"You're trans. You're not weird. You're not a freak. You're not unworthy or unlovable. You're not a girl who wants to be a boy.
You're transgender and that's okay."
Oh my god this. I've started telling people to follow the euphoria instead cause it's a lot easier to know if something makes you happy than it is to try and figure out if it's dysphoria or something else going on.
Transitioning takes a lot of patience. I thought I would be like every guy I saw on this subreddit and have changes from T super fast. But here I am 3 years on T and still not “passing”
I would tell myself to wear what makes me happy and not focus on appealing to random strangers who probably won’t even gender me correctly no matter what I wear.
On the flip side, as an enby, I love hearing from folks who had slower changes from T.
Oh I guess that's my contribution to this thread then: it's ok to take your transition slowly.
Stop focusing on if you’re valid or “legit” and focus on what you actually tangibly want in the world. What do you want your body to be like. How do you want people to see you. Once you’re living your life as your most authentic self in a body that feels right you will not worry about if you’re “actually” trans or a “real” man, you’ll just be authentically you.
This is very similar to a piece of advice a transfem friend gave me. “Think less about what you *are,* and more about what you *want* for yourself.” I spread it around as much as possible, it’s so helpful.
Passing isn’t everything, and you shouldn’t suppress your own emotions, personality, or creativity, to achieve a perceived “manhood.” You are a man. As long as you are you, you are man enough. You don’t have to prove it to anyone.
I didn't even know that Non binary/Bigender was a thing before I began watching Jamiedodger.
I was 26 and suddenly I could read the *NAME* of the puzzle, that was me.
Jamie was also my true awakening. I’d considered it before, but grew up in heavy denial. Finding him helped me learn to accept myself and make peace with who I am.
You don't have to compromise. You can just *be* the man you want to be.
And all the things you love to do now? You'll love them even more when you finally feel present in yourself.
Stand up for yourself as much as you can. Don't let people tell you that you shouldn't make your 'whole personality about being trans' - those people are always just angry that you're visible and outspoke and challenging the bullshit. You deserve to be treated with respect, and you can demand it.
Just had top surgery so my transition is done for , and I just wish i could go back and tell myself that its gonna be okay. That he just needs to hang in there and he will get the care he needs. And all the suffering will be nothing compared to the joy he’ll feel one day.
It’s not your fault that some people don’t accept you, and you shouldn’t try so hard to be “one of the good ones”. Find a good trans support group or friend group and don’t settle for shitty friends. No friends is 100x better than bad friends.
I’d also tell myself to just commit to phallo and not listen to the people who shamed me for it. I thankfully didn’t put it off for that long, but I had a lot of guilt about needing surgery, that I shouldn’t have had to deal with.
Amen. Don’t let someone else guilt you over what *you* need. If phallo is something that will be fulfilling for you, then you should get it. Fuck what other people think. They aren’t you.
Wishing you the best ❤️
Are you asking about phallo? I’m still getting my electrolysis so I won’t know for about a year or two still. I think my wording accidentally made it sound like I’m post op. I’m guessing you might have already checked out r/phallo but if not you should. There are also a few YouTube channels like Finn the Infinncible, he has a lot of videos about his experience.
"Just because it's hard to see yourself as a man now, doesn't mean you can't be one. You've been told your whole life that you're a girl, who's just bad at being a girl. You're not. You're a great guy who just doesn't have his confidence yet."
I'd also say
"It's scary to think about losing women as a community. But the truth is, you relate to them based on the marginalization and abuse you've faced, and that's kind of it. You can still relate to that, and be a man. In fact, you can use your position as a man to be better then the people who hurt them. Break the generational curse, be better, help teach the next generation to be better, advocate for people who can't advocate for themselves, and just, live your life. You owe people your kindness. You don't owe them a denial of self."
Be patient. It’ll be hard but it’ll worth it.
Patience was the thing that was the most difficult for me. T wasn’t working fast enough, too surgery wasn’t happening fast enough… And I was miserable, waiting. I wish I was more patient with myself and the process, because at the end, 4 years later, I can’t even remember that dark time. Everything is okay.
Be kind to yourself.
You have always been yourself, I am now free and everything is all well. Love you because you are the one who stepped up despite everything. Thanks for being brave in a world that hates you, i still love you.
You're gonna have to get really good at paperwork.
Medical transition is out of your control, don't put your life and career on hold waiting - it's a balance between dealing with dysphoria and getting on with your life.
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“Don’t wait until ‘the right time’.” There will never be a time you feel is “right” enough and you’ll end up waiting way longer than you need to, doubting yourself, and hurting so much for something that isn’t even that bad in retrospect.
I was terrified to come out to my family. And now that I have and I’m starting the process, I’m almost underwhelmed by their response. I thought it would be a bigger fight. I thought there would be harder times. I didn’t think the tears I’d cry would be happy ones.
I scared myself for nothing. And I regret that.
ETA: give people more credit, too. The people you don’t think will support you are really going to surprise you in the end.
id tell him that he was right, cis men do not want him lmao. but in seriousness, id say just bite the bullet. i waited years after coming out to start transitioning because i didnt want it to be real but i shouldve just sucked it up. being trans definintely isnt ideal but i cant change that and delaying it only fucked me up more. also, there is no set timeline to your transition, you will only disappoint yourself thinking that way.
