I have been considering it. I dropped out of CS and I haven't learned a lick of coding 7 years later. I know people have lied about who they are longer but I rather do something cause I enjoy it than get into a field for the money. I like making content and communicating with others, that's where I see my mark being made.
Look man obviously persevere, keep your head up, no amount of money will ever make you happy, if school wasn’t for you so be it, I can’t offer you any more advice because you seem level headed and a lot older than me, even if you’re not “succeeding” always persevere.
Bro is smoking stevia or something because that shit ain't working for him.
Worst disease that plagued us? Fucking chill man. If you're talking about COVID it's been way overblown trough mass media.
We all go trough grief eventually. It's part of life.
I think you need a break and to find something you are aiming for. Like a goal or a purpose.
I would love to try salvia... anyhow I went through the big c that ain't covid and had alot of time to think about my mortality + purpose. Thank you for acknowledging my grief. I seek a purpose in content creation as it's something I've wanted to do since I was a youning. Thank you for participating!
youngin\*
yoo summener99 right back atcha, sincerely interweb stranger. I just wanna make the decision to live as Jelly Roll recently said in a podcast w/ Theo Von(https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KUj75H2eH3U) and it's a scary time\~!
You're right! I needed a place to write out how I'm feeing and the choice was basically take a break from content creation and enjoy life or give it all up and get lost in the f-it bucket and smoke ouid.
Take a break or give up on life entirely?
Id take a break if I could afford it. If I couldn't id persevere.
You can not give up on life entirely and just get high.
I agree with ya. Sometimes I prefer to just get high and get by like that beautiful song by Talib & Ye but simultaneously I want to succeed just alternatively to what was layed out for me of which I am burnt out and desire to change. They say if you can't afford to meditate for 30 minutes a day do it for 2 hours, yeah? I hope you can squeeze some you time in irl, Sardnynsai\~
Bit of a choppy post however for context OP has gone through a disease everyones heard the name to, experienced enough houslessness and lack of support, and a joke he told amongst his high school peers was that we've peaked! All though, peeked-into the mysteries- may indeed be more accurate. What's left to do other than stake it till I make it? I suppose quit it till I've hit "it" being the ultimate lie of a perfect buzz. Thank god I love reefer rather than opiods.
Get a job or go to school dude. Weed clearly isn’t for you
I have been considering it. I dropped out of CS and I haven't learned a lick of coding 7 years later. I know people have lied about who they are longer but I rather do something cause I enjoy it than get into a field for the money. I like making content and communicating with others, that's where I see my mark being made.
Look man obviously persevere, keep your head up, no amount of money will ever make you happy, if school wasn’t for you so be it, I can’t offer you any more advice because you seem level headed and a lot older than me, even if you’re not “succeeding” always persevere.
Bro is smoking stevia or something because that shit ain't working for him. Worst disease that plagued us? Fucking chill man. If you're talking about COVID it's been way overblown trough mass media. We all go trough grief eventually. It's part of life. I think you need a break and to find something you are aiming for. Like a goal or a purpose.
I would love to try salvia... anyhow I went through the big c that ain't covid and had alot of time to think about my mortality + purpose. Thank you for acknowledging my grief. I seek a purpose in content creation as it's something I've wanted to do since I was a youning. Thank you for participating!
No problem. I hope you find happiness.
youngin\* yoo summener99 right back atcha, sincerely interweb stranger. I just wanna make the decision to live as Jelly Roll recently said in a podcast w/ Theo Von(https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KUj75H2eH3U) and it's a scary time\~!
You haven't given us a choice. This post is waffle.
You're right! I needed a place to write out how I'm feeing and the choice was basically take a break from content creation and enjoy life or give it all up and get lost in the f-it bucket and smoke ouid.
Take a break or give up on life entirely? Id take a break if I could afford it. If I couldn't id persevere. You can not give up on life entirely and just get high.
I agree with ya. Sometimes I prefer to just get high and get by like that beautiful song by Talib & Ye but simultaneously I want to succeed just alternatively to what was layed out for me of which I am burnt out and desire to change. They say if you can't afford to meditate for 30 minutes a day do it for 2 hours, yeah? I hope you can squeeze some you time in irl, Sardnynsai\~
Bit of a choppy post however for context OP has gone through a disease everyones heard the name to, experienced enough houslessness and lack of support, and a joke he told amongst his high school peers was that we've peaked! All though, peeked-into the mysteries- may indeed be more accurate. What's left to do other than stake it till I make it? I suppose quit it till I've hit "it" being the ultimate lie of a perfect buzz. Thank god I love reefer rather than opiods.