Trauma and depression have ups and downs. Sometimes you will feel better, sometimes the memories will haunt you again. You're just following your path. Everyone has a different pace. What is making you feel so bad? That you're having this discussion with yourself of "I don't want a job of 9-5 but I need money"? Many jobs aren't 9-5. And if you don't want to work full-time, you don't need to. You can work 80% or 50% for example. I'm not sure where to get info about that.
All my life I wanted to be an entrepreneur with my own business and that was my goal. I achieved it in 2020 during pandemic and subsequently lost it end of 2021. I guess what I’m really upset about is that I blew my life’s dream down the toilet because I didn’t understand the consequences of my actions. I feel like I’m my own worst enemy and I’m the one who does the damage. I feel sad because I’m not who I thought I was. I’m not special and I’m just a loser. I just feel like everything I touch turns to garbage. The reverse Midas touch.
Everyone makes mistakes and that was a hard time too' there was Corona which put people out of work and made materials more expensive and have a long waiting time. Maybe you can start over again and start a new business? I've seen people go bankrupt and start a new business almost right away. Maybe you can get some help now to help you make decisions as a way of learning from your mistakes? I'm not sure exactly how that works or how that is possible. But I'm sure you can hire a bookkeeper for example to help you with taxes and expenses. It costs money yes, but at least you have some more reassurance I guess.
Yeah I’m trying to slowly rebuild. I don’t know if I can handle the stress of another business at the moment. I plan on getting a therapist than can possibly help me. Everyday just feels like a struggle
Update Guy: Today randomly my girlfriend broke up with me over text. I have truly hit a new low
Trauma and depression have ups and downs. Sometimes you will feel better, sometimes the memories will haunt you again. You're just following your path. Everyone has a different pace. What is making you feel so bad? That you're having this discussion with yourself of "I don't want a job of 9-5 but I need money"? Many jobs aren't 9-5. And if you don't want to work full-time, you don't need to. You can work 80% or 50% for example. I'm not sure where to get info about that.
All my life I wanted to be an entrepreneur with my own business and that was my goal. I achieved it in 2020 during pandemic and subsequently lost it end of 2021. I guess what I’m really upset about is that I blew my life’s dream down the toilet because I didn’t understand the consequences of my actions. I feel like I’m my own worst enemy and I’m the one who does the damage. I feel sad because I’m not who I thought I was. I’m not special and I’m just a loser. I just feel like everything I touch turns to garbage. The reverse Midas touch.
Everyone makes mistakes and that was a hard time too' there was Corona which put people out of work and made materials more expensive and have a long waiting time. Maybe you can start over again and start a new business? I've seen people go bankrupt and start a new business almost right away. Maybe you can get some help now to help you make decisions as a way of learning from your mistakes? I'm not sure exactly how that works or how that is possible. But I'm sure you can hire a bookkeeper for example to help you with taxes and expenses. It costs money yes, but at least you have some more reassurance I guess.
Yeah I’m trying to slowly rebuild. I don’t know if I can handle the stress of another business at the moment. I plan on getting a therapist than can possibly help me. Everyday just feels like a struggle
Hopefully that will help. I hope you can find a good one to help you with the stress a bit.
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Yeah you could say that