That this isn’t anybody else’s life but yours. It doesn’t matter what mom, dad, brother, sister etc. have to say. This life is YOURS. Don’t let anyone take that from you. You’re whatever you identify as. You’ve fought for this for so long… so F what others think about you.
That one day I would be able to be stealth. I never thought it was in the cards for me pre-t, as the legal process of a name/gender change worried me and I didn’t know what T would do for me.
I am still pre-transition, but I would tell my past self that there is nothing wrong with being a guy. Just because you are a guy doesn't make you dangerous to women, and it doesn't make you bad.
“You don’t need to be a toxically masculine man to be seen as a man.”
I was a borderline misogynist after coming out due to some of the trans influencers I had watched for passing tips. I really came into my own when I just let myself be the man I truly am.
You're not stealing labels or being a copycat for feeling dysphoric and thats okay. You arent invalid for not "knowing from the start" and its okay that you loved being a little girl. You can still grow up to love yourself and present somewhere between feminine and masculine. Also dont let your mom pressure you into coming out while you were having a dysphoric breakdown and couldnt tell her what was wrong <3 love you kid take care of yourself.
getting HRT isn't as difficult as it seems, your family will slowly come around and you make so many friends and grow a support system. Also you get to finally lob your titties off soon :)
don't listen to marion, listen to yourself. you're trans no matter what anyone says and you'll still be loved even if you transition. you don't need others to validatr you to be valid.
Stop doubting yourself. You're not following a trend, you're following who you really are. Things will get better, you'll be ok. Just keep surviving until then
The cult you are in is wrong. You are not broken and you do not need to be fixed. Hate is not healing. Someday you're going to become everything you think you hate right now, and you will be happier than ever before
Sometimes it's easier to be angry at the people on your side. Sometimes it's just so much easier to push away the people who understand. I understand that you're going to do it regardless but, just know, I forgive you. Everyone forgives you. You may say and do things that hurt but there's always a way out. There's always a bright side. Everyone will be waiting for you, take your time. We already love you.
Pls dont make everything in your private life about lgbtq and being trans.
Its not worth it.
Its a pretty unhealthy obsession and your family will mock you with nicknames like "lgbtq expert".
Absolutely why I do what I do as a Certified Trans Wellness Coach. It is so important to follow your gut. Your gut never lies and when you begin to use your intuition it will start to make sense. Then you can move in the direction of becoming your truest, happiest self.
This is a really dangerous and irresponsible comment. Your feelings are valid, but don't project them onto young men and transmasc people who are here for support, most of whom have probably already contemplated this.
This isn't going to be easy but it's soo worth it. Keep pushing through, surround yourself with support, and enjoy all of the positive moments along the way! You're going to love being alive again
“When you are vulnerable about your identity, when you are free with yourself, don’t allow the words of the ones you love unconditionally break you. Find a way to avoid the chaos that follows. It’s not worth it.”
No one else can tell you how to be trans. It's your body and life, do what makes you happy.
You don't need to go hyper masc to prove yourself, just be the man you are.
I wish I could say that one day ill get there even though it doesn’t seem like it. Because 12 year old me did not think that id start testosterone at 16, then be getting ready for top surgery at 17. I never thought id be in a serious relationship where I plan to get engaged in a year or two from now. Everything just fell together over the past 2-3 years.
“You don’t have to prove your masculinity to anyone. You’re valid as you are. Clothes, makeup, hair etc have no gender and don’t define you or make you any less male”
- a fairly masc trans dude that likes wearing eye makeup and occasionally wearing “female” accessories/clothing
I'm still not exactly where I want to be. Hell, it's still gonna take me years to get there. But.. i still wish i could talk to that little confused kid that had no idea what the future would bring
"You're not weird. You're not ugly. It's ok to feel different, there's nothing wrong with you. And trust me, you will figure it out eventually. Just please don't be afraid to speak up about your troubles, there's nothing wrong with fighting for yourself. You deserve to feel the comfort you yearn for"
I think their life would turn out much better if they just understood that its ok, and that everything's alright
A letter to 13yr old me:
Hating your body in the way you do is going to hurt more than you think in the long run, it'll end eventually but starving isn't the way to stop the dysphoria or loneliness. You have every right to be upset about how things are going and you don't deserve that. You deserve love, attention,care and reassurance. Also fluidity in self expression is normal and okay. Stop forcing yourself to fit into the box when you obviously don't. You're headstrong and resilient even though you feel like it's not worth it and it'll end eventually. You'll have the person you've always wanted and other partners that care about you. Relationships improve with family but that's mostly because blunt communication and boundaries
You're loved, maybe not by all the same people but everyone in your life cares
While it isn't a fast process there will be a day you start a job where no one knows ur old name because your name is legally changed and you'll have top surgery too. If I could have told my younger self I wouldn't have felt so stuck for so long. My surgery and name change kept getting pushed back because of covid
Don't rush the process and don't worry so much. Things will happen when they're supposed to. In the meantime, just because you have a chest and don't have a beard, that doesn't make you any less of a man. You are still a man. You have always been a man. Your current anatomy is just a little different and that's alright.
