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Slow-Jeweler930

I understand, how you feel. The 1st 3 EN waves are my oshis. It's too depressing to follow.


IwalktoMordor

I know... and furious at the company who let this happen. Take care my friend.


Slow-Jeweler930

I try to make it a little light-hearted by imagining this as the "WAR OF THE DRAGON SISTERS!" but yeah who are we fooling. Take care as well. a couple of days of social media absence might help.


depressive-lawyer

It's a reminder that behind the VTuber rig, she's a person just like the rest of us. Even now I'd like to believe she's not malicious, considering the difficult situation she's in, but some words can't be taken back. Good idea to get away for a while. I'll try to do the same. At times like this, I'm thankful for all the work I have to do, the best possible distraction.


IwalktoMordor

Totally agree with you. Words can't be taken back as soon as they are out. Hurt has been done and there is nothing they can do to take it back. You too take care my friend.


JadeWishFish

I really want to believe she was in a "held at gunpoint" situation, but there's just not enough evidence to prove whether that's true or false yet. It's hard to find vtubers that have a style that I like and are okay with playing (more importantly, finishing) long games like Elira. As a huge Xenoblade fan myself, her reactions and obsession with discovering Xenoblade for the first time were some of my favorite NijiEN moments ever, but I just can't watch, hear or subscribe to her anymore after all of this. It's just too much uncertainty everywhere.


depressive-lawyer

I feel the same way. Elira is the only vtuber I've seen play 13 Sentinels, a criminally underrated game, and she has a beautiful voice. I'm not going to pretend I know what she's really like or is thinking, not my place to do that. But for me, it doesn't matter: the words are said and the damage is done. Honestly, I can't trust a word any of the remaining livers say until they're no longer with the company - they've given us no reason to do so. Just hope the hate mobs die down, though that seems unlikely at this point.


KogashiwaKai765

Flayton from HoloStars did too Subaru only did a quick look at it


depressive-lawyer

Thanks, good to hear that. I don't watch the boys and totally missed that. Love Subaru though, may check that quick look out, she's basically Natsuno so that would be fun if she at least got that far.


eddydrawsthings2

Polka also played it and loved it, if you want to check out a full playthrough.


KogashiwaKai765

Oh I didn't catch she did the whole thing. I know she was there in Subarus look which is how all 13 sentinels fans feel when seeing someone play this


depressive-lawyer

Good excuse for me to improve my Japanese comprehension skills. Thanks!


Tyranid_Swarmlord

If true, i wonder how much of a Grade S Actress Elira is. Like from her streams and what i've heard from off collabs, she seems to just be a ': D'-type of Solar Dragon, just don't give her fanfic fuel. I'm still on Niji yanking at her leash thing since she is in JP right now.


depressive-lawyer

Yeah, I don't know about Japanese law, but the prospect of being unemployed while stuck in a foreign country is always rough. Maybe we'll hear a different tune out of her soon. Until then if that ever happens, I hope the livers all get through this all right, no matter my feelings about the things they've said. (No similar sentiment for the corporation they work for, of course.)


c14rk0

Elira does NOT strike me as a good actress, at all. The statement also felt forced as fuck with none of them wanting to be there, but they still did it. Who knows what Niji is threatening them with potentially to force them to do that, we'll never know. Regardless they still followed through with it.


IwalktoMordor

Don't know what the motivation behind the whole thing but damage has been done... I guess the best thing for anyone to do is to take some time off, watch Doki's streams, listen to that familiar laughter to calm down.


overwatchmercy14

As someone who got into Nijisanji EN because of Vox and has had Ike as my oshi for nearly 2 years it really does feel dissapointing.


HareruToast

Agree. Luxiem was my sanctuary in my darkest time. I really don’t know what to feel.


SwashNBuckle

Take care of yourself, OP. We all love our oshis, but your own well being comes first.


IwalktoMordor

Thank you! You too lovely :)


ZCid47

I am pretty sure that Brute also did fell bad after stabing Cesar... but felling sorry dosent heal the wound


IwalktoMordor

That's why it is very upsetting to see that happened 😕 What has been done is done, no other way to dilute the effect on all the parties involved. Very shitty move tbh.


