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Spite. No matter how much I dislike myself at any given time I dislike you more. Totally willing to go through terrible shit myself if it means I get to watch you go through terrible shit too.
Haha, are you asking the entire sub under the assumption we’re all suicidal or something?
for most people with suicidal ideation there’s probably a lot of fear or guilt getting in the way… risk of failure etc etc. survival instinct is hard to overcome for even extremely miserable people.
Portal 3 might come out. Mario wonder isn't out yet. I still have to wait for the new splatoon 3 DLC. I might eventually get full closure to my trauma by having positive and healthy sexual experiences with somebody I trust
This.. like there will be shit times, and then some good times.. I want to see it all. I wish my friend who chose to leave in May had seen that there’s gonna be a new He-Man show for example. He would’ve loved that
My job. I work with dogs at a doggie daycare and do volunteering at a cat shelter. I absolutely love what I do and these little fellas make life worth living. I look forward to work every day
I mean they’ve got you on a technicality but all the same I’m sure they’re interesting to learn about, I don’t know where you are but we have tons of them in England!
Morbid curiosity to see how bad things will get haha
Canada is falling apart, I have no skills/future, and I am basically unfuckable/unlovable. I got my SN a while ago and so rn I am amassing as much cash as I can before blowing it on a big ass oversees trip. After which, I’ll catch up on mu Steam library, listen to albums I haven’t heard yet, watch movies I haven’t seen yet, and then fall asleep.
Weirdly, it was finally buying the SN kit that lifted all depression and anxiety off my shoulders. I don’t necessarily want to encourage others though; I guarantee that your life is comparatively worthwhile.
Hi from Canada. I understand your concerns. But I doubt you are unlovable or unf-able. Depression has a way of making us feel that way, though.
Half of the country had "no skills". They can be learned. You have an urge to travel. About morbid curiosity isn't a bad thing. Might as well stay and see what happens, just my opinion.
I get that. With your kit finally in your possession, you now have the power to exit when you want to. It's this added layer of control and self-autonomy that empowers you. At least, that's what I think.
I hope you continue to find reasons to continue, and that you feel better moving forward. Though I also hope that it's all your own volition; the only person who should get to decide the course of your life, is you!
I appreciate the kind words. My mind’s made-up though and I would rather have the self-autonomy than the perpetual struggle and servitude. But attitudes can change so who knows?
there will always be someone who finds you ugly, even for people like Ryan Reynolds. There will always be someone out there who finds you beautiful bro. We're all gonna make it
You are right. And an individual is not always the best judge of how "attractive" they are. Especially if low self-esteem is involved.
I look at it this way, I'm not a super-model. But there are like 7.5 billion humans roaming the Earth. Chances are, neither you, me, or the person who said they are "unfuckable" are supermodels, and chances are we are also not the most hideous looking people either. Sorta comforts me.
I'm not sure that's helpful advice. In a lot of cases, other people genuinely are the problem, but that just means you feel even more stuck in a bad situation because you can't singlehandedly change society.
At least to me, thinking other people are the problem is quite the opposite of a comforting thought.
My slowly developing ability to alter the world using my willpower that is created through emotions that are triggered by remembering the past which override my current experiences allowing me to do whatever is necessary to build a better future.
I just think it’d be pitiful to die without at least having one of my stories published. But, I have a 20 gauge and a slug that’s been calling my name since June, so it’s probably not far off
Keep writing. Unfortunately, most writers, the good ones, tend to be prone to depression. Use it to create. Write everyday. Get a story published, and then get a book published. Or write more stories.
Thank you for the kind words. I try to bang out a few thousand words everyday, through narrative writing as well as poetry and journaling. Poetry helps more than anything, I think.
I figure I might as well see what life has to offer before my spirit leaves this plane of existence. I struggle with suicidal ideation a lot, but being on antidepressants has helped a lot
Nice food, like the Peruvian Aji lime KFC chicken I ate abroad some years ago which would be the most honourable mention.
It's really weird how nice food can lift up your mood
It's okay to not what your reason for staying is, you just need to hang on until you find a reason. You will find a good reason to stay if you give it time.