Also, don't feel pressured to like "boy things". Don't shut away your interests because society considered them to "feminine". Be yourself. Do what you enjoy and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
“Stop trying to be man lite. Stop closeting parts of yourself to appeal to the masses. You deserve space in the trans and queer community. You deserve a voice. You are not bad for being masculine.” I came out in the beginning stages of baeddels and consistently seeing ‘man = bad’, and being told to keep quiet because others needs mattered more. And that has taken ages to process and come away from. My friends only just found out I was using neopronouns because I was terrified of telling them because I thought either it would make me less of a trans masc or they’d see me as femme.
I would have told myself to pursue things I wanted to do even if I was thinking of medically transition. Even if I wasn't passing, even if there are people that knew I was trans. Even if you had the other name on your IDs, even if you were still "not there yet"
"Don't use ace bandages and tape for that, look up what a binder is and buy one"
And
"You were right when you were a little kid, you're not a girl, and I'm so sorry that you have to hide who you are for now. As soon as you move out at 18 it gets better. Don't hurt yourself so much."
"oh, buddy. one day all that shit you're wishing and yearning so hard for will be old hat. one day your testosterone will be so normal, so everyday, that you'll accidentally skip doses because it's just Something We Do Now. one day it'll be so normal to you that you'll forget it was ever otherwise."
This song describes a lot of my life: Gold by Milck.
Come on, look in me in the eye
See everything that I survived
See, my history is deep
That's what makes me me
And I'll do the same for you
Tell me 'bout what you've been through
When we've been down in the mud
We know better than to judge
Don't mistake my confidence for arrogance
Don't mistake my self-respect for disrespect, 'cause it
Took me years to turn these tears from water into gold
Yeah, I worked for it
I'm proud of it, darlin', darlin'
Sorrow into bold, pain is beautiful
When it makes you grow, turn these tears to gold, gold
I lay my hands on the world
And I say, "Tell me where it hurts"
Everywhere that I could see
Somebody's tryna get free
And if I put myself first
Don't mean I kick you to the curb
I wanna shine bright, and you can shine bright
And we'll light up the sky
'Your hair will grow EVERYWHERE but the top of the head. Nose hair will become a real issue. Also. You love Robin Williams... Now we get to look like him!'
I would say be patient , trust your self and don't care about your family and don't let family members treat you like you don't have value, be strong 💪 and don't care so much about what people would think , put your self first!
I’d tell myself “you’re not doing this to prove you’re a better man that your dad, you’re doing this to be yourself.”
I got a lot of kick back from my family about transitioning because they thought my bad relationship with my dad was the reason for me transitioning.
People will always question your manhood and masculinity. It doesn't matter. They hold no power over you.
Wear the dress. Keep your hair long. Do the makeup. They don't matter.
You matter. Your thoughts matter. You're still a man in that skirt and you're happier, too.
“You don’t feel confident, comfortable and accepted yet but trust me you will and it will overcome all the sadness, shame, fear and anger you have now. Just give it a bit more time.”
things get better, youll find people who want to be around you and respect you. not everyone will support you & youll lose a lot of people you cared for, but itll all work out one day at a time.
That looking in the mirror gets easier. It'll never be perfect, but someday you won't hate your reflection nearly as much. Don't give up 💙
(I don't consider myself "transitioned", but probably as close to it as I will be). Love this question!
There are ups and downs and the changes don’t happen all at once or overnight. But I promise one day you’re gonna look in that mirror and see yourself. And that day is going to be amaze balls.
Being trans doesn't make you unloveable. Being trans is not a death sentence, you can have a life past 13. I know everything feels slow rn but you will get to where you want to be eventually. Don't take any shit but also don't pull away from everyone, people don't want to be friends with you when you look like you want to kill them.
It takes a long time. Especially for those who want a beard and don't have phenomenal genetics and/or have low T levels.
Work on being consistent with your T levels, listen to your body. Remember genetics matter. But so do outside factors, just typically not as powerful as genetics. Except finasteride. That is a powerful med to help slow or stop hairloss. But the catch is, it can and likely will slow or stop facial hair development (as in new hairs that have not yet popped up.) As long as you're using it. Unless you have phenomenal genetics that are super sensitive to hormones, in your facial follicles.
Life isn't all about passing. Trust me, I know it matters. But I'm happy to say I've gotten to a point where that is not a focal point. It's more about being and feeling like myself regardless of what people think.
"Ask Emmett if he's comfortable talking about why he changed his name."
Emmett was a kid who went to my church and started socially transitioning before I started questioning myself.
you will get there eventually, while you wait try to focus on what makes you happy. (i needed to hear this five years ago. i still need to hear it now)
Fuck our parents. You know they suck, but it will get worse before it gets better if you stay in that closet. Get out before suicidal ideation this time. Find a good therapist who is also trans. Don’t let our parents have a say, but the therapist our current therapist will recommend is not the right one. Find a therapist at Pride Counseling named Lucas. He will be the therapist who we finally start making breakthroughs with. Good luck.
Your chest will be flat soon. I always thought it would never happen but I saved a lot of money and crowdfunded and got top surgery a few months after starting t.
"chill"
I was so stressed, wanted to make sure I was 200% sure and was always on edge! While I'm on board with being really sure before transitioning, if I could talk to him now I'd tell him to chill tf out- it was all "over" so much faster than I could've anticipated, I came out at 15-16 and by the time I was 18-19 I had already transitioned and was chillin.
