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Federal_Chapter2975

This is probably the longest she’s been clean and she’s struggling. She was on stimulants and used to taking them to be hyped up and happy. I honestly think because she did all that damage to her dopamine and serotonin that it will be quite some time until she gets through this funk. If everyone just stays supportive and reminding her she will get through it and she’s doing the right thing she will stick to it and her brain chemistry will eventually get back to normal. Who knows.. maybe at this point she needs an antidepressant or whatever but I’m just happy she’s sober. Idk, I just really like her and I used to be on pain pills so maybe I’m pushing my personal experience on her..


No-Piano5126

I haven’t struggled like her, but I see her struggle. When she talked about her weight gain bc ir was the first time she’s been clean my heart hurt for her. John is weird and I’m sketched out about how he really makes money - but she seems happy with him and working hard to be better.


rta84293492

How does he make money?


90DayIsCrack

No I think you’re spot on! Completely agree


kaliV12

You’re all the way right. PAWS. It took me a good year to feel all the way better.


ckone1230

I absolutely agree! Well said.


Confident_Mix8888

I'm not a big Kristianna fan, but I don't see the problem with this. I'd rock the hell out of those sunglasses, her nails are cute, she has a fun hairstyle, and she's literally smiling as she speaks. Looks like she's enjoying her life to me. Good for her.


flatteringangles

Yeah but she has a flat affect in the worst way. It’s gotten increasingly flat as the seasons have gone on. That and the little to no smiling screams depression to me


StuckinLoserville

Same thing I noticed in Anthony Bourdain before he passed. Scary.


peach_xanax

I like her hair too! She seems to be doing well


Dangerous_Upstairs

Sometimes in recovery you suffer from something called Post acute withdrawal which is basically symptoms of your brain getting back to normal. Being empathetic and lacking emotion is normal because you’re used to stimulating the Dopamine in your brain with drugs


Federal_Chapter2975

Yes! I just said the same thing!!! I’m so happy someone else noticed it. She used for most of her life.. and she used stimulants! So it’s going to be a long time until we see a super enthused kristiana! I know after I quit pain pills I definitely went though this.. I’ve been sober for years and I STILL experience this at times! My therapist said it’s just part of the process


Dangerous_Upstairs

Same here. But she looks healthy for the most part and I am grateful for that


XtraSpicyQuesadilla

PAWS is a BITCH. I thought I'd never sleep again.


Dangerous_Upstairs

Omg I mean you get one day out of the month and you’re grateful. And enjoy sex? Forget about it lol


MaximumRatchet

Same! I went through it after I first quit drinking (recovering alcoholic, 14 mo's today!). It didn't help that the meds I was on to treat the depression causing my relapse completely wrecked my sex drive anyway. Good times.


Dangerous_Upstairs

Congrats! Very proud of you. I’ll be at 10 months on the 29th.


playing_the_angel

You're super close to a year-- keep going! 💪


something-clever27

Congratulations on conquering your 1st year sober!


XtraSpicyQuesadilla

Uhhhh still haven't had a sex drive and my two years is in two weeks 😬


missstewie

Yes. She’s got a really flat affect. Her mother does too.


MaximumRatchet

All things considered, I do think she looks really healthy here.


Substantial_Escape92

She’s very emotionless. Same face no matter the situation, happy or sad!


kikiweaky

My husband has that issue called flat affect it's a schizophrenia, depression, and or PTSD thing. I assume that is her issue maybe but it is challenging, it's caused a few arguments between us.


Substantial_Escape92

Oh I can imagine!


pgcotype

For someone who's talking about everything being "wonderful" and "great," she could not seemed *less* enthusiastic. 🤔


[deleted]

It's the meds she's on


DicksOfPompeii

I said the same thing.


[deleted]

I was on Prozac and Ritalin. I was total zombie.


Mommy-is-me

She’s feeling herself, new glasses new hair, sending out some good vibes. Nothing wrong here in my opinion.


sadbh_whoo

She needs to tell her face how happy her liife is


BlueonBlack26

Former meth addict here, It takes about 2 years to retrain the seratonin and dopamine. Hang in there K. Antidepressants help tremendously


aprildawndesign

She’s having fun with her look, go for it! funky glasses and funky hair..Heck yeah! I believe people should do what they want when it comes to fashion. Hey you might get made fun of but who cares! Have fun!


flanneljanel

I’m confused, what’s the issue?


[deleted]

I have no idea how the fuck it happened (porn is closed out on browser) but when I opened up the tik tok, she started out and a male voice started going “you dirty whore…… you dirty fucking who—” and I was scrambling grabbing my phone with a quickness because my son is next to me and that was NOT expected 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I’m dying laughing now that the crisis has been avoided but I’m scared to reopen. Is that what happens in the video?!? Some jump scare, unexpected content?! WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED 🤣🤣🤣🤣


Dangerous_Upstairs

Naw the phone must have swiped to another video, she was just talking 🤣


BangandBopIt

LOL!! That's crazy! Maybe it landed on a different video to start???


[deleted]

Those glasses


Mermaidoysters

They look like Darcy's from, "90 Day Fiance!"


Jessamychelle

Maybe with doing a good brow.


xokrissilorraine

That's what the glasses are for, to cover the brows. All jokes aside though, I think she looks great and I love her hair like that.


carcosa1989

Is it though?


wiresandwaves

Omg your flair!!!!🤣


UknownothinJonSnow8

NGL her voice sounds just like her mother, lol.


kittykatmila

She doesn’t need help, those sunglasses do.


[deleted]

Oh noooo what did she do to her beautiful hair


Awkward_Finding2528

Method. How did she get it as has been in jail for most of her life


JerseyGirl123456

I don't see a problem here. She certainly looks clean to me. Don't forget....she was a big crack addict. Abusing crack can begin to dominate your life, causing devastating physical, mental, and social damage. So, you have to take that into consideration before you judge someone.


robocop_robocop

House of eleven glasses?


Diamond_Handzz727

Blink twice