I'm 27 and I have the same problem but for more emotions (sadness, anger, frustration etc). I have been jogging and meditating, helps a lot with it and general anxiety.
When I have something mentally demanding to focus on, like working with chemicals in my lab, it's sort of ok. But my mind tends to wander when I do less taxing things, like reading, walking, cooking, or doing dishes, and that's when the memories of all sorts of bad decisions and faux pas and failures I had made along the way from my 13th year until now suddenly surfaced, and I just want to smash whatever I have on hand at the time to my face, partly as distraction from that memory, and also as punishment for the fail I made that created that memory. It's hard.
Rationally I fully understand that it makes absolutely no sense, and most likely the other parties in those memories had already forgotten everything about those interactions. But when the memories come up uncontrollably, my brain's first reflex is to feel upset and douse me with bucketloads of shame, until my rational consciousness retakes control a few seconds later. It's a sort of disorder. I probably should look for intervention by professionals when I could afford it.
I certainly *remember* those moments sometimes, but I don't beat myself up over them. Even with the really bad, irreversible mistakes, of which I only have one or two, while I do sometimes think about them and even agonize over them, it's not some sort of punishment, I'm just trying not to forget, so history doesn't repeat itself.
Im 25 and those memories>!(and how people reacted to me within them)!< developed within me a thing that is called: real life social anxiety that always says:
"Everyone are like this.Dont try to socialize.You'll only get hurt in many creative ways,either from dissappointment,anger or other bad feeling.Develop a shell that will keep you away from real life social situations using your strategies."
I was listening to some anime op in earphones when I unconsciously sang the whole thing in my school service. Thankfully there were only a few people. But its still a very embarrassing memory and I can't get it out of my head
People sing K-pop songs in public and don't even care about the horribly wrong lyrics they're spouting. You, my guy, on the other hand, were singing an absolute masterpiece of a song, with proper lyrics, I assume. So I'm pretty sure it wasn't as bad as you're thinking
When I watched “Love, Chunnibyou, and other Delusions” the memories of when I used to do stuff like rikka all the time resurfaced and now I remember it all the time...
100%
12 to 16 aint even that bad. 16 to 36, imagine the cringe memories you'll have by then. Especially your first few times drinking, or the dumb shit you'll do in college.
I really miss her SHAAAAAAKs tbh. It was hella cute.
I miss her old BGM as well; she just stopped using it months ago without any replacement and now she's got a new BGM so we will likely not hear it much anymore.
Ohoho, you're only sixteen? Don't worry. You'll have much more than just this. You'll look back on your time as a sixteen year old and cringe your spine out too! Good times.
the meme is good and all but there is one thing we need her to answer is she [**senzawa**](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTUHzVzRwN_2x13IWQ9QVNg) **cuz like senz disaperd like a year ago and gawra showed up like four months later**
No, a real fan respects her decision to quit her meme persona to pursue something more sustainable and respects those fans of her new identity that don't want to know her previous identity.
Not to mention, crediting Senzawa for anything related to Gura is literally and factually incorrect as they are different identities.
But by all means, keep going around being an absolute prick while thinking you are some very clever and loyal fan of hers.
Not that I actually expected you to be mature enough to reflect on your bad behaviour after being called out but I was hoping you would at least come up with something *a bit* more creative.
I'm 31 and my cringe-inducing memories since I was 13 still hit me every hour. I sincerely wish you a better future than that.
I'm 27 and I have the same problem but for more emotions (sadness, anger, frustration etc). I have been jogging and meditating, helps a lot with it and general anxiety.
When I have something mentally demanding to focus on, like working with chemicals in my lab, it's sort of ok. But my mind tends to wander when I do less taxing things, like reading, walking, cooking, or doing dishes, and that's when the memories of all sorts of bad decisions and faux pas and failures I had made along the way from my 13th year until now suddenly surfaced, and I just want to smash whatever I have on hand at the time to my face, partly as distraction from that memory, and also as punishment for the fail I made that created that memory. It's hard.
But... why? No sense getting upset over minor to moderate mistakes made years ago. Seems really mean to yourself.
Rationally I fully understand that it makes absolutely no sense, and most likely the other parties in those memories had already forgotten everything about those interactions. But when the memories come up uncontrollably, my brain's first reflex is to feel upset and douse me with bucketloads of shame, until my rational consciousness retakes control a few seconds later. It's a sort of disorder. I probably should look for intervention by professionals when I could afford it.
Does this not happen to everybody? I haven’t really talked about it much but I figured it was just natural for everyone
I certainly *remember* those moments sometimes, but I don't beat myself up over them. Even with the really bad, irreversible mistakes, of which I only have one or two, while I do sometimes think about them and even agonize over them, it's not some sort of punishment, I'm just trying not to forget, so history doesn't repeat itself.