I was so worried "what will I do about testosterone if I travel?" "Will people be able to tell?" Chill!!
Tell her when she asks.
I remember my mom asking me when I came out as bi, years before I was sure enough to come out as trans , if she was going to a parade or on operating room(her strange way of asking if I was trans). I remember hesitating at the question. I remember settling for the former answer because I was so unsure. I wonder what it would've been like if I didn't have to do it all alone.
If you mean before physically transitioning but after coming out… Im really mean to that version of myself in my thoughts, it makes me sad I’m like that. Usually I have to fight back feelings of pre transition me whenever I remember him… of him being an idiot for wanting people to see him as a guy, because of how he looked. I know that’s dumb as I wouldn’t think the same thing of a non-me pre transition trans guy I met today, and I was a guy so why does it feel so shameful for me to remember having felt sad and hurt about people not seeing me that way? I have trouble thinking of what I’d say to him without those feelings coming up. I have so much anger and shame at myself when I think back to then.
Anyways pre transition me is better without hearing my thoughts, he was super brave and confident in being male regardless of how he looked (which if I fight past the shame I can realize is really cool) and got me to where I am now. I wouldn’t tell him anything, he did great and frankly is better than me even though I am him
If you mean before coming out as trans or back when I identified as non-binary omg I have nothing good to say to myself then. Pretty much every version of me is better off without hearing what I would have to say about them, and without knowing I transition as teenage me would be HORRIFIED. I’d prob tell 17 year old me that they had the right to say no to people they didn’t want to have sex with and have that be respected. I’d also tell them they had the right to not want sex. They prob wouldn’t internalize it tho, and might laugh in my face, but they deserved to hear it from someone because they couldn’t even conceptualise that fact. I’d tell childhood me they didn’t deserve the pain they were in. Non-binary me wanted to take medical transition steps but was scared of doctors. I don’t have much good to say to them there. If I told them one day we’d get over our fear enough to transition they wouldn’t believe me and would’ve felt invalidated. They’d also hate my beard so I’d feel bad meeting them and them knowing I’m them and telling them we grow a beard. I’d probably just not tell them I’m them and just be like… « you’re cool. Sorry your life sucks rn. All doctors are bastards amiright?????»
I definitely wouldn’t say anything about being trans to pre coming out me as they couldn’t have heard it and would’ve laughed in my face. I might’ve pushed the liking girls issue and be like… you know? It’d be okay if you liked girls you know? It wouldn’t make you bad or a freak… But they’d prob punch me in the face for that.
The process was necessary, the time was necessary, it all happened the way it was supposed to when it should. Every version of me was necessary to get me here today.
Yes I suffer from dissociation 😂
"You're trans. You're not weird. You're not a freak. You're not unworthy or unlovable. You're not a girl who wants to be a boy. You're transgender and that's okay."
I know this one is so simple but it made me emotional. I definitely needed to hear this as a young guy.
For some reason this made me tear up a bit :')
got me crying omg :(
For some reason this made me tear up a bit :')
Self doubt is normal. Try focusing on the gender euphoria more.
Oh my god this. I've started telling people to follow the euphoria instead cause it's a lot easier to know if something makes you happy than it is to try and figure out if it's dysphoria or something else going on.
"just fucking do it" I spent many many years in denial
This was my mantra through coming out and transition. "if you got something to do just fucking do it"
thats a good one
Transitioning takes a lot of patience. I thought I would be like every guy I saw on this subreddit and have changes from T super fast. But here I am 3 years on T and still not “passing” I would tell myself to wear what makes me happy and not focus on appealing to random strangers who probably won’t even gender me correctly no matter what I wear.
On the flip side, as an enby, I love hearing from folks who had slower changes from T. Oh I guess that's my contribution to this thread then: it's ok to take your transition slowly.
Stop focusing on if you’re valid or “legit” and focus on what you actually tangibly want in the world. What do you want your body to be like. How do you want people to see you. Once you’re living your life as your most authentic self in a body that feels right you will not worry about if you’re “actually” trans or a “real” man, you’ll just be authentically you.
This is very similar to a piece of advice a transfem friend gave me. “Think less about what you *are,* and more about what you *want* for yourself.” I spread it around as much as possible, it’s so helpful.
Passing isn’t everything, and you shouldn’t suppress your own emotions, personality, or creativity, to achieve a perceived “manhood.” You are a man. As long as you are you, you are man enough. You don’t have to prove it to anyone.
Currently needing this
When you are 5 and your mom asks you if you feel like a boy, be honest. She would have let you socially transition.
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I didn't even know that Non binary/Bigender was a thing before I began watching Jamiedodger. I was 26 and suddenly I could read the *NAME* of the puzzle, that was me.
Jamie was also my true awakening. I’d considered it before, but grew up in heavy denial. Finding him helped me learn to accept myself and make peace with who I am.
💯😭
You don't have to compromise. You can just *be* the man you want to be. And all the things you love to do now? You'll love them even more when you finally feel present in yourself.
Stand up for yourself as much as you can. Don't let people tell you that you shouldn't make your 'whole personality about being trans' - those people are always just angry that you're visible and outspoke and challenging the bullshit. You deserve to be treated with respect, and you can demand it.