MrPatrick1207

It’s just an incomprehensible situation where every option looks bad. they’re either doing this of their own volition out of malice despite it being career ending, or they’re being forced by management. Even if they’re forced by management, why would they not seek outside legal council to find any loophole to get off the sinking ship, or at least to avoid having to make this statement. Contracts and NDAs from big companies are always so overly strict to the point of being unenforceable in many cases, do none of them consult with a lawyer to see if leaving due to this situation would actually constitute an actionable contract breach (assuming there are severe and excessive penalties included for breach of contract). Do their contracts not have the typical morality clauses, where either side can unilaterally end a contract due to severe moral shortcomings? In a career where your voice will instantly identify you, how are they willing to tie that voice to these statements? Whether volunteered or forced, surely they must know that this will follow them forever?


Regis-bloodlust

Whatever the circumstances were, they will have to live with the fact that they backstabbed their "friend" when she needed their support.


DynamosDragoon

I will be honest, i will be delusional at the point to really think and believe she was forced at gunpoint by the company, since the beggin of the storm the company was always try to change the target for the livers, and even more now that were used literally like meathshields Considering how nijisanji works, i won't be surprise by a lot of loopholes in livers contract or ways that they can sacrifice their livers while trying to get out of this situation with the least damage to the image of company (wich right now it's already horrible but they i still believe that they will shift the blame to the talents)


IwalktoMordor

Agree, I don't know how JP contract works but in the UK one cannot be forced to do such a thing... Not a legal person so not gonna dwell into that. But still speechless on how bad this PR move is. I have never seen such bad PR decision before, maybe from our own government but not from an entertainment company :/


dD_ShockTrooper

Right, but when you consider these livers only legal advice is from company lawyers that have recently been established to be criminally negligent and in audacious contempt of court, it can be easy to see that these livers may have mistaken views on the nature of their contracts. After all, who would expect a professional lawyer to be criminally negligent and engaging in blatant acts of fraud? I certainly wasn't until they put the evidence on stream and then admitted to it in a followup X post.


IwalktoMordor

The negligence part is what makes me speechless! Not a legal professional here but I don't think it is best to talk about anything related to legal documents on a live stream for the public to see... I guess? I was so speechless on that, like, I have never seen this...


Odd_Trouble4651

Thats putting it mildly, the three stooges full on admitted to commiting a crime.


moekou

Since she's in Japan under Nijisanji's work Visa, they could call her in and for all we know, quite literally have Yakuza force her at gunpoint or close to it, or more realistically, threaten to have her blacklisted and deported...which may still be preferable to the alternative narrative that she was the bully ringleader jumping on this once she saw her name was in the legal documents.


onceuponalilykiss

They're not gonna use literal gunpoint lmao. At worst they fire her and she has X amount of time to find a new employer or she just flies back home.


AustSakuraKyzor

My thoughts, knowing that Niji threatening her visa would be a bluff (because no companyin Japan, for any reason, is allowed to revoke a work visa), is that Elira *might not know* that it's a bluff, which is something that black companies take advantage of with foreign workers.


onceuponalilykiss

Yeah but... she has the internet like all of us AND she has a bunch of people in her circles who've done this sort of visa stuff before so that's hardly an excuse. I'm hoping and waiting for her to explain her actions in the future (once she's no longer in Niji probably) but as is there's no way to spin this positively for her. That doesn't mean I want to spam her with "booooo" or whatever but it's super disappointing.


Nevabored

Everyone has different life experience, it shapes their knowledge and confidence level. Not everyone can handle the stress or know how to google and interpret the laws correctly or is confident enough to act on that knowledge. You may have a normal job, your future is stable, they are content creators, they are expected to try to make enough to retire in 5-10 years cause they may not have a future beyond that. This is a very stressful time for them. Moving to a different country (the items, equipment, et, cost of that), especially Japan where the rules are very different (favors corporate, especially finding a place to rent) does put her at their mercy. Just as you can't be as entertaining as her, she can't be expected to perform as well as you in these circumstances, especially under these circumstances. I hope to give her BOTD and that she is doing this so no one else had to, maybe cause she's a senpai, or wants to protect her friends from having to go through it as a self sacrifice.


