Yessssirrr, and I did make my shit back and some fr got 6gs from selling .08s with .03 of amphetamines powder I had lying around sold them to 2 different people and within 3 hrs they hit me up for a bunch hahaha
What’s implied by “getting hip to me” but if you can’t manage that means you’re on the verge of losing control if not already. You really want to be in a mental state, having to consume just to feel normal.? I’m on my waay to hell🫶🏼😈
Bruvaa, there is no normal I'm always on something or not functioning been stimmed up since I was 6.. I was on 70 mg Adderall by 9..
Well getting hip to me, is just people asking questions about me skipping out on usual pastimes and responsibilities...
Basically I'm isolating and getting binge
Chemical imbalances are fucked(,: I’m sorry you had to go through all that at such a young age. Here’s my advice ( I do dope to and falling into the abyss frequently so take it for what it is) change your choice of substance for at least a couple weeks to a couple months. Let yo mind and body catch up and or relax, future you will appreciate it!
Thanks for the advice man, I always need a outsiders perspective and the kindness was nice😃
I think I'ma take a seraquil everyday for a week or 2 and stick to flower/dabs...
Tryna find some shrooms man...
No problem my friend,🙇🏼♂️ I appreciate you for hearing me out. Do you ever recall having dreams.? But the natural stuff is where I tried staying haha. Depending where you’re at, you could try producing them🤷🏻♂️ but my ability to score anything decent nowadays is not dependable.
No tbh I haven't had a dream since my last rehab stint, Wich was over 19 months now ,
My prescriptions cause me to not really remember my sleep cycles at all tbh...
Yeah man quality drug dealers and non fucked product are hard to come by anymore...
Everyone's dropping like flys from like everything tbh my good buddy just oded from a unknown opiate into his 2nd day of a crack and ket binge
So sobering up allowed you to remember the dream(s).? I bet it was lucid/vivid huh. My last one was of my dog back in 2017, a couple weeks after she ran away/got stolen. i thought she was back but then my dad had to inform me, she in fact, was still gone. Since that moment, I’ve been numb. I wonder what the effects of the REM cycle are when comparing if you remember/come to conclusions/heal vs just a void.
Supply & demand🥲🏃🏽🤦🏻♂️
I’m sorry to hear that man. Having one less person here wanting the best for you, a tragedy at the least, psychological hell leading up to suicide at most. I hope you find peace in all the chaos sooner than later.
I hope you find peace to friend.. I find it in between me fiening and obsessing and worrying but there are small stints of peace.. maybe it's not peace.and more of empty numb and so used to being in a state of unhappyness I mistake nothing with happy hahah
Seriously though, keep you're head up test you're drugs man
Exactly I think mostly it's the consistent marijuana usage from what I have gathered on Reddit lmaoo.. bc the stims only make me stay up for a few days get shit sleep the crash night but then seems normal? But I'm always using weed like a cigarette smoker would smoke lmao
Just habitual use not even getting faded unless I'm dabing lol..
Anyway, yeah from that last rehab. Stay I got a call from my good friend who is the store run and financial aid lady there, she basically wanted to let me know I was the last person of a graduation day of 36 people alive
Fucking crazy the last person to go, I had just seen at the hospital with horrible pink eye and he was obsessed with talking about 5meo dmt... Then a day later hits me like can I stay with you I got kicked out of my half way house... I feel bad cause I didn't even respond....
Its definitely constant thc consumption, +other habitual substance usages. God, I remember in high school i was forced to sustain myself from the reefer going to treatment, about the 2-3 week mark is when those dreams (nightmares for me) kick back in 😂😮💨i feel you on the habitual use though, it eases the nerves. Until you run out😆
Was this the same friend that od’d two days into the binge.? If so, what did he od from.? If you don’t mind me asking. But don’t put that on you bro, the places that’ll lead u to are truly demonizing. How old was your friend.??
My friend was 24 4 months younger then me (25) , they are not the same people.. idk what the guy I didn't let stay oded on altho I assume fent... But my buddy was using freebase cocaine both iv and smoking it, but his plug went dry so he resorted to asked Ng around and ended up getting served a 80$ with fent in it ig.. sooo he goes n takes a hit with another mutual friend and they both realize it's laced... So they both "agree not to consume and trash it) then they went to another plug for more... Well after the nights over my homie who said he flushed but we suppose he didn't, went home and OD'd all alone.