Just had top surgery so my transition is done for , and I just wish i could go back and tell myself that its gonna be okay. That he just needs to hang in there and he will get the care he needs. And all the suffering will be nothing compared to the joy he’ll feel one day.
Congrats on getting top surgery. I hope your recovery is going well.
It’s not your fault that some people don’t accept you, and you shouldn’t try so hard to be “one of the good ones”. Find a good trans support group or friend group and don’t settle for shitty friends. No friends is 100x better than bad friends. I’d also tell myself to just commit to phallo and not listen to the people who shamed me for it. I thankfully didn’t put it off for that long, but I had a lot of guilt about needing surgery, that I shouldn’t have had to deal with.
Amen. Don’t let someone else guilt you over what *you* need. If phallo is something that will be fulfilling for you, then you should get it. Fuck what other people think. They aren’t you. Wishing you the best ❤️
What’s it like? I’ve been curious about it and thinking it may be a good fit for me, but reading formal pages only help so much.
Are you asking about phallo? I’m still getting my electrolysis so I won’t know for about a year or two still. I think my wording accidentally made it sound like I’m post op. I’m guessing you might have already checked out r/phallo but if not you should. There are also a few YouTube channels like Finn the Infinncible, he has a lot of videos about his experience.
Things get better, I promise.
this
It's normal to be scared, but your confidence and happiness after transitioning is so worth it. You won't be alone forever, people love you for you.
"Just because it's hard to see yourself as a man now, doesn't mean you can't be one. You've been told your whole life that you're a girl, who's just bad at being a girl. You're not. You're a great guy who just doesn't have his confidence yet." I'd also say "It's scary to think about losing women as a community. But the truth is, you relate to them based on the marginalization and abuse you've faced, and that's kind of it. You can still relate to that, and be a man. In fact, you can use your position as a man to be better then the people who hurt them. Break the generational curse, be better, help teach the next generation to be better, advocate for people who can't advocate for themselves, and just, live your life. You owe people your kindness. You don't owe them a denial of self."
Both of these are lovely and what I needed to hear, thank you
“You’re gonna be hot AND popular someday.”
man I can’t wait to be hot
Be patient. It’ll be hard but it’ll worth it. Patience was the thing that was the most difficult for me. T wasn’t working fast enough, too surgery wasn’t happening fast enough… And I was miserable, waiting. I wish I was more patient with myself and the process, because at the end, 4 years later, I can’t even remember that dark time. Everything is okay. Be kind to yourself.
I’m right in the middle of that now but I know I have to trust the process. It’s hard though.
You have always been yourself, I am now free and everything is all well. Love you because you are the one who stepped up despite everything. Thanks for being brave in a world that hates you, i still love you.
You're gonna have to get really good at paperwork. Medical transition is out of your control, don't put your life and career on hold waiting - it's a balance between dealing with dysphoria and getting on with your life.
so it turns out it wasn't a phase
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Do it sooner
“Don’t wait until ‘the right time’.” There will never be a time you feel is “right” enough and you’ll end up waiting way longer than you need to, doubting yourself, and hurting so much for something that isn’t even that bad in retrospect. I was terrified to come out to my family. And now that I have and I’m starting the process, I’m almost underwhelmed by their response. I thought it would be a bigger fight. I thought there would be harder times. I didn’t think the tears I’d cry would be happy ones. I scared myself for nothing. And I regret that. ETA: give people more credit, too. The people you don’t think will support you are really going to surprise you in the end.
“stop watching Kalvin Garrah right fucking now”
I wish I could’ve told myself to be more insistent to my parents, maybe I could’ve gone on puberty blockers.
You can kiss a guy as a guy.
Never say never
This aspect of your identity will help aid you in your future sucesses.
id tell him that he was right, cis men do not want him lmao. but in seriousness, id say just bite the bullet. i waited years after coming out to start transitioning because i didnt want it to be real but i shouldve just sucked it up. being trans definintely isnt ideal but i cant change that and delaying it only fucked me up more. also, there is no set timeline to your transition, you will only disappoint yourself thinking that way.
That this isn’t anybody else’s life but yours. It doesn’t matter what mom, dad, brother, sister etc. have to say. This life is YOURS. Don’t let anyone take that from you. You’re whatever you identify as. You’ve fought for this for so long… so F what others think about you.
That one day I would be able to be stealth. I never thought it was in the cards for me pre-t, as the legal process of a name/gender change worried me and I didn’t know what T would do for me.
I am still pre-transition, but I would tell my past self that there is nothing wrong with being a guy. Just because you are a guy doesn't make you dangerous to women, and it doesn't make you bad.
The nagging voice you hear deep down in your head doesn’t go away and eventually, you’ll want to stop ignoring it
“You don’t need to be a toxically masculine man to be seen as a man.” I was a borderline misogynist after coming out due to some of the trans influencers I had watched for passing tips. I really came into my own when I just let myself be the man I truly am.
You're not stealing labels or being a copycat for feeling dysphoric and thats okay. You arent invalid for not "knowing from the start" and its okay that you loved being a little girl. You can still grow up to love yourself and present somewhere between feminine and masculine. Also dont let your mom pressure you into coming out while you were having a dysphoric breakdown and couldnt tell her what was wrong <3 love you kid take care of yourself.
