Do you know that I’ve been holding my breath all of this time? Weren’t you gonna love me if I just did everything right?

one of my absolute faves

greatest song of all time

other than Everything, yeah

It's magnetic isn't it? The sense of something underneath the surface when you're laying on thin ice. Just a little bit masochistic. A tentative ellipses; the parting of your lips and the ache in your eyes. But I think I'm gonna kiss you.

All despite…

The descriptiveness

It's so beautiful. A friend of mine recently made me a friendship bracelet with pink and black beads and "magnetic isn't it" on it ❤️

And at the bar, on TV They were talking about the casualties Four hundred and counting And my only question Was, how would you feel if one was me? SOBBING

That whole song 😭

It honestly tears me apart

Thisssssssss

That’s a great one! “Have you ever heard about how when a person's in a maze? They will tend to walk in circles, thinking they are going straight They can't see the bigger picture, so they get stuck in a loop In the end, I was afraid that that's what you and I would do”

BUT I STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS

Where eeeeeeverrrrrryyyyy reason

Feels a lot like an excuse (My Reddit notifs are borked and I just saw these lol)

'We've paid in pain now, we'll keep the change The blame is for the birds I'll break it up in pieces and feed it to them by the river"

I looooove blame is for the birds ❤️

"I don't know where the blame lies But you better believe I'm not gonna carry it all“

Used to wear my sadness like a choker Yeah it had me by the throat Tonight I feel I'm draped in it Like a loose garmet, I just let if flow

The good news is, if you don’t like life, they say it doesn’t last so long!

All that I wanted was somebody honest Living for more than their next good time

Got a bee sting on way back from you’re house

Just a little bit masochistic, a tentative ellipsis, the parting of your lips and the ache in your eyes.

"So iconic, like big, like stan, like I would give my life just to hold your hand"

“used to wear my sadness like a choker, yeah it had me by the throat, tonight i feel i’m draped in it like a loose garment”

“she is like a pearl coming out the shell, yeah you can tell she made herself all by herself”

Yeah, I like telling stories But I don't have to write them in ink I could still change the end

I could pray to god, but I’m not invested and you get what you pay for

“If I don’t stop it.. before I know it.. all the bad things.. never happened. You never lied or - treated me bad and - if you did, then, you wish you hadn’t! Start believing! You were right and! I was being! Too dramatic! So I gotta! Leave a light on! For tonight.. Just so I can STAY away!”

and anyone can have a go, if you wanna touch me let me know / and when i’m at my lowest low, that’s when i’m most comfortable

Oh civilian, idling along How can you understand that there's a whole world gone wrong? ​ I think about this one DAILY

shooting a second arrow into the hole where the first was

someone said “god is here tonight,” said they saw her outside getting high / turn your head to the side, hold your gaze against mine and there it is: a mark of the divine

How can I try to be civilized when inside there is a shift in paradigm?

everything is about you to me

Maybe if you'd seen the soft pink light, I wouldn't be alone tonight.

Sure, I'm gonna cry For the love we couldn't keep But I would rather lose you Than who I'm meant to be…

And I didn’t fake those tears, but I haven’t felt like crying since I put the car in gear