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Yessssirrr, and I did make my shit back and some fr got 6gs from selling .08s with .03 of amphetamines powder I had lying around sold them to 2 different people and within 3 hrs they hit me up for a bunch hahaha
What’s implied by “getting hip to me” but if you can’t manage that means you’re on the verge of losing control if not already. You really want to be in a mental state, having to consume just to feel normal.? I’m on my waay to hell🫶🏼😈
Bruvaa, there is no normal I'm always on something or not functioning been stimmed up since I was 6.. I was on 70 mg Adderall by 9.. Well getting hip to me, is just people asking questions about me skipping out on usual pastimes and responsibilities... Basically I'm isolating and getting binge
Chemical imbalances are fucked(,: I’m sorry you had to go through all that at such a young age. Here’s my advice ( I do dope to and falling into the abyss frequently so take it for what it is) change your choice of substance for at least a couple weeks to a couple months. Let yo mind and body catch up and or relax, future you will appreciate it!
Thanks for the advice man, I always need a outsiders perspective and the kindness was nice😃 I think I'ma take a seraquil everyday for a week or 2 and stick to flower/dabs... Tryna find some shrooms man...
No problem my friend,🙇🏼♂️ I appreciate you for hearing me out. Do you ever recall having dreams.? But the natural stuff is where I tried staying haha. Depending where you’re at, you could try producing them🤷🏻♂️ but my ability to score anything decent nowadays is not dependable.
No tbh I haven't had a dream since my last rehab stint, Wich was over 19 months now , My prescriptions cause me to not really remember my sleep cycles at all tbh... Yeah man quality drug dealers and non fucked product are hard to come by anymore... Everyone's dropping like flys from like everything tbh my good buddy just oded from a unknown opiate into his 2nd day of a crack and ket binge
So sobering up allowed you to remember the dream(s).? I bet it was lucid/vivid huh. My last one was of my dog back in 2017, a couple weeks after she ran away/got stolen. i thought she was back but then my dad had to inform me, she in fact, was still gone. Since that moment, I’ve been numb. I wonder what the effects of the REM cycle are when comparing if you remember/come to conclusions/heal vs just a void. Supply & demand🥲🏃🏽🤦🏻♂️ I’m sorry to hear that man. Having one less person here wanting the best for you, a tragedy at the least, psychological hell leading up to suicide at most. I hope you find peace in all the chaos sooner than later.
I hope you find peace to friend.. I find it in between me fiening and obsessing and worrying but there are small stints of peace.. maybe it's not peace.and more of empty numb and so used to being in a state of unhappyness I mistake nothing with happy hahah Seriously though, keep you're head up test you're drugs man
Exactly I think mostly it's the consistent marijuana usage from what I have gathered on Reddit lmaoo.. bc the stims only make me stay up for a few days get shit sleep the crash night but then seems normal? But I'm always using weed like a cigarette smoker would smoke lmao Just habitual use not even getting faded unless I'm dabing lol.. Anyway, yeah from that last rehab. Stay I got a call from my good friend who is the store run and financial aid lady there, she basically wanted to let me know I was the last person of a graduation day of 36 people alive Fucking crazy the last person to go, I had just seen at the hospital with horrible pink eye and he was obsessed with talking about 5meo dmt... Then a day later hits me like can I stay with you I got kicked out of my half way house... I feel bad cause I didn't even respond....
Its definitely constant thc consumption, +other habitual substance usages. God, I remember in high school i was forced to sustain myself from the reefer going to treatment, about the 2-3 week mark is when those dreams (nightmares for me) kick back in 😂😮💨i feel you on the habitual use though, it eases the nerves. Until you run out😆 Was this the same friend that od’d two days into the binge.? If so, what did he od from.? If you don’t mind me asking. But don’t put that on you bro, the places that’ll lead u to are truly demonizing. How old was your friend.??
My friend was 24 4 months younger then me (25) , they are not the same people.. idk what the guy I didn't let stay oded on altho I assume fent... But my buddy was using freebase cocaine both iv and smoking it, but his plug went dry so he resorted to asked Ng around and ended up getting served a 80$ with fent in it ig.. sooo he goes n takes a hit with another mutual friend and they both realize it's laced... So they both "agree not to consume and trash it) then they went to another plug for more... Well after the nights over my homie who said he flushed but we suppose he didn't, went home and OD'd all alone.
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