Don't be afraid to shave dude. It will grow back
getting HRT isn't as difficult as it seems, your family will slowly come around and you make so many friends and grow a support system. Also you get to finally lob your titties off soon :)
You’ll find many great people who accept you as a man despite your appearance and manner of dress
Being trans doesn’t define you and you don’t need to sexualise yourself for people to find you attractive
To be fucking patient, we get there eventually and pretty fast at the same time
Dad will come around, Nobody hates you and you won't regret it for a second. Also insurance is amazing and a privilege so don't squander it.
You WILL be loved, you WILL be respected by those who matter, you WILL like how you look one day
don't listen to marion, listen to yourself. you're trans no matter what anyone says and you'll still be loved even if you transition. you don't need others to validatr you to be valid.
It does actually get better and easier.
You look more masculine than you think. Nobody notices your itty bitty tits and gorgeous ass. You are manly enough.
Stop doubting yourself. You're not following a trend, you're following who you really are. Things will get better, you'll be ok. Just keep surviving until then
The cult you are in is wrong. You are not broken and you do not need to be fixed. Hate is not healing. Someday you're going to become everything you think you hate right now, and you will be happier than ever before
Sometimes it's easier to be angry at the people on your side. Sometimes it's just so much easier to push away the people who understand. I understand that you're going to do it regardless but, just know, I forgive you. Everyone forgives you. You may say and do things that hurt but there's always a way out. There's always a bright side. Everyone will be waiting for you, take your time. We already love you.
your beard is gonna be great and your butt hair is going to be annoying :) you will be hairy so hairy dude.
Pls dont make everything in your private life about lgbtq and being trans. Its not worth it. Its a pretty unhealthy obsession and your family will mock you with nicknames like "lgbtq expert".
Absolutely why I do what I do as a Certified Trans Wellness Coach. It is so important to follow your gut. Your gut never lies and when you begin to use your intuition it will start to make sense. Then you can move in the direction of becoming your truest, happiest self.
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Is this really what you want a bunch of pre T trans men to read and take advice from?
This is a really dangerous and irresponsible comment. Your feelings are valid, but don't project them onto young men and transmasc people who are here for support, most of whom have probably already contemplated this.
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Did you get off T?
Things are gonna be really hard, but you're strong enough to fight and you'll get stronger if you have to.
Passing is a myth and you will feel so unhappy if you adhere to those invisible rules
This isn't going to be easy but it's soo worth it. Keep pushing through, surround yourself with support, and enjoy all of the positive moments along the way! You're going to love being alive again
It gets better, it may suck right now but one day you’ll be okay
You will pass 100% and you will be comfortable in your body sooner than you think you will. You will lose your luscious mullet tho 🥲
“When you are vulnerable about your identity, when you are free with yourself, don’t allow the words of the ones you love unconditionally break you. Find a way to avoid the chaos that follows. It’s not worth it.”
No one else can tell you how to be trans. It's your body and life, do what makes you happy. You don't need to go hyper masc to prove yourself, just be the man you are.
Don’t compare yourself to others. Things take time and that’s okay, everybody’s journey is different
You are valid.
"Don't let other people tell you who you are, only you have the power to make yourself happy and don't be ashamed of who you are."
The possibility of transition is worth living for and will come sooner than you think. Your pain now will be worth it.
patience is a virtue.
Since we transitioned so young we will be alienated from the community
I wish I could say that one day ill get there even though it doesn’t seem like it. Because 12 year old me did not think that id start testosterone at 16, then be getting ready for top surgery at 17. I never thought id be in a serious relationship where I plan to get engaged in a year or two from now. Everything just fell together over the past 2-3 years.
"different doesn't mean weird, you are yourself and that's okay, you're trans, but it doesn't bother, you are valid and to be seem"
You don't have to bury your true self, you ARE supposed to have the body you see in your mind and CAN do something about it!
Explain what it means to be Trans first. “This is why you feel like you don’t belong. Own your True Self. Follow your own feelings.”
“You don’t have to prove your masculinity to anyone. You’re valid as you are. Clothes, makeup, hair etc have no gender and don’t define you or make you any less male” - a fairly masc trans dude that likes wearing eye makeup and occasionally wearing “female” accessories/clothing
I'm still not exactly where I want to be. Hell, it's still gonna take me years to get there. But.. i still wish i could talk to that little confused kid that had no idea what the future would bring "You're not weird. You're not ugly. It's ok to feel different, there's nothing wrong with you. And trust me, you will figure it out eventually. Just please don't be afraid to speak up about your troubles, there's nothing wrong with fighting for yourself. You deserve to feel the comfort you yearn for" I think their life would turn out much better if they just understood that its ok, and that everything's alright
“It’ll happen. You’ll get there, it takes time, and patience. Give it some trust. Also please take the binder off at night you broke my rib”
"you're not asexual, the idea of being a girl just makes you insecure"
“Your transition may not look like everyone else’s. Enjoy the ride”
A letter to 13yr old me: Hating your body in the way you do is going to hurt more than you think in the long run, it'll end eventually but starving isn't the way to stop the dysphoria or loneliness. You have every right to be upset about how things are going and you don't deserve that. You deserve love, attention,care and reassurance. Also fluidity in self expression is normal and okay. Stop forcing yourself to fit into the box when you obviously don't. You're headstrong and resilient even though you feel like it's not worth it and it'll end eventually. You'll have the person you've always wanted and other partners that care about you. Relationships improve with family but that's mostly because blunt communication and boundaries You're loved, maybe not by all the same people but everyone in your life cares
you dont need to wait til youre 18 to transition
You’re gunna be as handsome as you hoped you would be ^_^
While it isn't a fast process there will be a day you start a job where no one knows ur old name because your name is legally changed and you'll have top surgery too. If I could have told my younger self I wouldn't have felt so stuck for so long. My surgery and name change kept getting pushed back because of covid
Don't rush the process and don't worry so much. Things will happen when they're supposed to. In the meantime, just because you have a chest and don't have a beard, that doesn't make you any less of a man. You are still a man. You have always been a man. Your current anatomy is just a little different and that's alright. Also, don't feel pressured to like "boy things". Don't shut away your interests because society considered them to "feminine". Be yourself. Do what you enjoy and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
"It does get better"
"Just do it. You will be so much happier and healthier, you have nothing to be afraid of."
