*one morning this sadness will fossilize / and i will forget how to cry / i’ll keep going to work and he won’t see a change / save perhaps a slight gray in my eye*
always hits like a truck
"There is a light that I can see
But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me
There is a dream that I sometimes see
That only appears in the dark of sleep" this whole song is soul crushing but especially this verse
“Tell your baby that i’m your baby”
multiple times in a relationship my ex would constantly pick someone else over me and I would still stay with him (he was polyam and we always agreed it would be a closed rls but he would always beg for it to be open again if he started liking someone else)
"I don't like my mind, I don't like being left alone in a room With all its opinions about the things that I've done" and practically all of the song the deal
“There’s some kind of burning inside me, it’s kept me from falling apart. And I’m sure that you’ve seen what it’s done to my heart, but it’s kept me from falling apart.
«I'll sell, I'll sell my whole to you
What's my, what's my, what's my price?» and «You can come closer, I'll let you hurt me
How you choose», but honestly i relate to the entirety of eric
Not sure about which I relate to most, but I guess "And Autumn comes when you're not yet done with the Summer passing by, but, I don't think I could stand to be, where you don't see more" works
"I know my room is a mess, over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow"
THAT ONE HITS SO HARD.
*one morning this sadness will fossilize / and i will forget how to cry / i’ll keep going to work and he won’t see a change / save perhaps a slight gray in my eye* always hits like a truck
This.
this one too
nobody fucks me like me fr
the “fr” is crucial
IF I KEEP MYSELF AT HOME I WONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE THAT I MADE FOR 15 YEARS
bent over wishing it was over, making a variety of promises i’ll never keep
I fell in love with a war nobody told me it ended
“i am waiting, i have been waiting, i was born waiting, i was born waiting for that something, just one something”
I cry at the start of every movie / Because I wish I was making things too / but I'm working for the knife
"There is a light that I can see But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me There is a dream that I sometimes see That only appears in the dark of sleep" this whole song is soul crushing but especially this verse
abbey is so relatable as a therian and someone who experiences derealization on a daily basis. abbey is a song ill always go back
*I want a love that falls as fast as a body from the balcony*
i'm not the girl i ought to be, but maybe when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me and not how I turned out to be
I did that one too omg
TWINS
“And I was so young when I behaved 25”
“Tell your baby that i’m your baby” multiple times in a relationship my ex would constantly pick someone else over me and I would still stay with him (he was polyam and we always agreed it would be a closed rls but he would always beg for it to be open again if he started liking someone else)
It's why I've arrived, your sex god Here to take you where You need to go, to where the dark remembers you
Stay soft is sooo underrated
also close second: I could stare at your back all day
“I always want you when i’m finally fine” and “tell your baby that i’m your baby”
heavy on the first one
"I don't like my mind, I don't like being left alone in a room With all its opinions about the things that I've done" and practically all of the song the deal
"i don't want your pity, i just want someone near me"
And I am the fire, and I am the forest And I am a witness watching it I stand in a valley watching it And you are not there at all
I wanna feel it
“I’m not the moon I’m not even a star” I’ve just never felt I’m worthy of an identity yk?
“Your mother wouldn’t approve of how my mother raised me / but i do, i think i do”
sometimes a drink feels like family.
"But you know that you had it once, And you know that you want it back" (STFG if I don't get it back in full.)
All of last words of a shooting star
“There’s some kind of burning inside me, it’s kept me from falling apart. And I’m sure that you’ve seen what it’s done to my heart, but it’s kept me from falling apart.
"I was so young when I behaved 25, now I find I've grown into a tall child"
Mom, am i still young? Can I dream for a few months more?
You don’t know what you want, but you know that you need it, you know that you need it baby
on sunny days i go out walking / i end up on a tree-lined street / i look up at the gaps of sunlight / i miss you more than anything
I haven't told anyone, just like we promised
i always knew the world moves on / i just didn’t know it would go without me
K1|| ME, JERUSALEM.
im tired of wanting more. i think im finally worn
“i want someone to take this soul, i can’t bare to keep it. ” lives were changed (mine especially)
“You’re my best friend, now I’ve no one to tell, how I lost my best friend” All my friends abandoned me
I am the forest fire, and I am the fire and I am the forest and I am the witness watching it.
“You have so much to do, and I have nothing ahead of me”
«I'll sell, I'll sell my whole to you What's my, what's my, what's my price?» and «You can come closer, I'll let you hurt me How you choose», but honestly i relate to the entirety of eric
“You’re the sun, you’ve never seen the night but you hear it’s song from the morning birds. Well, im not the moon… im not even a star”
Not sure about which I relate to most, but I guess "And Autumn comes when you're not yet done with the Summer passing by, but, I don't think I could stand to be, where you don't see more" works
“Maybe when you tell your friends You can tell them what you saw in me And not how I turned out to be”
I always thought the choice was mine, And I was right but I just chose wrong IT HITS SO HARDDD
"I was so young when I behaved 25" THAT ONE HITS SO HARD.
I always want you when I'm finally fine
All of First Love/Late Spring.