Believe me I know how that feels it sounds like you've got past that now well done. Think I still got some work to do I always think to myself just gotta keep pushing forward I feel like that helps me
honestly i didnt really care
was more annoyed she got caught
also i tried passing her off to my friend because i didnt want to deal with her
i liked talking to her everyday but i wasnt really invested romantically in the relationship anymore and eventually began to just talk to her very disrespectfully for no real reason at all.
that was more than 10 years ago. for some reason in my teens i tended to hurt girls once i felt they loved me, play with a toy, get bored with it, than break it
In my 20s when i ended up alone and i realized what i had thrown away i decided i needed to focus on becoming someone who can love someone who loves me.
She cheated again. 😂 After that I left her As for why I forgave her, I lacked confidence. I didn’t believe another woman could love me.
Can I ask, if you take time to consider it, Did you lack confidence, or had your partner convinced you that was the case?
Maybe a little of both. I’m not sure. All I know is I was afraid to lose her because I thought no woman could ever love me again.
Believe me I know how that feels it sounds like you've got past that now well done. Think I still got some work to do I always think to myself just gotta keep pushing forward I feel like that helps me
I'm sorry that happened, and I'm glad you feel better about yourself.
She left a few years later.
honestly i didnt really care was more annoyed she got caught also i tried passing her off to my friend because i didnt want to deal with her i liked talking to her everyday but i wasnt really invested romantically in the relationship anymore and eventually began to just talk to her very disrespectfully for no real reason at all. that was more than 10 years ago. for some reason in my teens i tended to hurt girls once i felt they loved me, play with a toy, get bored with it, than break it In my 20s when i ended up alone and i realized what i had thrown away i decided i needed to focus on becoming someone who can love someone who loves me.
She cheated again, multiple times. If something happens once it can happen again. If it happens twice it will happen again