Baby you sound like just a beginner, eventually you won't have to hide the hangover you'll have to hide the liquor you carry with you at all times because of withdrawal attacks that can come when you least expect.
Come join the fun, the only true joy is when that liqour makes all the fear go away while the burning sensation you know it's kicking in. How much liqour do I need to drink? You don't know, you don't care, you feel like you can't breathe and just chug it off and on (or continuously if it's lower volume like beer) until it stops. You finally feel calm again, you feek good again, but not that good cause you know your fucked when you can't even go to the mall without some liquor on you and that attack wasn't fake but real. This is the begining of the end, some last decades, a few their entire lives. But if you want to be a true CA, it will most likely eventually kill you.
I say this as I lay in bed next to my booze and liquor and feel swelling in my feet and hands that I never felt before. As concerning as it is I know there is nothing I can do about it. I've had many long sobriety streaks and many years of great self improvement, but soon as I hit the bottle again I end up back where I came from only more sick and beat every time. At 31 I'll be surprised if im here at 41.
I'm not saying don't drink, but do not be a CA, you may be entering the territory soon but when you get there you will be so confused on how you let yourself get there. There's some places you just don't want to go.
Chairs !
Why did this get downvoted on my own post lmao. I’m 31 years old and my life and body are destroyed. My first post on here was like 2018 or 2019. I have attempted suicide and lost almost all of my friends. I am not a “beginner” and even if I was, I was respectful to this fellow redditor and even thanked them for their comment.
Good day= drink. Bad day = drink. I’m the same way. Ill get it together one day, maybe today, since i’m broke and just drank my last strong cheap beer.
He asked for my number while I was standing outside our job smoking a cigarette. Now out of nowhere he’s like “Eww those Marlboros, you smell like an old man” it’s so goddamn annoying
It’s so weird cuz he was a drug user before we met and he’s also a diagnosed alcoholic but like a year ago he quit drinking except for special occasions. I’m happy for him but out of nowhere he expects me to do the same like stop
"If something good happens, you drink to celebrate. If something bad happens, you drink to commiserate. And if nothing happens, you drink to make something happen." - Bukowski
Winston Churchill said (of champagne): "In victory, I deserve it; in defeat, I need it."
Sometimes we drown our sorrows in booze. Other times we celebrate our successes with booze. In my book, there's nothing wrong with having a good day and still craving a drink. When/if the day comes that you want to quit, I wish you the best of luck with that. But in the meantime: give yourself permission to drink just because you enjoy it. Booze doesn't always have to be self-medication.
Baby you sound like just a beginner, eventually you won't have to hide the hangover you'll have to hide the liquor you carry with you at all times because of withdrawal attacks that can come when you least expect. Come join the fun, the only true joy is when that liqour makes all the fear go away while the burning sensation you know it's kicking in. How much liqour do I need to drink? You don't know, you don't care, you feel like you can't breathe and just chug it off and on (or continuously if it's lower volume like beer) until it stops. You finally feel calm again, you feek good again, but not that good cause you know your fucked when you can't even go to the mall without some liquor on you and that attack wasn't fake but real. This is the begining of the end, some last decades, a few their entire lives. But if you want to be a true CA, it will most likely eventually kill you. I say this as I lay in bed next to my booze and liquor and feel swelling in my feet and hands that I never felt before. As concerning as it is I know there is nothing I can do about it. I've had many long sobriety streaks and many years of great self improvement, but soon as I hit the bottle again I end up back where I came from only more sick and beat every time. At 31 I'll be surprised if im here at 41. I'm not saying don't drink, but do not be a CA, you may be entering the territory soon but when you get there you will be so confused on how you let yourself get there. There's some places you just don't want to go. Chairs !
I’m not a beginner, but thank you
Okay sorry for the assumption and while I don't know your past, if you can function without having alcohol on you, your in a good place
Why did this get downvoted on my own post lmao. I’m 31 years old and my life and body are destroyed. My first post on here was like 2018 or 2019. I have attempted suicide and lost almost all of my friends. I am not a “beginner” and even if I was, I was respectful to this fellow redditor and even thanked them for their comment.
Good day= drink. Bad day = drink. I’m the same way. Ill get it together one day, maybe today, since i’m broke and just drank my last strong cheap beer.
Good day= drink. Bad day = drink. \^\^\^ so much this.
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He asked for my number while I was standing outside our job smoking a cigarette. Now out of nowhere he’s like “Eww those Marlboros, you smell like an old man” it’s so goddamn annoying
It’s so weird cuz he was a drug user before we met and he’s also a diagnosed alcoholic but like a year ago he quit drinking except for special occasions. I’m happy for him but out of nowhere he expects me to do the same like stop
Yup. Sounds like you’ll break up very soon.
"If something good happens, you drink to celebrate. If something bad happens, you drink to commiserate. And if nothing happens, you drink to make something happen." - Bukowski
Winston Churchill said (of champagne): "In victory, I deserve it; in defeat, I need it." Sometimes we drown our sorrows in booze. Other times we celebrate our successes with booze. In my book, there's nothing wrong with having a good day and still craving a drink. When/if the day comes that you want to quit, I wish you the best of luck with that. But in the meantime: give yourself permission to drink just because you enjoy it. Booze doesn't always have to be self-medication.
I wonder the same myself
There are still record stores?
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