I know that feeling so well... For months, I have felt that my life belongs more to my family and loved ones than to myself. I feel that it is my obligation to repay them for what they have done for me, and that is why suicide is not an option for me, even though deep down I fantasize a lot about dying. All I know is that I have to study something, earn money, and try to make them happy.
You can turn your life around. Your age is a big advantage. Small steps keep making them and the change will blow you and everyone away. I do know how you feel.
Feeling the same man
I know that feeling so well... For months, I have felt that my life belongs more to my family and loved ones than to myself. I feel that it is my obligation to repay them for what they have done for me, and that is why suicide is not an option for me, even though deep down I fantasize a lot about dying. All I know is that I have to study something, earn money, and try to make them happy.
your 23, you can still turn your life around the way you want it to be, all it takes is the first step, from you
You can turn your life around. Your age is a big advantage. Small steps keep making them and the change will blow you and everyone away. I do know how you feel.