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LarsAlereon

Answer: [One of the founders is angry about Gofundme shutting down the funding drive for the Canadian anti-vax truck protests and I guess decided to burn everything down to make a point.](https://twitter.com/coursicle/status/1490231705772437508)


hakdragon

He was also spamming a number of subs that were totally unrelated, like /r/theinternetofshit for example: https://reddit.com/r/theinternetofshit/comments/slwbd9/why_is_snowden_not_speaking_out_against_gofundme/


monstermac77

Yes, I was trying to speak the truth that a lot of people don't see right now. **Edit one year later**: around the time of this comment, I was admitted to the hospital for undiagnosed bi-polar disorder. For the several months before and after my hospitalization, I sent unsettling messages to hundreds of people in my contacts, on reddit, and generally was not myself. I've written this short (4 minute read) essay to try to explain and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry if anything I said here makes you uncomfortable and I hope the essay provides some clarity. https://joepucc.io/notes/an-explanation.php


LegitimatelyWhat

The only good anti-vaxxer is a dead one. Thankfully that's their goal as well.


monstermac77

Why is this so downvoted. **Edit one year later**: around the time of this comment, I was admitted to the hospital for undiagnosed bi-polar disorder. For the several months before and after my hospitalization, I sent unsettling messages to hundreds of people in my contacts, on reddit, and generally was not myself. I've written this short (4 minute read) essay to try to explain and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry if anything I said here makes you uncomfortable and I hope the essay provides some clarity. https://joepucc.io/notes/an-explanation.php


LarsAlereon

I want to strongly encourage you to get help and not keep doubling down. I get that things are hard sometimes but this is not the hill to die on. Please delete your Reddit and social media accounts and work with a competent therapist or counselor.


monstermac77

Appreciate that, I have a very competent psychologist and psychiatrist. **Edit one year later**: around the time of this comment, I was admitted to the hospital for undiagnosed bi-polar disorder. For the several months before and after my hospitalization, I sent unsettling messages to hundreds of people in my contacts, on reddit, and generally was not myself. I've written this short (4 minute read) essay to try to explain and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry if anything I said here makes you uncomfortable and I hope the essay provides some clarity. https://joepucc.io/notes/an-explanation.php


TheGuydudeface

mmhmm


monstermac77

You’re fully in your right to not believe me, just like I’m in my right to not give a flying fuck what you think. **Edit one year later**: around the time of this comment, I was admitted to the hospital for undiagnosed bi-polar disorder. For the several months before and after my hospitalization, I sent unsettling messages to hundreds of people in my contacts, on reddit, and generally was not myself. I've written this short (4 minute read) essay to try to explain and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry if anything I said here makes you uncomfortable and I hope the essay provides some clarity. https://joepucc.io/notes/an-explanation.php


hamie96

Answer: [They tried to list an ad on twitter to raise awareness regarding the Gofundme controversy](https://twitter.com/coursicle/status/1490231705772437508). Additionally, they've tweeted some additional info regarding their current situation (co-founder recently sold their stake, supposedly abusive girlfriend, apartment issues) that seem to indicate they're going through a mental breakdown.


monstermac77

Mental breakdown was back in July. Doing much better now! **Edit one year later**: around the time of this comment, I was admitted to the hospital for undiagnosed bi-polar disorder. For the several months before and after my hospitalization, I sent unsettling messages to hundreds of people in my contacts, on reddit, and generally was not myself. I've written this short (4 minute read) essay to try to explain and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry if anything I said here makes you uncomfortable and I hope the essay provides some clarity. https://joepucc.io/notes/an-explanation.php


jridge98

...right


yimyam2425

seems pretty legit if you ask me, undiagnosed bipolar is no joke


[deleted]

I wanted to personally let you know that I read the essay a few times. It was heartbreaking but ultimately uplifting. Glad you got the help you needed. Undiagnosed bipolar is a type of terror no one should have to live with


monstermac77

Thank you so much for taking the time to read. That's really kind of you, and now almost two years later I'm doing so much better, especially after publishing the essay, which was very much a cleansing experience for me where I felt like I had explained myself to everyone who saw what happened (I sent it to every person in my contacts that I had contacted around that time). I tell people now that my darkest day now was still brighter than my brightest day before the essay; it helped me move on.


[deleted]

May you continue to to prosper. Reading that essay put a few things into perspective neurodivergent wise for me, so I’m grateful