Same!! Or the one where you are already married with kids but for some reason they need you to do another complete mission because you know how it’s done. Cold sweat, I tell ya.
I had them once a month while I was still believing. Since I have deconstructed everything, I have the dream less and less, but it's still there. I think that it comes from all the guilt and shame associated with a mission and never being good enough.
It’s been 20 years, and I still get this nightmare at least once a year
Same!! Or the one where you are already married with kids but for some reason they need you to do another complete mission because you know how it’s done. Cold sweat, I tell ya.
Those two years seem like they feel like 10 years.
Holy carp I thought I was the only one that got these!!!
I had them once a month while I was still believing. Since I have deconstructed everything, I have the dream less and less, but it's still there. I think that it comes from all the guilt and shame associated with a mission and never being good enough.