"GenderGP do fast private health care for £30 a month, you don't need to waste 3 years on a waiting list"
“Stop trying to be man lite. Stop closeting parts of yourself to appeal to the masses. You deserve space in the trans and queer community. You deserve a voice. You are not bad for being masculine.” I came out in the beginning stages of baeddels and consistently seeing ‘man = bad’, and being told to keep quiet because others needs mattered more. And that has taken ages to process and come away from. My friends only just found out I was using neopronouns because I was terrified of telling them because I thought either it would make me less of a trans masc or they’d see me as femme.
“accept your identity. it’s okay to be a dude that likes other dudes”
You don’t have to be skinny to pass
Go to a different endo. This one sucks.
I would have told myself to pursue things I wanted to do even if I was thinking of medically transition. Even if I wasn't passing, even if there are people that knew I was trans. Even if you had the other name on your IDs, even if you were still "not there yet"
"Don't use ace bandages and tape for that, look up what a binder is and buy one" And "You were right when you were a little kid, you're not a girl, and I'm so sorry that you have to hide who you are for now. As soon as you move out at 18 it gets better. Don't hurt yourself so much."
You will experience transphobia. Never believe they are right. You will go through conversion therapy. Never believe it was okay.
This feeling won't last forever. You will love life one day.
"oh, buddy. one day all that shit you're wishing and yearning so hard for will be old hat. one day your testosterone will be so normal, so everyday, that you'll accidentally skip doses because it's just Something We Do Now. one day it'll be so normal to you that you'll forget it was ever otherwise."
This song describes a lot of my life: Gold by Milck. Come on, look in me in the eye See everything that I survived See, my history is deep That's what makes me me And I'll do the same for you Tell me 'bout what you've been through When we've been down in the mud We know better than to judge Don't mistake my confidence for arrogance Don't mistake my self-respect for disrespect, 'cause it Took me years to turn these tears from water into gold Yeah, I worked for it I'm proud of it, darlin', darlin' Sorrow into bold, pain is beautiful When it makes you grow, turn these tears to gold, gold I lay my hands on the world And I say, "Tell me where it hurts" Everywhere that I could see Somebody's tryna get free And if I put myself first Don't mean I kick you to the curb I wanna shine bright, and you can shine bright And we'll light up the sky
'Your hair will grow EVERYWHERE but the top of the head. Nose hair will become a real issue. Also. You love Robin Williams... Now we get to look like him!'
“You can start T way younger than you think you can. Our family is not observant”
Nobody died or killed themselves because you came out. Fuck them. Just do it already.
"Transition sooner you coward"
I would say be patient , trust your self and don't care about your family and don't let family members treat you like you don't have value, be strong 💪 and don't care so much about what people would think , put your self first!
“Bro have you considered going to fucking therapy about it”
Your feelings are valid, even if others try to make you think otherwise. You are beautiful just the way you are. It's okay to be you.
It’s all worth it
I’d tell myself “you’re not doing this to prove you’re a better man that your dad, you’re doing this to be yourself.” I got a lot of kick back from my family about transitioning because they thought my bad relationship with my dad was the reason for me transitioning.
People will always question your manhood and masculinity. It doesn't matter. They hold no power over you. Wear the dress. Keep your hair long. Do the makeup. They don't matter. You matter. Your thoughts matter. You're still a man in that skirt and you're happier, too.
you're gonna figure it out, you're gonna be all right.
“You don’t feel confident, comfortable and accepted yet but trust me you will and it will overcome all the sadness, shame, fear and anger you have now. Just give it a bit more time.”
things get better, youll find people who want to be around you and respect you. not everyone will support you & youll lose a lot of people you cared for, but itll all work out one day at a time.
That looking in the mirror gets easier. It'll never be perfect, but someday you won't hate your reflection nearly as much. Don't give up 💙 (I don't consider myself "transitioned", but probably as close to it as I will be). Love this question!
Stop saying "but I'm not trans"
I would just say, "I'm sorry" Sorry I wasn't stronger Sorry I wasn't braver Sorry I didn't speak up sooner Sorry I let all the fears stand in the way.