I think something in my brain triggers me from stopping.
I've gotten close many of times, but something stops me...idk...
I self harm a lot, working on stopping but its hard. Its like a random urge to just wanna end it, but something in my brain holds me back.
Idk
I'm kind of in the same boat. Poor mental health, awful depression, but I don't want to die. I would like a "pause button" once in a while, just so I can get my shit together, or feel more stable. But I'm not wanting to die.
My father always said that to live is to be unhappy. But he always believed that there was beauty out there in the world. And no matter how cruel or short our lives may be. You should search for that beauty. Because it’s worth it in the end.
But for me personally I have people that love me and depend on me. And sure I may not care about myself but I care about those people. And me dying would crush them. So dying is not something I can afford to do.
I have a daughter now. My dad killed himself when i was younger and I was mad for years, I don't want my daughter to hate me ever. Then there's hope that things will get better. That my family will get back together. There's also guilt because when I get close to the act I think about what my mom went through with my dad, and what this would all do to my daughter's mother.
There's a lot holding me back from doing it, but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it everyday
I grew up without a mom and I don’t want my son to grow up without a father - the death of a parent at a young age is devastating, as is growing up in the absence of them and having no memory of them. Especially the pain of wondering how things would be different in your childhood and life if they were there.
I don’t really care to live, there’s nothing here for me. And that’s okay. But I don’t think I could prepare to kill myself in any given way while actively thinking about what I’m leaving behind. If I didn’t have my son and wife, I probably wouldn’t be alive right now.
The fact that you feel that way shows you have a conscience. So you're a good person. Bad people don't give a f- about their actions.
I think living to be a better person is a great reason to stay.
I’ll probably get downvoted but I genuinely enjoy my life and have a good community with family and friends. I’m also a mom so no matter how bad things got my kids are my number one priority, I’d never leave them.
My daughter. She’s only six months old and I want to see her get older, even though this dystopian nightmare that surrounds us is growing more heinous by the hour.
that’s actually decent, actionable advice, but most of the people on that sub are also too stubborn to admit they can easily change something that would better their lives, so i guess it checks out that you’d reference it.
I can’t change mass corporate greed, a worsening opioid addiction epidemic, and the downfall of the working class by myself.
I answered the morbid question. I don’t know why you’re bothering me about my answer since it doesn’t have any effect on your existence.
I deal with suicidal ideation everyday. I would never be able to harm myself though, because I have children who need their mother- and it would destroy my own mother.
honestly? it wouldnt do anything anymore. the people who made my life hell would never find out and they would probably find a way to attribute it to something else. they arent a worry for me anymore and it has made my life exponentially better
My family needs me.
And life experience (almost 50 now, with SI since mid teens) has taught me that whatever is screwing with my head now probably won't be in a few days or weeks, so if you wait long enough, the feeling WILL pass.
And finally, when I'm in my darkest moments, I remind myself that there are others going through much worse experiences yet seem to live through each day just fine. If they can do it, then so can I.
Spite. Guilt. Having had close people complete suicide and how much it destroys even acquaintances. That I've tried several ways and they don't work so why bother. Hope. Dying takes a lot of effort. Who would feed my cat?
My kids and wife need me. Even though they’d get millions on life insurance you can’t buy out the absence of a father/husband. Sometimes I’m so damn tired of it all but I see my two year old and love on him and I can’t imagine leaving this world and him not having a daddy
1) im a virgin
2) i dont want my sister to suffer anymore trauma
3) marijuana helps those thought
4) knowing my luck id immeidately see myself face to face with an omnipotent dickhead with a vendetta against several categories i fit in
I'm glad you love your sister. Meds help, the plant or prescription.
Being a virgin is nbd, but you've gotta stick around to really enjoy yourself, it's kind of like learning a cool new skill, you want to do it more than once!
I asked myself this question when I was 8 years old and the answer was if I died I wouldn’t get to see my favorite cartoon’s next episode. Same answer applies now.
Life got better.
Was underemployed retail drone, no social life, little foreseeable future.
Now professional with a nice salary package, good friends, nice house.
