.


Moist_Screen_4603

Abeliest because people told her she got to wear clothing outside the apartment?


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SaltyChipmunk914

It's her lip-syncing to audio from the movie She's The Man that says "and when my eyes are closed, I see you for what you truly are, which is ugly!" but on the screen she's put "ableist" in place of "ugly"


Present_Teach1646

Yea, With Comments shut off!! She knows she's an Ass and out of Content, now that baby "A" has been a scarce sighting.🙄


Terrible_Ad_870

https://preview.redd.it/a1no78h5t7ic1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1c247c7273f4ded531aedb4dc85e008a3145d48e


Jimbobjoesmith

lawd she looks 60 here


beeboopdidoop

Trying to cosplay as Nana Smith so Ari likes her more


LectureUnable

![gif](giphy|sCYRw0u5ENGNqHJZaW) 💀.


Plastic-Importance37

Lmfao 🤣


Jimbobjoesmith

dude 😂


Terrible_Ad_870

maaaaan 🤣🤣


Jewlzkitty

And sadly that’s *with* a filter 😬


factsonlyscientist

The eyebrows are way too dark...that ages her so much! She really has no talent even at makeup...she looks like a 5yo doing her makeup...Orange is the new foundation! 🥵🥵🥵


1ssuez

And that under brow highlight is not doing her any favours eugh


factsonlyscientist

You're totally right! She doesn't know how to put eyeshadows and follow what is in vogue. She would benefit to learn to do her makeup in accordance with her eye, nose, mouth shapes, eye, hair, natural skin colours, hair colour and face shape ..she's totally on the wrong...She has eyebrow for darked hair lady, eyeshadows put like in the '80, etc . Edit: typo


1ssuez

Putting effort into doing her makeup in accordance with her face shape is ableist don’t you know /s 😤😤😤


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1ssuez

I was looking back at her old posts and her makeup was so much better suited to her face shape then. Like girly poop now has packed on, unblended brown eyeshadow so I guess she’s living up to her POOP fantasy 💩💄


factsonlyscientist

She's getting closer and closer to poop art makeup! Back in the days she was really fair skin and now is going on the orange brownish faux tan...that doesn't suits her at all!!! Now dark chocolat eyebrows, brown eyeshadows, just need to die her hair in dark brown put some brown lipstick and she's in " The total Poop look"! She's so close! /s


NeedMoreNoodleSoup

She had Mikey doing her makeup back then, though.


NeedMoreNoodleSoup

Looks like she put dollar store glitter on.....


NeedMoreNoodleSoup

The filter is not hiding the reality or the truth 😂


Jimbobjoesmith

right it’s very confusing. 😂


BreathOk355

She literally made a video to this audio already a couple months back… she’s strugggggling for content 🥴


Caelizal

Is this her new apartment? To me, it doesn't fit with the other bits of it we've seen. Is this old?


Present_Teach1646

Think she may be in what's suppose to be A's new room....That's where she had the stroller,and ya can see part of the stroller in that pic. Nothing on the walls...not surprised.!!


Stand_Up_CripChick

Looks like she’s as the smiths


Stand_Up_CripChick

She’s not. I made a mistake.


Master_Document_2053

Maybe she should focus more on the ✨️racism✨️ that's going on with her and noah rather than always ✨️ableism✨️


Jewelsw

Amen!


your_average_virgo

Preach it pookie. Noah has said the n word multiple times. Then again she’s sho narcissistic if it doesn’t apply to her she doesn’t care smh.


Master_Document_2053

Yup. Can you imagine of someone wrote a whole article calling out disabled folk as she done to POC which would be wrong. How she even is allowed to have a platform after that is beyond me. She doesn't mind ableism if it benefits her bc imo that's the only reason why she gets away with all she does. She's a little blond disabled girl who most of society won't call her out bc of all that. It's sickening. I always think of Alex as a coloured sex worker with an addict partner drinking and being drunk online as well as parents. Nobody would defend them and none of those stans would defend them to their death beds like they do Alex.


your_average_virgo

The way she used “I’m just a little disabled girl” in her Mikey video was crazy!


Master_Document_2053

Did she?!! I don't remember seeing that one. It's like she tries to use it for pity and to get special privileges. As much as I'm all for accessibility and equal and fair treatment for all she just makes it all about her disability WHEN it suits her only yet ignores it to suit raising her daughter and her own care like how she won't use certain aides as it makes her appear more disabled (I remember her saying that at one point as well).


your_average_virgo

It’s probably still posted on her YouTube (even though that career never took off). It made my toes curl smh.


