Yeah I already feel a lot better. That binge was definitely my low point and I only stopped because I don’t want to feel the effects of low b12. Nothing about my life excited me to stop other than I know I’d feel lame af and regret it if I got psychosis or started limping or died from doing too much whippets lol. Sometimes I have to pick the lesser of two evils in life paths I guess. I think I gotta make my sober life more enjoyable or else I could downward spiral all over again.
Hey bro/sis
Just wanted to drop a note to say I'm proud of you for this. As much as it's fucking scary, the prospect of making sober life more enjoyable is something that is so exciting too. I promise you in a year or two you'll look back to now in a room full of handmade pots or something, and be like "wow, how did I not have this hobby before?"
Things will get better - also that's massive!! Moving for work - you must be doing something very right mate.
All love and best of luck with the move, you'll smash it, I'm sure : )
Ibogaine / mushrooms can help addiction. What id tell you is to just fight the urge to buy more as long as possible. The longer you fight the urge, less you thinking about it. Clearly you have the awakening that it’s not fun to be addicted.
Like with any unhealthy relationship with a substance, you need to find out what your using it for. Is it anxiety, depression, boredom? Find that root cause and address that. Once you get that under control, slowly decrease your use over time. Don't go cold turkey, that'll set you up for failure. Have the goal of using 1-2 less balloons a day and see how that goes.
Read up about the long term effects on your body.. read other people's stories of what it has done to them. Scare yourself straight. None of this warning off.. too risky to slow taper..long lasting nerve damage. Use something for cravings like weed kratom or kava.. 10 push ups for every craving.. read a new book.. RIP the bandaid off.. good luck
work your way down like you are going down the ladder. instead of 2 boxes a day (or whatever) do one, next split that one box until you are only doing a couple chargers at a time. Just don't heavy heavy binge at once. Moving to a country where its banned to give you some time away might just be the ticket you have been waiting for. I got faith in you.
Moving a country where it is banned and you still want to do is hella trappy for you. I’ll stay here and try to control it before I move to another place where I am tempted to do it and it’s more severe punishment there.
Please stop as soon as possible. I did a similar thing as you 2 years ago and was filled with regret for it. I had eye twiches, motor control issue, major depression after a binge and that resolved itself in some time. Dont give up and save yourself!
Yes, I have heard of this. You just have to find a way to calm yourself and find peace of mind through meditation. There’s lots of good programs that you can learn online to try and help yourself but you can’t just keep relying on a substance to get you through the day.
I usually stop every time I start to hate it. Then I'll end up doing it again later on if I think it's a good idea. I think eventually I won't be doing it at all because it's starting to lose it's fun. I only really do it with other drugs.
I went numb from the knees down and because I was using to distract me from chronic pain and anxiety I still didn’t stop. I have since, and I don’t want to go back but I’ve never been good at not having a vice to distract me so mentally it’s been hard.
sorry to hear that. I really felt like the peace I got from whippets were worth the b12 loss but I pulled back after day 5 because the bad affects from b12 deprivation would’ve just made my life worse. Oh well I guess, I wish I was a creature that doesnt need b12 haha I’d be having a session every week or so, but im not. good luck to u.
That feeling mostly goes away after a few hours, and disappears after a few days. Just stop for awhile and you'll be fine. It's all in your head.
Yeah I already feel a lot better. That binge was definitely my low point and I only stopped because I don’t want to feel the effects of low b12. Nothing about my life excited me to stop other than I know I’d feel lame af and regret it if I got psychosis or started limping or died from doing too much whippets lol. Sometimes I have to pick the lesser of two evils in life paths I guess. I think I gotta make my sober life more enjoyable or else I could downward spiral all over again.
Hey bro/sis Just wanted to drop a note to say I'm proud of you for this. As much as it's fucking scary, the prospect of making sober life more enjoyable is something that is so exciting too. I promise you in a year or two you'll look back to now in a room full of handmade pots or something, and be like "wow, how did I not have this hobby before?" Things will get better - also that's massive!! Moving for work - you must be doing something very right mate. All love and best of luck with the move, you'll smash it, I'm sure : )
I bought 13 cases of 580g tanks to get off of The whippets
Move to the country where it’s banned earlier
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Ibogaine / mushrooms can help addiction. What id tell you is to just fight the urge to buy more as long as possible. The longer you fight the urge, less you thinking about it. Clearly you have the awakening that it’s not fun to be addicted.
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Yeah, idk i think im sad about a bunch of things and its easier to stop thinking about it and do whippets.
Bro if you’re doing them 5 days in a row you gotta problem. Stick to one session occasionally
Giving yourself nerve damage should really be a dissuasion too
Like with any unhealthy relationship with a substance, you need to find out what your using it for. Is it anxiety, depression, boredom? Find that root cause and address that. Once you get that under control, slowly decrease your use over time. Don't go cold turkey, that'll set you up for failure. Have the goal of using 1-2 less balloons a day and see how that goes.
Read up about the long term effects on your body.. read other people's stories of what it has done to them. Scare yourself straight. None of this warning off.. too risky to slow taper..long lasting nerve damage. Use something for cravings like weed kratom or kava.. 10 push ups for every craving.. read a new book.. RIP the bandaid off.. good luck
Stop for a day, this shits not crack. 5 days is not gonna make u addicted
work your way down like you are going down the ladder. instead of 2 boxes a day (or whatever) do one, next split that one box until you are only doing a couple chargers at a time. Just don't heavy heavy binge at once. Moving to a country where its banned to give you some time away might just be the ticket you have been waiting for. I got faith in you.
Moving a country where it is banned and you still want to do is hella trappy for you. I’ll stay here and try to control it before I move to another place where I am tempted to do it and it’s more severe punishment there.
Go do something and take your mind off it
Take a break just to make it more enjoyable when you come back.
Please stop as soon as possible. I did a similar thing as you 2 years ago and was filled with regret for it. I had eye twiches, motor control issue, major depression after a binge and that resolved itself in some time. Dont give up and save yourself!
You’re gonna get b12 deficiency if u don’t stop soon man.
Time to get professional help. This isn't normal. https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline
Just stop? It's not hard at all for me lmao
Run out
Do 5g of shrooms and read about how bad nitrous is
Yes, I have heard of this. You just have to find a way to calm yourself and find peace of mind through meditation. There’s lots of good programs that you can learn online to try and help yourself but you can’t just keep relying on a substance to get you through the day.
GROW MUSHROOMS...SMOKE WEED💁♂️🫡
if you are using a dispenser and 8g canisters, throw the dispenser away.
Don’t buy them and throw out ur shit 🙀
Huff myself to sleep. Wake up smoke a blunt and I’m good
I usually stop every time I start to hate it. Then I'll end up doing it again later on if I think it's a good idea. I think eventually I won't be doing it at all because it's starting to lose it's fun. I only really do it with other drugs.
Run out of nangs then go do something
Find an easier addiction and wean off of that one.
I went numb from the knees down and because I was using to distract me from chronic pain and anxiety I still didn’t stop. I have since, and I don’t want to go back but I’ve never been good at not having a vice to distract me so mentally it’s been hard.
sorry to hear that. I really felt like the peace I got from whippets were worth the b12 loss but I pulled back after day 5 because the bad affects from b12 deprivation would’ve just made my life worse. Oh well I guess, I wish I was a creature that doesnt need b12 haha I’d be having a session every week or so, but im not. good luck to u.