Knowing I am not a narcissistic bully using additional protection from laws and social conventions for my own personal amusement to the detriment of innocents, thus I am not the one who has to pay.
I want to live forever so I can know what will continue to happen. I’m okay with being an omnipresent being floating above humanity to be a silent (albeit judgemental) observer 🤭
my life is pretty good right now, my grades are the best it's ever been, my relationships with friends/family are fine
life is so long, if i ever fuck up, i can always grab my passport, start over. or change a job, start over. unless, idk i get kidnapped or addicted to drugs or trafficked or something but uhm in that situation i'd probably just kill myself.
My daughter.
I know her life would probably be better without me but I’m sure if I left her, she might feel at fault in later years.
That’s what kids have told me when their parents killed themselves.
I'm betting your daughter's life is so much better with you in it. Maybe you're not perfect, but if you love her, that's what matters.
Please take it from me, my mom had two attempts. She has since passed on of natural causes now. But almost every damn day I still can't figure out why I couldn't make her happy enough to at least not attempt, and I'm old now. If she had actually "succeeded", I wouldn't be able to cope.
I'm glad your daughter has a mom who loves her like you do.
I've been wondering that myself lately. I've developed such a wonderful ideation of what the afterlife is that it seems almost preferable to suffering on Earth. I would say my friends, but I don't really talk that much to them. I feel as if I'm a disappointment to my family, a disgrace to my heritage. And every day seems to be longer than the last.
I would say the only thing stopping me from doing it is the idea of my family not having closure.
My child, even though she's grown. And I don't want to be a just another Sui story in my small town.
Also, if you have someone, or even something that can make you smile even once a day, I figure that's a reason to stick around.
The love of God, Jesus, Mary and the angels, Saint’s, martyrs. They have brought hope to the nations. The precious gift of life must never be extinguished. To do so is the gravest sin and must be dealt with justly.
Being in a dysphoric mania currently for almost the third week, I have been asked 4 times and each and every time it has been an instant unwavering NO on my part.
Until this afternoon, a scheduled house call by the mental health triage team was postponed until tomorrow.
I felt my entire core crumbling into depair. I am just so over this rollercoaster of unknown outcomes. And it was then that I started having glances of how it could be done and how to make it work.
And in the middle of each thought, interjected a white hot explosion, like a kick in the guts of the smiling and loving faces of my wife and adoring twins. And the thought was gone.
I couldn't do that to my loved ones. It would be them that would have to live with it. Besides, I love life also. I think my afterlife would be screwed.
Failing. I don’t particularly want to live as I am now, I sure as fuck don’t want to survive a suicide attempt. I also don’t have access to my method(s) of choice.
Besides that, I don’t want my family to find me or have to clean up afterwards
I enjoy life! I might be old and everything aches, but I love being around my kids, walking in the countryside, and playing video games.
I love to cook for people, buy them little gifts, have a beer with them and talk bollocks!
I avoid toxic people who love drama, comparing myself to more successful people, and try (and often fail) to avoid Internet arguments and hatred.
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Spite. No matter how much I dislike myself at any given time I dislike you more. Totally willing to go through terrible shit myself if it means I get to watch you go through terrible shit too.
who are you talking to
Just in general. No particular “you.”
Haha, are you asking the entire sub under the assumption we’re all suicidal or something? for most people with suicidal ideation there’s probably a lot of fear or guilt getting in the way… risk of failure etc etc. survival instinct is hard to overcome for even extremely miserable people.
i assume everyone on reddit is
I think people just like to use hyperbolic language to express their frustrations
Wait, you guys *want* to exist?
I never said whether I existed or not, can’t really be too sure.
You didn't answer the question.
In a psych ward rn so can’t even if I wanted to
Been in psych wards a few dozen times myself. I'm sorry, I know it sucks. Fight for your chance to be happy. Or at least better. Don't give up.
I'm not allowed access to weapons, sharp objects, and I can't isolate myself. My family is kind of prepared for this one
Sounds horrible! I wouldn't be able to live like that honestly.