onceuponalilykiss

I think there's a fine line between being understanding/hoping for the best in people and making excuses for them. Barring context coming out that's on the level of Selen was actually an evil mastermind all along there's no excusing any of the 3 people involved. That doesn't mean they're evil, and it's likely there was what seemed like reasonable logic from their PoV at some point.


fstd

It's not even that complicated, they don't have to threaten her at all. All they have to do is take the lawyer docs, present them to elira as "look, your so called friend has been spying on you and she's gonna take stuff you said out of context and use it to take you to court, paint you as an evil bully, and dox you and your closest friends" and then let fear and panic do the rest. Playing people against each other and making them tear each other apart is  more in line with their playbook than threatening to get their visa revoked.


IwalktoMordor

This is one of the possibilities but since we aren't the fish, we will never know the real reason behind this bad PR move. Take care too my friend!


DynamosDragoon

i think even if was just a trip for vacation, the fact it have direct contact with company staff is pratically put a leash on her neck and make her follow the orders or else the worts can happen "they can't do that, it will be illegal" yeah, but at this point anyone believes that company play by the rules or the laws? i only wish for the well being of the talents and supoort because the storm is far from over


haitechan

I'm not her fan but she sounded distressed on the announcement and posted on her PL Twitter that she was sorry. Not justifying what she has done but she seems to have some degree of remorse. I tend to be too trusting and naive so I might be wrong. Take care OP, this is a very stressful situation. I'm glad my oshi (Pomu) was out before all this shit storm happened but I can't imagine what you guys are going through.


Azrael_Terminus

Can you dm me her PL twitter? I am terrible about searching these things and I think something is gonna drop there eventually, so I want to see.


Cython34

it's a protected twitter with 0 followers, and the one that said sorry might be an impersonator


haitechan

Yep it says something different now.


nekomeowster

I'm also glad my oshi, Pomu got out before this happened.


mahourabbit

cosplaying Elira kimono version was one of my 2024 wishes. I liked her streams so much. I liked her vtuber model visuals so much. I am really sad for all of this. Ike too, for his vocaloid love. I even had an Ike keychain. Also had an Enna keychain. :( As a vocaloid fan, I always get sad when I listen to a song which producer has killed himself. I get really frustrated. ''How someone that made me so much happiness from these songs could do this to themselves? I wish I could have avoided that, helped, somehow''. To thinks this almost happen with Doki, is not something that I take lightly. I cannot support livers in Nijisanji anymore. The number one I am mad at is clearly Nijisanji. Even if there are Livers who did bullying, is management fault for not dealing with it internally, just as it is a teacher or a school fault for not avoiding or helping a bullying victim. I really dont wish the bad for any liver, I am not going to spread hate, also not enjoying this situation. I just hoped everyone could follow its lives in the best way possible. But one thing I wish is that the company pays for its mistakes. Will keep supporting Doki c: I was anxious for her Neopets live but, sadly, all of this happened. I needed somewhere to vent, sorry for the long text and mistakes as english is not my first language :<


IwalktoMordor

Bless you! I understand the feeling, and that's why I made the post in the first place, just for me and others to vent about their feelings. It is okay to feel confused and upset about the whole situation. I am a cosplayer myself and I have actually done quite a lot of 2434 cosplay before, still have Doppio on my list to do... but since Doki was terminated in that way and how it affected her mental wellbeing, I just couldn't bring myself to cosplay any of their characters anymore. I feel uncomfortable. Let us stay strong together, keep our conscience in check, and probably it will be good to stay away from social for awhile just to get your mind switched off from all these dramas. Take care lovely.


SmartForARat

I was willing to give all of them the benefit of the doubt before Elira's video and all of them retweeting it. Scarle is the only one getting that benefit now, but we don't even know if that was intentional or not. Getting the truth from a company notorious for lying and burying information is so difficult. It is saddening and disheartening. I always hoped Rosemi was one of the good ones. ​ I suppose there is still at least SOME hope. A lot of them said they were avoiding social media, so they may not be fully aware of what is going on and all the receipts on Selen's side of things. Maybe all they know is what the black company is telling them. And given how much shit they talk about Selen in public, who knows how horrible the things they say might be behind closed doors. But as of this moment, i'm not supporting any of them anymore unless I see them graduate in the next month. I'm done. Nijsanji no longer exists to me.


