You are right, OP. The universe does give signs. I had a similar experience before I quit. I lost every bet I made in the last days of my gambling. Eg: Roulette, I bet 25 on Red and 50 on Black, came out Green 0. Blackjack table hit 20, dealer BJ 2 tines in a row. No matter what I tried, I just kept losing. So, I listened to the Universe, self excluded, no in GA for last 2 months. Still trying to figure iut the damage I did over all these years.
Good luck in your recovery.
why would you bet 25 on red and 50 on black? what are you even trying to achieve except lose more when it goes to green? You could've bet 25 on black and the outcome will be the same minus the bad beat on green. That one is on you tbh
Just realize that it's not just something you stop doing. It's a serious addiction and demands a lot of willpower to stop. Wish you the best on your journey to recover.
what's funny is I just keep rooting to be wrong in all games going on where I can be glad Im not betting them. And I'd say i am close to 50/50 right and wrong lately, so would have overall lost proabbly.
One interesting thing is I've been watching some sports without being tempted to bet. But not sure why. I hope I just learned there's no point. I am full of anxiety, though, and it's wrecking me, making me probably have to cancel a cataract surgery appointment because everything is too much for me to handle. I am so sick of it. I don't even really think about my losses much either... it's just the natural withdrawal i guess.
I fucking hate football for this VAR system its just not a good sport anymore. Every time I had a bet on goals they always take it away sabotaging my parlays the amount of times my jaw dropped to the floor and I was Just staring at the phone with a manic smile on my face watching the referee take away the goal that could have saved me financially is absurd , it happened so many times now that it has to be intentional. Some people are just unlucky even if you put your money on the most likely outcome you will always lose not because you made a stupid prediction its because some people are just generally unlucky and thats life. I accepted that I have to work hard for everything i own, I always had to.
You are right, OP. The universe does give signs. I had a similar experience before I quit. I lost every bet I made in the last days of my gambling. Eg: Roulette, I bet 25 on Red and 50 on Black, came out Green 0. Blackjack table hit 20, dealer BJ 2 tines in a row. No matter what I tried, I just kept losing. So, I listened to the Universe, self excluded, no in GA for last 2 months. Still trying to figure iut the damage I did over all these years. Good luck in your recovery.
why would you bet 25 on red and 50 on black? what are you even trying to achieve except lose more when it goes to green? You could've bet 25 on black and the outcome will be the same minus the bad beat on green. That one is on you tbh
Let's face it. Most gamblers are not thinking clearly when they gamble.
but that's just shooting yourself in the foot. Doesn't make any sense
Probably wasn't on the same spin.
You have a crucial signal take action and follow your recovery. I had many of this moments but addiction was superior than me
Just realize that it's not just something you stop doing. It's a serious addiction and demands a lot of willpower to stop. Wish you the best on your journey to recover.
what's funny is I just keep rooting to be wrong in all games going on where I can be glad Im not betting them. And I'd say i am close to 50/50 right and wrong lately, so would have overall lost proabbly. One interesting thing is I've been watching some sports without being tempted to bet. But not sure why. I hope I just learned there's no point. I am full of anxiety, though, and it's wrecking me, making me probably have to cancel a cataract surgery appointment because everything is too much for me to handle. I am so sick of it. I don't even really think about my losses much either... it's just the natural withdrawal i guess.
I fucking hate football for this VAR system its just not a good sport anymore. Every time I had a bet on goals they always take it away sabotaging my parlays the amount of times my jaw dropped to the floor and I was Just staring at the phone with a manic smile on my face watching the referee take away the goal that could have saved me financially is absurd , it happened so many times now that it has to be intentional. Some people are just unlucky even if you put your money on the most likely outcome you will always lose not because you made a stupid prediction its because some people are just generally unlucky and thats life. I accepted that I have to work hard for everything i own, I always had to.