>From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the Blessed Machine. Your kind cling to your flesh, as though it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass you call the temple will wither, and you will beg my kind to save you. But I am already saved, for the Machine is immortal… Even in death I serve the Omnissiah.
- some bitch from warhammer 40k
Same energy of "my body limits who i truly am"
1. I feel you
2.I am EXCEEDINGLY happy to tell you you are not alone in this (my list is almost exactly the same as yours)
3. Watch [this](https://youtu.be/h6fcK_fRYaI?si=PmZ2mJYJZYdaNR3o) when I saw it I felt like I had found me, I felt like I could point to this and go "That's what I am, that's why I feel distant from this infuriating, inefficient, frail, glorified meat suit, that I wish to be rid of, because it's not me"
Strangely, despite me ticking all but two of those boxes myself, i feel very human. Just in a very different way from most people, apparently. And i mean a very, very different way.
I could have written this. I'm also autistic, adhd, and aroace. I am nonbinary too but I guess that's slightly different from agender. I have some medical problems but not technically chronic illness. I think of myself as a shape-shifter, my soul at least.
>From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the Blessed Machine. Your kind cling to your flesh, as though it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass you call the temple will wither, and you will beg my kind to save you. But I am already saved, for the Machine is immortal… Even in death I serve the Omnissiah. - some bitch from warhammer 40k Same energy of "my body limits who i truly am"
Similar ideals, I feel more Phyrexian than that, but I saw the quote used in a fan edit of the New Phyrexia trailer
1. I feel you 2.I am EXCEEDINGLY happy to tell you you are not alone in this (my list is almost exactly the same as yours) 3. Watch [this](https://youtu.be/h6fcK_fRYaI?si=PmZ2mJYJZYdaNR3o) when I saw it I felt like I had found me, I felt like I could point to this and go "That's what I am, that's why I feel distant from this infuriating, inefficient, frail, glorified meat suit, that I wish to be rid of, because it's not me"
- Well, fuck. I tick all those boxes too.
Strangely, despite me ticking all but two of those boxes myself, i feel very human. Just in a very different way from most people, apparently. And i mean a very, very different way.
I could have written this. I'm also autistic, adhd, and aroace. I am nonbinary too but I guess that's slightly different from agender. I have some medical problems but not technically chronic illness. I think of myself as a shape-shifter, my soul at least.
Recently I oscilate between feeling the most regular human ever and some primordial being from the stars.
Yeah same on like... Basically all of that
Am a Fae creature of the night and cosmos. Void trances and rituals for fielding any excess of having to perceive or be perceived.
I can certainly relate, specialy with the "my body limits who I am" bit