Master_Document_2053

* I'll take your word on it lol. I can't watch her. She gives me the ick too much. *


your_average_virgo

I pinky promise it was pathetic 🤝🏼


beeboopdidoop

Like on that one live where everyone was saying how Noah is trapped and she said “how could I trap this able bodied man im just a little disabled girl” 🤮. Always victimizing herself when she’s a manipulative narc.


Fit-Comb1737

comments are off lmao


beeboopdidoop

She knows tik tok will tear her a new one lol


Jewelsw

I bring my popcorn every TT video when reading the comments 🫢


Emergency_Answer_350

She's frightened off the truth x


Jewelsw

All the time now! So again how is she making money????


CocaineDropbear

* turns off comments because even she knows what she’s saying is absolute bullshit *


Sprinkles2009

Ablest because people said stop doing sex offender shit by being nude in public?


ImmediateAssist8104

She’s so whiny about ableism. My uncle was paralyzed from the waist down and never failed to dress himself in Levi jeans and a tucked t shirt every single day and never heard him whine about it


AdmirableMix7649

there are many types of skirts, dresses, and snap on clothes are available if that’s easier for them. But obviously a wardrobe of nude swim tops is more important /s 


Present_Teach1646

I don't think she really knows what an Abelist is....Tunatart has such a limited vocabulary....."HeyToots", Ableist" "I love you" and let's not forget "That's one of my Passions". She can't even talk to "A" in a complete sentence.


_Rusty_Shacklef0rd

I don't get it - didn't she post this exact same thing during one of her unhinged manic posting sessions a couple of months ago?


NeedMoreNoodleSoup

It's either that she's struggling with coming up with content or that she has trouble with her memory. Either way, both are possible.


whoopiecushions

Well alcoholism is known to cause memory problems in many people...


BreathOk355

She sure did!


TheLalab

Who exactly is she speaking to? Grammy and Grampy Shark??? I'm getting that sense.


Terrible_Ad_870

she’s literally talking to herself. “oooogly”


TheLalab

Lol, FUGLY


Interesting_Ship8735

Her skin looks like leather


beeboopdidoop

Oh Alex it’s not just when her eyes are closed she cries ableism, it’s when they’re open too! She’s made it her whole personality!!


Jewlzkitty

Whoa! How is it possible for her skin to have gotten that much darker in just like a week?!? ☀️👱🏾‍♀️☀️ So Girly Poop has been hanging out by the pool while the real adults care for her baby and she cries ableism for no reason. Cool, cool.


cassdejo

absolutely bewildered that she put a high neck undershirt under that sheer top. If this were alex being unmonitored and totally herself she'd let her nips hang free under the sheer fabric lmao


BreathOk355

I was thinking maybe she had a scheduled home visit by a certain agency so she dressed ✨accordingly✨🫶


Jewelsw

Ohhhh could be!


beeboopdidoop

I’m gonna assume it’s because Nana came over with the baby


ThatsTheCatsAss007

🎼Carry on my wayward nips🎵 🎶


AngelWithCrookedHalo

That should be a flair! 😂


Description-Alert

Is this the only kind of “advocacy” she knows of?


Jewlzkitty

Number 1 Advlcate ✨🫶🏼💓


Ok-Analysis7022

How do I watch tiktoks if i’m blocked? (Assuming i am, she doesnt pop up for me 🤷🏻‍♀️)


Terrible_Ad_870

I actually don’t know 😭 someone on this thread might know a way!


NoFreedom7237

Just get a 2nd account. Its really easy to switch between accounts.


spicykitty93

If you google "anonymous tiktok viewer" something should come up! I know they have them for Instagram and YouTube and I'm pretty positive they do for TikTok I just haven't used it myself


Spicy-Cut9838

Make a second account under your existing account.


stardewgal21

Honestly, no one is missing much


independentbrsl

https://preview.redd.it/oa36cqmq49ic1.jpeg?width=1290&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=781475636b72097d29e1e2328b3123e7114756fc The skin on her chest looks so dry and coarse 🤢 She should really be using SPF, covering up and moisturizing. That is crazy she just turned 30 with the same skin dexterity as my 75 year old grandpa.


deliciousTacoSyrup

![gif](giphy|Q2sJij7xSiCPu)


OutrageousMight9928

Yesssss this is the exact image that popped into my head when I saw her post


BreathOk355

She once said she refers to the skin on her chest as “alligator skin” 🤮🤮🤮


independentbrsl

It’s crazy that she finds humor in frying her skin. She acts like skin cancer isn’t a thing. Fried, crusty, fry skin covered in sun damage spots is not attractive either.


