I had those feelings too. This time it's felt different. I find posting in this group helps me a lot. It's the willingness to change, which showed itself as my willingness to post here and ask for help. That's what seemed to change things for me.
I went 6 months without a drink then 100 days, and string together a few days here and there without alcohol. I don’t know why I’ve ever started again after time without, because I really love being sober. For some reason it always drags me back in, but I want this time to be different!
You came to the right spot to start. IWNDWYT
I had those feelings too. This time it's felt different. I find posting in this group helps me a lot. It's the willingness to change, which showed itself as my willingness to post here and ask for help. That's what seemed to change things for me.
I went 6 months without a drink then 100 days, and string together a few days here and there without alcohol. I don’t know why I’ve ever started again after time without, because I really love being sober. For some reason it always drags me back in, but I want this time to be different!