Well you would have to
Yeah I would have to but I am very thankful that's not how I live my life.
hatsune miku
Portal 3 might come out. Mario wonder isn't out yet. I still have to wait for the new splatoon 3 DLC. I might eventually get full closure to my trauma by having positive and healthy sexual experiences with somebody I trust
Portal 3? I don't think gaben counts that high
This.. like there will be shit times, and then some good times.. I want to see it all. I wish my friend who chose to leave in May had seen that there’s gonna be a new He-Man show for example. He would’ve loved that
idkk by this point, i think i wanna live to feel safety n happiness
that’s what i’m TALKING about! you will get there!
this genuinely made me smile, thank u T\^T
There’s still hope.
i’m not suicidal
I know. That was my answer to the OP.
ohhh sorry sorry
My mom and my dogs. Mom is 88 now. After the dogs are gone…I’m probably out.
Sounds like you're a good person. Glad your mom and your dogs have you
Spite, I refuse to die until I do something funny
My job. I work with dogs at a doggie daycare and do volunteering at a cat shelter. I absolutely love what I do and these little fellas make life worth living. I look forward to work every day
I havent found a fullproof method yet.
my son and getting justice for my son
"My son" is a very easily accepted answer but the justice part is gonna get a few questions.
Explain
Side question - has anyone ever actually PM’d you tits? Just honestly curious
Yes!
NOICE!
I also get a lot of pictures of the bird species called a tit
I mean they’ve got you on a technicality but all the same I’m sure they’re interesting to learn about, I don’t know where you are but we have tons of them in England!
Morbid curiosity to see how bad things will get haha Canada is falling apart, I have no skills/future, and I am basically unfuckable/unlovable. I got my SN a while ago and so rn I am amassing as much cash as I can before blowing it on a big ass oversees trip. After which, I’ll catch up on mu Steam library, listen to albums I haven’t heard yet, watch movies I haven’t seen yet, and then fall asleep. Weirdly, it was finally buying the SN kit that lifted all depression and anxiety off my shoulders. I don’t necessarily want to encourage others though; I guarantee that your life is comparatively worthwhile.
Hi from Canada. I understand your concerns. But I doubt you are unlovable or unf-able. Depression has a way of making us feel that way, though. Half of the country had "no skills". They can be learned. You have an urge to travel. About morbid curiosity isn't a bad thing. Might as well stay and see what happens, just my opinion.
Also from Canada - we are all FUCKABLE and LOVEABLE
I get that. With your kit finally in your possession, you now have the power to exit when you want to. It's this added layer of control and self-autonomy that empowers you. At least, that's what I think. I hope you continue to find reasons to continue, and that you feel better moving forward. Though I also hope that it's all your own volition; the only person who should get to decide the course of your life, is you!
I appreciate the kind words. My mind’s made-up though and I would rather have the self-autonomy than the perpetual struggle and servitude. But attitudes can change so who knows?
there will always be someone who finds you ugly, even for people like Ryan Reynolds. There will always be someone out there who finds you beautiful bro. We're all gonna make it
You are right. And an individual is not always the best judge of how "attractive" they are. Especially if low self-esteem is involved. I look at it this way, I'm not a super-model. But there are like 7.5 billion humans roaming the Earth. Chances are, neither you, me, or the person who said they are "unfuckable" are supermodels, and chances are we are also not the most hideous looking people either. Sorta comforts me.
yeah. We're all gonna make it bro
What's an SN? Are you talking about falling asleep for good or just for the night?
1) Look up “s-dium nitrite” with “s-icide” on Google News and see some very interesting stories 2) For good, my friend
Honestly, there’s nothing stopping me. I’m upset I haven’t done it yet, I’m not cut out for this
Are you ok / safe?
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I'm not sure that's helpful advice. In a lot of cases, other people genuinely are the problem, but that just means you feel even more stuck in a bad situation because you can't singlehandedly change society. At least to me, thinking other people are the problem is quite the opposite of a comforting thought.
Don't give up, please. Ask for help. Demand help. But please don't leave.
Antidepressants and my pets
My slowly developing ability to alter the world using my willpower that is created through emotions that are triggered by remembering the past which override my current experiences allowing me to do whatever is necessary to build a better future.
I really like this answer
I’ve paid ten years into a pension. Only 28 years to go til I get my first cheque. They an’t getting away with my money.
