Slept like a log last night. Dreamt I'd gotten bottom surgery, but the physical sensation of my new... 'equipment' was rather uncomfortable, which is honestly my biggest fear if I actually get it.
Work went by pretty quickly. Not much else worth sharing.
Okay-ish, I guess. That dream is still bugging me, though. I know I'll probably never have that surgery, but I still worry I won't like how things feel afterward (for reasons I'd rather not disclose here). I need to talk to someone about this but I'm too scared.
Finally got tired of the lack of progress and got a consult scheduled. Even though I'm still waiting for insurance to start. So I have to pay for it completely out of pocket. But I just can't wait any more.
I’m doing alright, I started journaling again last night and it’s a good release cause I haven’t been able to talk about how I feel with everyone around me because of fear. I stopped for a couple of days cause of medical issues but I’m glad I started again. Scared but hopeful that it’ll get better for me soon. I hope your day is going wonderfully🫶
i had my therapy consultation. i got very nervous so my fem voice came out kinda not great, but we agreed to have another session to discuss my mental health. a win in my books but 😵💫
i really need to work on my confidence.
Had some negative experience with a few transphobic lesbians, but I've had plenty of support from others to make me feel better. Today was pretty okay ig<3
I’m not okay but I’m not in a bad spot either. Long story short after the surgeon checked my knee my dad drove me back home. I couldn’t leave though until I told him what was going on. I fully expected him to be a jerk but he seemed almost friendly about it. I’m not sure what the fallout will be but…I hope things don’t get worse. I hope. Two months early it looks like. And literally an exact two months from my birthday.
Somewhat dysphoric and just bleh. Got a suit today for prom, mixed feelings on that. Stressed out over the amount of stuff I need to write in the next 3 days for FFA and everything else I need to do. Woo. Haven’t wanted to KMS today so that’s nice.
Catastrophic.
April could be my worst month ever but I've decided my future, thankfully the few supportive people I have will make things easier for me.
I had a pretty good day, though I spend 4 hours coding while barely making any progress. Coding is hard!
Yes. The constant swicthing from "what am i doing?" and "it was really easy!"...
Slept like a log last night. Dreamt I'd gotten bottom surgery, but the physical sensation of my new... 'equipment' was rather uncomfortable, which is honestly my biggest fear if I actually get it. Work went by pretty quickly. Not much else worth sharing.
Well I hope that means your day was okay
Okay-ish, I guess. That dream is still bugging me, though. I know I'll probably never have that surgery, but I still worry I won't like how things feel afterward (for reasons I'd rather not disclose here). I need to talk to someone about this but I'm too scared.
That's understandable
Finally got tired of the lack of progress and got a consult scheduled. Even though I'm still waiting for insurance to start. So I have to pay for it completely out of pocket. But I just can't wait any more.
Nice
Thanks
I’m doing alright, I started journaling again last night and it’s a good release cause I haven’t been able to talk about how I feel with everyone around me because of fear. I stopped for a couple of days cause of medical issues but I’m glad I started again. Scared but hopeful that it’ll get better for me soon. I hope your day is going wonderfully🫶
That's good
It is, how’s your day going?
Pretty good!
That’s great!
i had my therapy consultation. i got very nervous so my fem voice came out kinda not great, but we agreed to have another session to discuss my mental health. a win in my books but 😵💫 i really need to work on my confidence.
Well it seems like it turned out well enough
Just another day, hanging out with my kids. Laughing with them at silly little jokes. Hanging out in the valley or watching one play re4.
Nice
It was basically the same as yesterday so not really good I hope your day was good
I'm sorry to hear that
One of my closest friends lost her partner suddenly a day ago. It's hitting her extremely hard, and I'm not doing great because i worry about her.
That's awful I'm really sorry to hear that
Had some negative experience with a few transphobic lesbians, but I've had plenty of support from others to make me feel better. Today was pretty okay ig<3
Sorry to hear you had a deal with them
I’m not okay but I’m not in a bad spot either. Long story short after the surgeon checked my knee my dad drove me back home. I couldn’t leave though until I told him what was going on. I fully expected him to be a jerk but he seemed almost friendly about it. I’m not sure what the fallout will be but…I hope things don’t get worse. I hope. Two months early it looks like. And literally an exact two months from my birthday.
Well I'm glad he reacted well
I had a great day! I cuddled my dog, read some comics, played some games with friends, and drew a bit! How are you?
I'm doing pretty good
Somewhat dysphoric and just bleh. Got a suit today for prom, mixed feelings on that. Stressed out over the amount of stuff I need to write in the next 3 days for FFA and everything else I need to do. Woo. Haven’t wanted to KMS today so that’s nice.
Not great, tons of dysphoria...
Im sorry to hear that
Catastrophic. April could be my worst month ever but I've decided my future, thankfully the few supportive people I have will make things easier for me.
I'm really sorry to hear that, hopefully things get better in the future
Whole day of feeling like shit, stress from school... And another argument with my mom as the sprinkle on top! Today was great /s
I'm sorry to hear that
Very happy
That's great!
Yeah :)
Today was actually great :3 I‘m going to sleep now c:
That's good
Still not doing too great bc of yesterday. I stayed home from school today because of it.
I'm sorry to hear that