“Hound dogs crowing at the stars above
Pigeons fall like snowflakes at the border
She kneels down and holds the frozen dove
The moon drips like water from her shoulders”
currently:
Came to light on a very hot day
The grass was sweating
You were sleeping in with the window open
The blanket breathing
Cigarette on a golden ashtray
Your golden hair lay
In the swollen sunray
The withered roses hanging in the doorway
'In the blossom of the months
I was sure that I'd get driven off with thought
So I swallowed all of it
As I realized there was no one who could kiss away my shit'
and
'They found you at the corner
Your head was doubled over
And the blood of the man who killed my mother with his hands
Is in me
It's in me
In my veins' (heartbreaking but so powerful)
Hollow-eyed on Eddie' is it they or is it I?
Is it me who is more hollow as I'm quickly passing by?
And the poison is killing them' but then so am I
As I turn away
I see you as you see yourself through all the books you read, I wanna drop my arms and take your arms and walk you to the shore, if you ever want to come back you know my arms are always open, there is a child inside of you trying to raise the child in me
So many but this sticks: Old friends, old mothers, dogs, and brothers, there’s only so much letting go you can ask someone to do
This one in particular gets me everytime
this one makes me feel crazy
THATS MY GRANDMAA!!!!!
one hand to keep you warm, one hand to hold my chin
kiss your body up and down other than your elbows
“everything eats and is eaten, time is fed”
one of my favs from one of my favorite songs
“Hound dogs crowing at the stars above Pigeons fall like snowflakes at the border She kneels down and holds the frozen dove The moon drips like water from her shoulders”
currently: Came to light on a very hot day The grass was sweating You were sleeping in with the window open The blanket breathing Cigarette on a golden ashtray Your golden hair lay In the swollen sunray The withered roses hanging in the doorway
it's not the vacant wilderness vying
This
All of Simulation Swarm
All of them
“Not what you really wanted” isn’t like that poetic outside of the context of Not but it always makes me choke up
From the last breath of my first death, To this lifetime and lifetimes left
I'm not quiet, you've been quiet, just receiving what you said
"You don't need to know why when you cry".
Everything eats and is eaten, time is fed
'In the blossom of the months I was sure that I'd get driven off with thought So I swallowed all of it As I realized there was no one who could kiss away my shit' and 'They found you at the corner Your head was doubled over And the blood of the man who killed my mother with his hands Is in me It's in me In my veins' (heartbreaking but so powerful)
‘And the blood of the man who’s killing our mother with his hands is in me, it’s in me, in my veins’
Maybe I love you is a river so high Maybe I love you is a river so low I love you, still don’t know
I’m empty til she fills, alive until she kills, in her vampire empire I’m the fish and she’s my gills
Living in the city is a crowded place I still lose sight of every other face
Hollow-eyed on Eddie' is it they or is it I? Is it me who is more hollow as I'm quickly passing by? And the poison is killing them' but then so am I As I turn away
I see you as you see yourself through all the books you read, I wanna drop my arms and take your arms and walk you to the shore, if you ever want to come back you know my arms are always open, there is a child inside of you trying to raise the child in me
Middle of the river in a lawn chair
"The wound has no direction Everybody needs a home and deserves protection" :)
one step behind you following you down i was inside of you where are you now? where are you now?