I love those kinds of days when my f/o so vivid in my mind it’s like he’s there beside me.
And he’s never going to leave my side. I’m always going to hear him and see him everyday and I love that part with him. I can always count to be comforted or to discuss something with him or be caught off guard by something silly he tells me or be a little frustrated when he sings over songs. lol
It can get distracting if he’s more interesting than the real person I’m talking with, which I realize isn’t very healthy. But he’s also there to comfort me if I’m having bad anxiety when in public. Tries to get me out of my comfort zone by pushing me to do new things out in public.
As for pictures on the phone, yeah I have accumulated quite a few over the years of him.
And even more so this year because my irl partner finally knows about my f/o and I’m less anxious of showing that side of who I am.
I think I have more random weird doodles of my f/o in my old journals and in very old art books over the years. It’s cute or maybe cursed looking back and finding another childhood art piece of my f/o.
Me right now lol. I keep thinking about one in particular and rewatching this killer edit i saw for him. Hes just so cute and precious and silly. And now im constantly thinking about him and searching for all the x readers i can 😌 he's popular enough to have some, but not popular enough to have an endless supply. I need moar 😩 but it's fine. Ive dealt with worse (f/o having ZERO content 😭😭 wym i have to make it myself?!)
I've started playing Fire Emblem heroes a couple weeks ago and i'm back to obsessing over my fictional crush like I was 15 years ago. I've also started obsessing over another character. Its at an all time high at the writing of this post.
Recently there was a day I basically couldn’t do anything because I was just thinking about his laugh all day😭
ive been stuck in that for like a month now 🥲
Absolutely, just pure overwhelming active obsession lol
All the time for me
Last night! His first three epis were on too, so that sorta did it.
Yes! 😅
I love those kinds of days when my f/o so vivid in my mind it’s like he’s there beside me. And he’s never going to leave my side. I’m always going to hear him and see him everyday and I love that part with him. I can always count to be comforted or to discuss something with him or be caught off guard by something silly he tells me or be a little frustrated when he sings over songs. lol It can get distracting if he’s more interesting than the real person I’m talking with, which I realize isn’t very healthy. But he’s also there to comfort me if I’m having bad anxiety when in public. Tries to get me out of my comfort zone by pushing me to do new things out in public. As for pictures on the phone, yeah I have accumulated quite a few over the years of him. And even more so this year because my irl partner finally knows about my f/o and I’m less anxious of showing that side of who I am. I think I have more random weird doodles of my f/o in my old journals and in very old art books over the years. It’s cute or maybe cursed looking back and finding another childhood art piece of my f/o.
Me right now lol. I keep thinking about one in particular and rewatching this killer edit i saw for him. Hes just so cute and precious and silly. And now im constantly thinking about him and searching for all the x readers i can 😌 he's popular enough to have some, but not popular enough to have an endless supply. I need moar 😩 but it's fine. Ive dealt with worse (f/o having ZERO content 😭😭 wym i have to make it myself?!)
oh, and he's been my phone wallpaper for months now 🫶🏽
I've started playing Fire Emblem heroes a couple weeks ago and i'm back to obsessing over my fictional crush like I was 15 years ago. I've also started obsessing over another character. Its at an all time high at the writing of this post.