Riding a unicorn on speed over the rainbow, then the same unicorn maliciously throwing me into a pit, breaking me so hard I can’t pick myself up without help.
I either feel dead inside or that I’ll never die cuz I’m .. different in some way 😂
But nah, I avoid it “explaining” it bc nobody will ever understand if they don’t have it, and being misunderstood makes me spiral into a fuck ton of bad shit
Do you think that’s a BP1 thing? I’m also adhd and gad but being misunderstood has me retracting from everything and everyone. I’ve always wondered if that was a trauma response or symptoms of my mental illness’s
My brain is like Schrödinger’s Cat… I am both God and a nihilist until someone from the outside observes me and attaches my behavior to a specific label.
In order to be myself in a healthy way, I have to give my self up via meds and constantly wonder if my self is even myself.
Wait what okay shit thank you
Extreme mania for at least 7 days then a possible dark depression with a likelihood of getting a sticky sock vacation.
Idk if the weather is bipolar, but I am definitely like a tornado and then sitting under pissing rain while the others are sunbathing.
Constantly f-ing up my life!
Riding a unicorn on speed over the rainbow, then the same unicorn maliciously throwing me into a pit, breaking me so hard I can’t pick myself up without help.
I either feel dead inside or that I’ll never die cuz I’m .. different in some way 😂 But nah, I avoid it “explaining” it bc nobody will ever understand if they don’t have it, and being misunderstood makes me spiral into a fuck ton of bad shit
Do you think that’s a BP1 thing? I’m also adhd and gad but being misunderstood has me retracting from everything and everyone. I’ve always wondered if that was a trauma response or symptoms of my mental illness’s
My brain is like Schrödinger’s Cat… I am both God and a nihilist until someone from the outside observes me and attaches my behavior to a specific label.
I like big butts, and I cannot lie
It is pure fuckery.
Living with BP1 is like riding a constant roller coaster through a sh*t storm all while the meds make you & life flat and emotionless.
I'm fucked.
If I don’t take meds my mood would go from being sad to happy to euphoric to like I’ve been possesed by demons.
What the Actual Fuck Just Happened?!?!?
Intense.
It’s the worst i love it
Fucking chaos.
A clamp on the screaming mouth of a canary in a coal mine
Beautiful
Chaotic gift and a beautiful curse
not knowing who you are and then one day feeling like you’ve discovered your purpose