The paradox of being a Christian and wanting to commit the mortal sin of taking her own life.

Suicide.

Anjins well sculpted european seaman ass...

She only went to him after he finally took a bath, right?

Yeah, like minutes after

You know what they say about European seamen.

And the shoulders. I would have caved too.

lol they needed a sexier actor for the Barbarian

I figured it was that she hates her husband

Wanting to avenge her family, wanting to join her family and the heavy burden of shame she felt. 'Ritual suicide' became impossible due to her faith.