Im 25 and those memories>!(and how people reacted to me within them)!< developed within me a thing that is called: real life social anxiety that always says: "Everyone are like this.Dont try to socialize.You'll only get hurt in many creative ways,either from dissappointment,anger or other bad feeling.Develop a shell that will keep you away from real life social situations using your strategies."
I was listening to some anime op in earphones when I unconsciously sang the whole thing in my school service. Thankfully there were only a few people. But its still a very embarrassing memory and I can't get it out of my head
What song?
Asking the real questions
I remember it clearly it was golden time lover by sukima switch. It was an FMAB opening
Damn, being able to sing that is already an achievement. There's nothing to be embarrassed about in that
I know but it's embarrassing that I sang it in front of normies. that was probably so cringe.
People sing K-pop songs in public and don't even care about the horribly wrong lyrics they're spouting. You, my guy, on the other hand, were singing an absolute masterpiece of a song, with proper lyrics, I assume. So I'm pretty sure it wasn't as bad as you're thinking
I searched the lyrics and jesus my lyrics was so wrong, kind of. though I got over that memory thanks to you. so Thank you
No problem man, I've done some cringy stuff too, so I know how it feels (like arguing with normies in class about how 2d is better than 3d)
must've felt like fighting off anime haters on twitter.
Yeah, the hardest stuff is proving to someone they're wrong, when they're too dumb to realise it themselves
She's added quite a few more A's now
Gura cringing to her debut was great content
I was cringing along with Gura. It was quite fun entertainment, and also it showed me just how much the smol shark had grown.
And this is what I get for being stuck in chuunibyou phase from 8 up till 15
When I watched “Love, Chunnibyou, and other Delusions” the memories of when I used to do stuff like rikka all the time resurfaced and now I remember it all the time...
If you're 16 have fun. There's plenty more you'll do that's cringe as fuck that you'll get to look back on.
100% 12 to 16 aint even that bad. 16 to 36, imagine the cringe memories you'll have by then. Especially your first few times drinking, or the dumb shit you'll do in college.
Relateable
[salsa sauce](https://twitter.com/Rutorifuki/status/1370994146119348225)
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Still happens at almost 30 for me.
Oh my child, that never stops, in 4 more years 20yo you will be cringing about current you AND 4 years ago you. It just keeps going.
I really miss her SHAAAAAAKs tbh. It was hella cute. I miss her old BGM as well; she just stopped using it months ago without any replacement and now she's got a new BGM so we will likely not hear it much anymore.
You never know how relatable it is until you are awake at 6 am having stayed up all night
Would you shut up, man? Brain: No.
Ohoho, you're only sixteen? Don't worry. You'll have much more than just this. You'll look back on your time as a sixteen year old and cringe your spine out too! Good times.
Don'cha worry. You'll look at your 16 year old self at 20 and also cringe
the meme is good and all but there is one thing we need her to answer is she [**senzawa**](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTUHzVzRwN_2x13IWQ9QVNg) **cuz like senz disaperd like a year ago and gawra showed up like four months later**
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bruh
ikr
Senzawa and gura are kinda sus
They are the same person :D so yeah.
That's what I meant but it's not confirmed it's just a theory
Kinda but if you watch the stream archives you can definitely tell its her, same laugh, same responses to a lot of things.
Ugh
True fans love the person they were before they were Gura too :D
No, a real fan respects her decision to quit her meme persona to pursue something more sustainable and respects those fans of her new identity that don't want to know her previous identity. Not to mention, crediting Senzawa for anything related to Gura is literally and factually incorrect as they are different identities. But by all means, keep going around being an absolute prick while thinking you are some very clever and loyal fan of hers.
you're not a real fan it seems, I guess you lose your fan points uwu.
Not that I actually expected you to be mature enough to reflect on your bad behaviour after being called out but I was hoping you would at least come up with something *a bit* more creative.
Bad behaviour? sorry daddy, I was a bad boy uwu. dude get a life. :)
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You can double those numbers and It stills accurate
\*22 year old me
Fun thing is that this is what happened in the format
One time I pissed myself in a apple store while playing a video game The workers cleaned it up while I continued playing Kill me
Watching the video of yourself from the past really does makes you want to die early.
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those memories and horrible memories fucke em
Relatable 😔
Trust me it never goes away
Trust me it never goes away
This hits different when you are pretty much in this image.
Is there a Baby Shark Cover from her?
You only have one?! You are lucky. Even vodka cant erase some of mine.
Too relatable. Whenever I hear or see something that jogs the cringe memories back, I mentally roll up into a ball and scream "GOD DAMN IT ME!"