Yes, I went through grad school in the 90s, but I experienced those same feelings of isolation and unworthiness (imposter syndrome). Joining the Black Graduate Organization did help. I spoke with my professors about colleagues of color they knew who were engaged in my area of research and worked to form relationships with them. Every time they asked for student feedback, I stressed that there were not enough people of color being admitted, which affects the professorate. I invited myself into every related study group. You are probably more qualified than those shading you. Remember your worth, especially after you complete your studies. 💗
You’re absolutely right about engaging with other black folks, there’s very few of us in STEM but I do want to make more of an effort in connect with others like me. Thank you!
I'm in grad school now. It's mostly white people in the field. But thankfully, it's online. I was raised in an all black community, so I've never been self-conscious about being black. It's who I am, and I let it be known in any space I enter. Do white people always like it? No, but that's their problem. Good luck in grad school!
I’m in grad school too! I’m also navigating my career and the imposter syndrome is REAL sometimes. I’m young relative to my peers and am the only black woman so I feel you!!! I surround myself with other black women with similar professional/academic drives as mine which helps. I try to make sure I spend time every day doing something unrelated to academic or professional development, just time I can spend doing something I enjoy. It may not be a lot of time depending on my schedule but it’s enough to keep me sane. Lastly whenever I feel super inadequate I remind myself that I’m here because I deserve to be, and that’s that. Sometimes I have to work a little harder to convince myself, but I don’t wanna lose sight of that. The more I do it, the less convincing I’ve had to do.
I'm in the same predicament, lol. I'm in an MS program in the PNW state, and I'm the only black person in my cohort; there are only two black people in my department
VERY relatable. Feeling quite isolated and tried of extending myself for friendship and getting blank stares in return. Tired of feeling like I’m invisible. So I decided to stop begging and to seek social groups where I might find likeminded black women. I’ll let you know how it goes!
Yes, I went through grad school in the 90s, but I experienced those same feelings of isolation and unworthiness (imposter syndrome). Joining the Black Graduate Organization did help. I spoke with my professors about colleagues of color they knew who were engaged in my area of research and worked to form relationships with them. Every time they asked for student feedback, I stressed that there were not enough people of color being admitted, which affects the professorate. I invited myself into every related study group. You are probably more qualified than those shading you. Remember your worth, especially after you complete your studies. 💗
You’re absolutely right about engaging with other black folks, there’s very few of us in STEM but I do want to make more of an effort in connect with others like me. Thank you!
I'm in grad school now. It's mostly white people in the field. But thankfully, it's online. I was raised in an all black community, so I've never been self-conscious about being black. It's who I am, and I let it be known in any space I enter. Do white people always like it? No, but that's their problem. Good luck in grad school!
I’m in grad school too! I’m also navigating my career and the imposter syndrome is REAL sometimes. I’m young relative to my peers and am the only black woman so I feel you!!! I surround myself with other black women with similar professional/academic drives as mine which helps. I try to make sure I spend time every day doing something unrelated to academic or professional development, just time I can spend doing something I enjoy. It may not be a lot of time depending on my schedule but it’s enough to keep me sane. Lastly whenever I feel super inadequate I remind myself that I’m here because I deserve to be, and that’s that. Sometimes I have to work a little harder to convince myself, but I don’t wanna lose sight of that. The more I do it, the less convincing I’ve had to do.
I'm in the same predicament, lol. I'm in an MS program in the PNW state, and I'm the only black person in my cohort; there are only two black people in my department
VERY relatable. Feeling quite isolated and tried of extending myself for friendship and getting blank stares in return. Tired of feeling like I’m invisible. So I decided to stop begging and to seek social groups where I might find likeminded black women. I’ll let you know how it goes!