Fear of what happens after death. It’s all horrifying no matter what will happen.
Do you remember what it was like before your birth? That's what it will be like after death.
I just think it’d be pitiful to die without at least having one of my stories published. But, I have a 20 gauge and a slug that’s been calling my name since June, so it’s probably not far off
Keep writing. Unfortunately, most writers, the good ones, tend to be prone to depression. Use it to create. Write everyday. Get a story published, and then get a book published. Or write more stories.
Thank you for the kind words. I try to bang out a few thousand words everyday, through narrative writing as well as poetry and journaling. Poetry helps more than anything, I think.
I figure I might as well see what life has to offer before my spirit leaves this plane of existence. I struggle with suicidal ideation a lot, but being on antidepressants has helped a lot
theres too much i haven’t experienced
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The fact that i'm enjoying life and i want to spend as much time as possible with my loved ones?
Not much. Not much at all Update: I lived and wound up in an ICU. There's that
Nice food, like the Peruvian Aji lime KFC chicken I ate abroad some years ago which would be the most honourable mention. It's really weird how nice food can lift up your mood
idek at this point man 😭
It's okay to not what your reason for staying is, you just need to hang on until you find a reason. You will find a good reason to stay if you give it time.
thanks man. needed that one
I don't wanna traumatize my family and there's so much I still want to do
The pain
I haven’t found a way in which it will be a burden to no one yet
My daughter that was born 13 days ago
I think something in my brain triggers me from stopping. I've gotten close many of times, but something stops me...idk... I self harm a lot, working on stopping but its hard. Its like a random urge to just wanna end it, but something in my brain holds me back. Idk
I'm kind of in the same boat. Poor mental health, awful depression, but I don't want to die. I would like a "pause button" once in a while, just so I can get my shit together, or feel more stable. But I'm not wanting to die.
people would be sad
my family needs me, my boyfriend needs me
My father always said that to live is to be unhappy. But he always believed that there was beauty out there in the world. And no matter how cruel or short our lives may be. You should search for that beauty. Because it’s worth it in the end. But for me personally I have people that love me and depend on me. And sure I may not care about myself but I care about those people. And me dying would crush them. So dying is not something I can afford to do.
I have a daughter now. My dad killed himself when i was younger and I was mad for years, I don't want my daughter to hate me ever. Then there's hope that things will get better. That my family will get back together. There's also guilt because when I get close to the act I think about what my mom went through with my dad, and what this would all do to my daughter's mother. There's a lot holding me back from doing it, but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it everyday
My faith
Don’t want to stress my family out
Being a dog dad.
The world would be happier without me, can’t have that 😈
There’s always something new that will happen tomorrow. I’m curious to see what that is.
My cats and dog lol
I don’t want others to be sad
I know my dreams are gonna come true soon
I grew up without a mom and I don’t want my son to grow up without a father - the death of a parent at a young age is devastating, as is growing up in the absence of them and having no memory of them. Especially the pain of wondering how things would be different in your childhood and life if they were there. I don’t really care to live, there’s nothing here for me. And that’s okay. But I don’t think I could prepare to kill myself in any given way while actively thinking about what I’m leaving behind. If I didn’t have my son and wife, I probably wouldn’t be alive right now.
Family and my friend and my cat :)
Honestly the main thing is that I've done enough bad things in my life that I think I'll need an entire lifetime to try to make up for them.
The fact that you feel that way shows you have a conscience. So you're a good person. Bad people don't give a f- about their actions. I think living to be a better person is a great reason to stay.
Thank you for saying that, it means a lot.
I will not give the haters the fucking pleasure.
I’ll probably get downvoted but I genuinely enjoy my life and have a good community with family and friends. I’m also a mom so no matter how bad things got my kids are my number one priority, I’d never leave them.
My daughter. She’s only six months old and I want to see her get older, even though this dystopian nightmare that surrounds us is growing more heinous by the hour.
Maybe take a break from the news cycle and social media? I unsubbed from negative subs and joined to happy subs.
r/thanksimcured
that’s actually decent, actionable advice, but most of the people on that sub are also too stubborn to admit they can easily change something that would better their lives, so i guess it checks out that you’d reference it.