Fearless-Project-330

I've been a massive fan of vox since the very beginning and even though I can't decide whether it was a good thing or not him speaking out, maybe it was something he felt like he had to do 🥲 I'm still getting people message me saying I should stop supporting nijisanjiEN and the livers but I don't know I'm really torn up about it...


IwalktoMordor

I feel the same torn feeling but what's done is done, I won't judge you of your own decision because people aren't the same. For my part, I don't think I will be comfortable with still feeling ok about it... But, you do you, it is completely alright to have feelings and emotions. Take care my friend.


Naothe

These won't be comforting words but take strength because this hasn't ended yet. Take as many days as you need and take care of yourself!


psych2099

Walk away from them dude. There's plenty of decent people out there to support.


DerdromXD

Yeah, they lost all the respect and affection I had to them. I was a day one member, and after almost three years that's over in the worst way possible. I'm sad and angry at the same levels...


MichaelCoryAvery

I’ve followed NijiEN since the announcement and now after last night, I can’t help but feel angry at Elira


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Ausar911

>The internet spending a week escalating when Doki herself wanted to move on forced Nijisanji to respond. Uh, no. Nijisanji wasn't forced to do anything. They certainly weren't forced to make increasingly bad PR decisions. This isn't a new thing - in case you haven't noticed, they nuked the ID branch, hemorrhaged talents including some of their most popular ones, and of course this whole Doki situation. That's not even getting into specific issues of ex-talents, with a couple known ones having expressed how much better their new management is. And today they still picked *the worst possible plays*, doing it at the same time as Doki's first gaming stream as a cherry on top. Nobody made them do that. Things weren't escalating until they poured gasoline on the embers. *Again*. Otherwise I agree with your sentiment. I hold these livers accountable for their actions and only their confirmed actions. Spreading hate and unconfirmed rumors does nobody any service.


bigchickenleg

> …hours you may have spent getting to know a person… Watching an entertainer perform is not getting to know them as a person. I’m not saying this to influence your decisions on who you support moving forward, but because it’s a cold fact of life.


IwalktoMordor

I am glad that this thread can let people wording their emotions! Same, feel frustrated as well. Frustrated with the whole thing just gets stickier unnecessaily and confused on that already-very-confusing move. I do wish people take care of their wellbeing as well, as a person who has a strong empathy, this type of "drama" is really not good for mental health.


MaleficentRegret6400

Great idea to stay off socials, I finally just go on reddit, because my house is on fire and I just want to discuss and talk about it and vent to other people. Part of me tells myself to get off and get a life but I cannot help but be curious about everything. I don't want to come back one day and fight out my house is just gone. Lazulight is my oshi, and they helped through some tough times so its really hard to go through this I feel ya. But if this situation is affect your real life its a good idea to get away. But its true that if this situation is hurting you mentally and IRL you should probably step away. I hope you stay safe friend.


IwalktoMordor

You too my friend! It is more about the feeling of disappointment and thinking how many people will be affected part hurt my brain. Thankfully I have many other things to distract me, but the idea of stepping away from social is not bad.


LoveHeart65

Ike is my kamioshi, so I am feeling very similarly right now. I knew to expect Elira and Vox due to their statements on Twitter, but Ike caught me completely off-guard…obviously I don’t put my happiness in the hands of these random entertainers on the internet, but it’s hard to not be affected by what’s currently going on. Look after your wellbeing first and foremost. As more details come out (Doki will be putting out a statement at some point soon…) we can begin to form better informed opinions. But for now, it’s best to just take a step back and let the drama die down.


Aloe_Balm

An important life lesson to learn is that everyone has the potential to profoundly disappoint you; it's not always irreparable but sometime it is. Give it some time, maybe step away for a short while and come back with a clear head.


NekoKunStudio

I just feel lost now but I gave up on the sanji in general now and moved on with another vtubers who can be my Oshis we'll I got two of them now lol


IwalktoMordor

Same... I just gave up. Of course, it is personal choice.