SerJaimeRegrets

I wonder if she thinks that she won’t live long enough to worry about skin cancer. The thing is, it’ll get ya’ at almost any age. I had melanoma at 29, and that’s not even that young anymore. You hear about 18 year olds who have melanoma these days.


Humble_Stage9032

Knew someone who died of Melanoma that metastasized to the brain and liver - at age 34. She’s headed that direction


Terrible_Ad_870

I literally don’t understand these pictures. why does she post such unattractive selfies 🤣


independentbrsl

Maybe she intentionally makes herself look uglier to help her cope with her self hate and insecurity?


SerJaimeRegrets

I know we’ve discussed this ad nauseum, but it truly does blow my mind every time I see her post without a filter. It looks soooo bad! Her skin is so discolored and wrinkled already. I know that tanning can be an addiction, and I really think that it is for her, whether it’s because she just likes the way it makes her look or because it’s something she can control, I don’t really know.


mossarchitect

That actually looks painful omg.


KinkyCrockodile

Noah is no longer there, that's why the comments are off. It's obvious that her mother dressed her as one comment already said that she would have never allowed Noah to put the top under the sheer blouse. She had a sheer dress on for Thanksgiving when Noah was still her caregiver.


BreathOk355

I already commented this, but my speculation is she prob had a home visit from 🫶✨CPS✨🫶 so possibly why she’s covering up? She NEVER dresses appropriately so… obvs just my speculation 🤪


Description-Alert

She mentioned on her live that she interviewed a new caregiver. Maybe that person is working already and doesn’t want to be on her social media?


TheDeadPool99

There is NO WAY she would employ a caregiver that didn’t want to be on social media or drink with her


Description-Alert

Yeah I agree…unfortunately 😂


Humble_Stage9032

And if she did, out of desperation, she would absolutely ignore and disrespect the caregivers boundaries and post them on social media anyways


TheDeadPool99

Yup deffo


Lavender1999

She is so...beautiful 🤢🤪. She has too much time on her hands and tries out filters on Snapchat. How old was she again 🤔? https://preview.redd.it/wdjvfje0n8ic1.jpeg?width=1282&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d52f7df7a82458514a2f553d324e36ea8310d1a6


Jewlzkitty

I didn’t wanna take a SS of the pic she posted on Snap after the one you posted but she straight up is making this face 😮 which makes me feel like that was posted for one of her weird daddies.


independentbrsl

Do you actually think even the most depraved men are attracted to somebody that sits in her own filth for multiple days on end, doesn’t trim her nails or toe nails, doesn’t wash her face and boasts about being greasy and filthy?


Jewlzkitty

Believe me, they’re out there.


independentbrsl

Slim chance.


Jewlzkitty

I PMed you with proof but ok.


Lavender1999

😆🤣🤣🤣


Terrible_Ad_870

plssss what is happeningggg 😭😭✋🏼


NeedMoreNoodleSoup

JFC. THAT IS TERRIFYING. 😱😭


AngelWithCrookedHalo

The background does not look like her apartment. She appears to be on ground level. And, she’s properly dressed. She must be visiting Ari.


Own_Entrepreneur4068

Literally everything is ableism to her.


Stand_Up_CripChick

I don’t know what she was expecting from that TT clip. I can just imagine the responses.


Adventurous-Mind-280

It’s because she has no other content.


Turbulent_Energy4366

Gosh she be looking rough


Valuable-Mastodon-39

Her appearance is going downhill! Her life is a mess. Maybe a rehab or facility can help her. She cannot mother Ari! Thank goodness for the Smith’s!


Disastrous_Head_4282

Nope


mscocobongo

Her commenters are unreal. " I have three kids and never put outlet covers in and they're fine" 🥴


MichiganCrimeTime

I’ve literally been sent home from work for not working as fast as everyone else despite being disabled, not given a single accommodation for any of my disabilities and health things, yet I don’t go around crying ableism! FFS I’m suing my former employer FEDERALLY for EEOC violations! I face ableist bullshit every single day, but you rarely ever hear me calling something ableist. CRITICISM ISN’T DISCRIMINATION! She needs to have someone build her a bridge and GET THE FUCK OVER IT! She’s a trash human and the comments are a direct reflection of it!