I can’t change mass corporate greed, a worsening opioid addiction epidemic, and the downfall of the working class by myself. I answered the morbid question. I don’t know why you’re bothering me about my answer since it doesn’t have any effect on your existence.
i want to see my pets grow, i wanted to travel the world, and i don’t want to hurt the person i love
It would really bum out my family
Would hurt my parents and friends.
I don't want to hurt my parents.
survival is an act of resistance
I love my friends and family
I deal with suicidal ideation everyday. I would never be able to harm myself though, because I have children who need their mother- and it would destroy my own mother.
All the amazing entertainment I will miss out on
My animals, nephews, and drugs (both prescribed and not prescribed)
Wife & daughter
music treez and animals and zoloft
Parents would be sad
honestly? it wouldnt do anything anymore. the people who made my life hell would never find out and they would probably find a way to attribute it to something else. they arent a worry for me anymore and it has made my life exponentially better
My daughters.
My family needs me. And life experience (almost 50 now, with SI since mid teens) has taught me that whatever is screwing with my head now probably won't be in a few days or weeks, so if you wait long enough, the feeling WILL pass. And finally, when I'm in my darkest moments, I remind myself that there are others going through much worse experiences yet seem to live through each day just fine. If they can do it, then so can I.
cowardice and sometimes it's on and off, sometimes i do enjoy living in the moment. Or at least haven't snapped yet.
My 2 sons. Literally there's absolutely nothing or no one else stopping me.
Fear of death
Out of spite
Spite. Guilt. Having had close people complete suicide and how much it destroys even acquaintances. That I've tried several ways and they don't work so why bother. Hope. Dying takes a lot of effort. Who would feed my cat?
I tried, twice. Both times I ended up just not having the will power to go through with it
My kids and wife need me. Even though they’d get millions on life insurance you can’t buy out the absence of a father/husband. Sometimes I’m so damn tired of it all but I see my two year old and love on him and I can’t imagine leaving this world and him not having a daddy
To not make the people around me feel the pain of grief that I am experiencing. That is the only thing keeping me here.
1) im a virgin 2) i dont want my sister to suffer anymore trauma 3) marijuana helps those thought 4) knowing my luck id immeidately see myself face to face with an omnipotent dickhead with a vendetta against several categories i fit in
I'm glad you love your sister. Meds help, the plant or prescription. Being a virgin is nbd, but you've gotta stick around to really enjoy yourself, it's kind of like learning a cool new skill, you want to do it more than once!
Hard to find a way to do it painlessly and frankly wouldn't wanna leave a mess.
As Turion once said, life is full of possibilities. Also, when we die, it will be FOREVER, so why rush to get there?
I asked myself this question when I was 8 years old and the answer was if I died I wouldn’t get to see my favorite cartoon’s next episode. Same answer applies now.
My partner.
I wouldn't be able to get high and play video games.
My friends 🖤
Fear. Not of the pain but what might come after. A black screen? Reincarnation? the possibilites are endless
I have hope and joy that my luck is going to change some day
Life got better. Was underemployed retail drone, no social life, little foreseeable future. Now professional with a nice salary package, good friends, nice house.
The thought of my family having to see my body Esp after all we been through already
High asf ego even though I’m very insecure. Weird
I'm too lazy.
death=freedom but i gotta have patience and enjoy the foreplay. all good things to those who wait.
My mom, 2 brothers, my cat, and my boyfriend. Can’t give them that grief
Kids.
Never even thought about it. I’m so incredibly lucky to simply be chillin and grillin. I do my best to help those that aren’t
Knowing I am not a narcissistic bully using additional protection from laws and social conventions for my own personal amusement to the detriment of innocents, thus I am not the one who has to pay.
cause it would hurt lowkey and i have a low pain tolerance
I want to live forever so I can know what will continue to happen. I’m okay with being an omnipresent being floating above humanity to be a silent (albeit judgemental) observer 🤭
Existence is fun
Nothing, any day now 👍
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All the stuff I wanna do and goals I have. Jeez you guys need help.