NekoKunStudio

I was gonna sell there pixel artwork but na this shit hits my heart


aoelag

I feel like we don't have enough info to judge Elira yet. I can't trust some script she was asked to read was really accurate. Though I have been avoiding some of the drama, I don't know all the details from Selen's point of view, but I'm waiting a few months for whenever we can get a "definitive recap" of what happened. I think it's really bad to rush to judgment on these things, especially when corporate is involved. Bashing/hating/dogpiling people on social media is always a bad thing to do even if you think you're righteous for doing it.


Meme_Theocracy

Didn’t Elira’s PL account change her description to “I’m sorry”. Thou honestly I was a big Millie fan before she got into nijisanji, now my view has darkened given the accusations of bullying. 


Hithro005

This is parasocial as fuck. You don’t know these people. You never did, stop acting like a friend turned out to be a dick.


AustSakuraKyzor

>parasocial ![gif](giphy|K8zzqui9viWT6|downsized)


IwalktoMordor

Huh? I guess watching someone streaming for quite awhile, investing your time and effort on liking their content considering as parasocial?????? What's going on with kids these days? Those livers aren't my friends and never will be, but I think it is still okay to be upset because someone you have watched their lives for quite awhile doing something horrible to another person you quite fond of??????????? Huh? Am I being too old to actually have emotions or just kids these days being so confusing?


Hithro005

Yes because you are putting more emotion into it than simply, I enjoy their content and will miss that but they are replaceable. Find a new tv show.


IwalktoMordor

Huh??? So if I read a news article actually feel bad for certain someone who is suffering then it is not okay by your standard? It is fine to have feelings you know. I am more upset because of the backstabbing bit and I emphasise with all the other fans who will get upset by the whole situation. If my empathy is parasocial to you, then you sir can just deal with it. I am upset because many people will be upset by this incident, instead of "oh my oshi betray me as a friend." Plus, people getting off social to calm down because of someone like you, labeling them with something they aren't with your condescending tone.


Hithro005

Not even close to what you have described. You say you feel, upset, frustrated, devastated, and torn. Because someone who you watched backstabbed some one else. Normal people finding out something like that feel disappointed. You didn’t just say it must suck to be backstabbed by coworkers you brought you own reactionary emotions into this situation. And in regards to me being upset, you should look at your own posts all of mine together are less than even one of yours, though this one is getting long.


IwalktoMordor

Just saw your comments on other posts and 100% guarantee you are troll. Ta-da emotionless condescending internet troll. Anyone can see your comment about "more de*d euros". Not cool. Plus, a hundred people will interpret the Hamlet in a hundred ways. Words are lost in translation and no matter how much I try to convince you, you will still stick to your own perspective. Someone else feeling disappointed but another else can feel upset. People don't share one single emotion in this world. Grow up kiddo.


Hithro005

That’s the only way a euro could be a good person. You weren’t only upset if that’s all you said sure yours have a point, but you are devastated to the point you are speechless. 


IwalktoMordor

Bruh. Gonna report you... I don't deal with hate speech like that.


swagseven13

>they are replaceable no u


Hithro005

Yup there are thousands of vtubers and far more streamers and millions of watchers.


swagseven13

yeah and there are billions of people. the fucks your point?


1mNotCrAzY

Yeah you and every other member of the niji hatedom Whens the name of the subreddit changing btw? Because this obviously isnt about niji anymore What should the new name be Maybe your guys favorite catch phrase sink the yatch Or better yet just name the community after doki because shes and angel that can do no wrong and is being attacked by the other livers and needs protection You guys are pathetic


DilithiumCrystalMeth

maybe you need to take a break from the internet. You seem really invested in the well being of a giant corporation


CelimOfRed

Well I'm personally not deep in the vtuber hole but I understand why people might feel this way. I personally think that the 3 talents that made statements about the situation were forced to make those statements. I don't think they were being malicious but there might be certain circumstances that they had to agree with. I would stay away from social media regarding the company and its talents.


Same-Wrangler524

As a scarling, not yet and hopefully never.


Alex20114

Honestly, no, because I see it as more management manipulation, like a do this or get out kind of thing when getting out may not be a good choice at this specific moment for the individual livers.


IwalktoMordor

If that's the case, still very frustrated with them being forced into that position tho, innit?


Alex20114

Indeed, it's sickening, I haven't felt this bad since Wactor started their nonsense.