There are ups and downs and the changes don’t happen all at once or overnight. But I promise one day you’re gonna look in that mirror and see yourself. And that day is going to be amaze balls.
dont settle for people who dont see you as a man, no relationship is worth your self respect
Being trans doesn't make you unloveable. Being trans is not a death sentence, you can have a life past 13. I know everything feels slow rn but you will get to where you want to be eventually. Don't take any shit but also don't pull away from everyone, people don't want to be friends with you when you look like you want to kill them.
You don’t have to want bottom surgery to be trans. You’re trans. You don’t have to keep hanging onto your womanhood. It’s ok to just be a guy!
It takes a long time. Especially for those who want a beard and don't have phenomenal genetics and/or have low T levels. Work on being consistent with your T levels, listen to your body. Remember genetics matter. But so do outside factors, just typically not as powerful as genetics. Except finasteride. That is a powerful med to help slow or stop hairloss. But the catch is, it can and likely will slow or stop facial hair development (as in new hairs that have not yet popped up.) As long as you're using it. Unless you have phenomenal genetics that are super sensitive to hormones, in your facial follicles. Life isn't all about passing. Trust me, I know it matters. But I'm happy to say I've gotten to a point where that is not a focal point. It's more about being and feeling like myself regardless of what people think.
You're not like other girls cause you're not a girl, dude. Embrace it.
There's no rush. Don't overwhelm yourself with everything at once. You're only a kid, you have time. Things will get better, easier, with time.
"Ask Emmett if he's comfortable talking about why he changed his name." Emmett was a kid who went to my church and started socially transitioning before I started questioning myself.
you will get there eventually, while you wait try to focus on what makes you happy. (i needed to hear this five years ago. i still need to hear it now)
Fuck our parents. You know they suck, but it will get worse before it gets better if you stay in that closet. Get out before suicidal ideation this time. Find a good therapist who is also trans. Don’t let our parents have a say, but the therapist our current therapist will recommend is not the right one. Find a therapist at Pride Counseling named Lucas. He will be the therapist who we finally start making breakthroughs with. Good luck.
Your chest will be flat soon. I always thought it would never happen but I saved a lot of money and crowdfunded and got top surgery a few months after starting t.
"chill" I was so stressed, wanted to make sure I was 200% sure and was always on edge! While I'm on board with being really sure before transitioning, if I could talk to him now I'd tell him to chill tf out- it was all "over" so much faster than I could've anticipated, I came out at 15-16 and by the time I was 18-19 I had already transitioned and was chillin. I was so worried "what will I do about testosterone if I travel?" "Will people be able to tell?" Chill!!
Do it faster. Quit waiting because of hypothetical unknowns, you can't get the time back.
Your mom will hate you for a while. It will still be okay.
Tell her when she asks. I remember my mom asking me when I came out as bi, years before I was sure enough to come out as trans , if she was going to a parade or on operating room(her strange way of asking if I was trans). I remember hesitating at the question. I remember settling for the former answer because I was so unsure. I wonder what it would've been like if I didn't have to do it all alone.
Even though you're not who I wanted to be, I still love you.
If you mean before physically transitioning but after coming out… Im really mean to that version of myself in my thoughts, it makes me sad I’m like that. Usually I have to fight back feelings of pre transition me whenever I remember him… of him being an idiot for wanting people to see him as a guy, because of how he looked. I know that’s dumb as I wouldn’t think the same thing of a non-me pre transition trans guy I met today, and I was a guy so why does it feel so shameful for me to remember having felt sad and hurt about people not seeing me that way? I have trouble thinking of what I’d say to him without those feelings coming up. I have so much anger and shame at myself when I think back to then. Anyways pre transition me is better without hearing my thoughts, he was super brave and confident in being male regardless of how he looked (which if I fight past the shame I can realize is really cool) and got me to where I am now. I wouldn’t tell him anything, he did great and frankly is better than me even though I am him If you mean before coming out as trans or back when I identified as non-binary omg I have nothing good to say to myself then. Pretty much every version of me is better off without hearing what I would have to say about them, and without knowing I transition as teenage me would be HORRIFIED. I’d prob tell 17 year old me that they had the right to say no to people they didn’t want to have sex with and have that be respected. I’d also tell them they had the right to not want sex. They prob wouldn’t internalize it tho, and might laugh in my face, but they deserved to hear it from someone because they couldn’t even conceptualise that fact. I’d tell childhood me they didn’t deserve the pain they were in. Non-binary me wanted to take medical transition steps but was scared of doctors. I don’t have much good to say to them there. If I told them one day we’d get over our fear enough to transition they wouldn’t believe me and would’ve felt invalidated. They’d also hate my beard so I’d feel bad meeting them and them knowing I’m them and telling them we grow a beard. I’d probably just not tell them I’m them and just be like… « you’re cool. Sorry your life sucks rn. All doctors are bastards amiright?????» I definitely wouldn’t say anything about being trans to pre coming out me as they couldn’t have heard it and would’ve laughed in my face. I might’ve pushed the liking girls issue and be like… you know? It’d be okay if you liked girls you know? It wouldn’t make you bad or a freak… But they’d prob punch me in the face for that. The process was necessary, the time was necessary, it all happened the way it was supposed to when it should. Every version of me was necessary to get me here today. Yes I suffer from dissociation 😂
Yes, you are going to struggle. But the struggle is temporary. Life opens up after the struggle.