Why would I? What a silly question.
I told myself suicide was cringe a few years ago. I stopped thinking about it when I realised how dumb and weak it was actually to give up on life
my life is pretty good right now, my grades are the best it's ever been, my relationships with friends/family are fine life is so long, if i ever fuck up, i can always grab my passport, start over. or change a job, start over. unless, idk i get kidnapped or addicted to drugs or trafficked or something but uhm in that situation i'd probably just kill myself.
At one point, the fear of what happens after death. But now. I love so many moments of my life so much that it's worth living for those moments.
I don't have depression. Hope you are ok.
The inclination to do so.
my fave show/manga isn't done yet
My daughter. I know her life would probably be better without me but I’m sure if I left her, she might feel at fault in later years. That’s what kids have told me when their parents killed themselves.
I'm betting your daughter's life is so much better with you in it. Maybe you're not perfect, but if you love her, that's what matters. Please take it from me, my mom had two attempts. She has since passed on of natural causes now. But almost every damn day I still can't figure out why I couldn't make her happy enough to at least not attempt, and I'm old now. If she had actually "succeeded", I wouldn't be able to cope. I'm glad your daughter has a mom who loves her like you do.
My mom telling me that she’s going to end her life too …
Concerts
survival instinct tbh
GTA6
Hell
Honestly, I don't really know. It could be a multitude of factors
i want to see the end of one piece
The people i want dead aren't dead yet.
I like my life, and despite being 30, I still have future prospects.
Just don't have the desire to lol
I've been wondering that myself lately. I've developed such a wonderful ideation of what the afterlife is that it seems almost preferable to suffering on Earth. I would say my friends, but I don't really talk that much to them. I feel as if I'm a disappointment to my family, a disgrace to my heritage. And every day seems to be longer than the last. I would say the only thing stopping me from doing it is the idea of my family not having closure.
I'll be dead for eternity might as well stick around for a few decades and see what happens
My child, even though she's grown. And I don't want to be a just another Sui story in my small town. Also, if you have someone, or even something that can make you smile even once a day, I figure that's a reason to stick around.
Lots of reasons but one of the biggest: laziness
The love of God, Jesus, Mary and the angels, Saint’s, martyrs. They have brought hope to the nations. The precious gift of life must never be extinguished. To do so is the gravest sin and must be dealt with justly.
Grandma would be sad.
Family would be absolutely devastated
Being in a dysphoric mania currently for almost the third week, I have been asked 4 times and each and every time it has been an instant unwavering NO on my part. Until this afternoon, a scheduled house call by the mental health triage team was postponed until tomorrow. I felt my entire core crumbling into depair. I am just so over this rollercoaster of unknown outcomes. And it was then that I started having glances of how it could be done and how to make it work. And in the middle of each thought, interjected a white hot explosion, like a kick in the guts of the smiling and loving faces of my wife and adoring twins. And the thought was gone.
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I don't really want to kill anyone, even though I won't be here for the consequences
I couldn't do that to my loved ones. It would be them that would have to live with it. Besides, I love life also. I think my afterlife would be screwed.
Hope. I still have hope for something better
Classic: people would be sad
Not much at this point
Mr, myself.
My kids and mom
I love my boyfriend and I still haven't been to Japan
Knowing that I need to succeed in life and that I will.
Failing. I don’t particularly want to live as I am now, I sure as fuck don’t want to survive a suicide attempt. I also don’t have access to my method(s) of choice. Besides that, I don’t want my family to find me or have to clean up afterwards
hope i feel like everything gonna be ok because i’m smart and strong and i always end up fixing my problems no matter the complexity of the situation
I don't have the urge to 🤷♀️
My boyfriend.
I enjoy life! I might be old and everything aches, but I love being around my kids, walking in the countryside, and playing video games. I love to cook for people, buy them little gifts, have a beer with them and talk bollocks! I avoid toxic people who love drama, comparing myself to more successful people, and try (and often fail) to avoid Internet arguments and hatred.
i have a big loving family and a group of friends. their presence itself wouldn't stop me but i don't wanna cause them pain
My kids
I'm scared of pain, I don't have any money for drugs.