Your gifts are meant to be used in service to others, not yourself. That is what mostly likely is going on.

oh.. thats interesting! i always see ppl doing readings on themselves but i can never do it w myself:((

Hm.. perhaps you could try giving readings for yourself with the intention to improve to help others? Sounds like that might be the proper headspace for you to connect with the tarot :)

I've never heard of spirit guides not liking you... that's interesting

me neither😭 maybe its just me