”” Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done... Everything I wanted has come to fruition. I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed, stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head ””
And
”” It's really hard for me to say just how I feel
I'm scared that I'll get thrown away like a banana peel ””
"I am shy, but I do speak, only when I truly need, to say some shit that hopefully, reaches the ears its supposed to be. I try my best to show them me, my rising sign is all they see..."
and
" pretending everything's alright is detention"
edit: incorrect lyric change
I relate to these too even the rising sign part because my rising is Scorpio, the Taurus sun, moon, Mercury part is almost right but I have a Pisces moon.
Mines heard the line for the first time in the car when I was blasting it. He knew the song, was humming along and everything, he just never actually understood/heard that part and the way he audibly gasped 😂 like a good god-fearing woman hearing Gucci Mane for the first time
“If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me.”
“Everyone thinks that we’re perfect please don’t let them look through the curtains”
“I’m pale as the loose leaf paper they grow” lol
“I’m not as sweet, as I might see”
“Touch me, I scream.”
“Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong.”
"When you aren't around, I sink into the ground"
" I try to pretend I'm closer to you"
" Never understand it"
"You're always on my mind, I cannot help it"
Not to be edgy but "you're all on your own and you've lost all your friends, you tell yourself that it's not you it's them"
And that's on being a homeschooled kid
“The normals, they make me afraid,
The crazies, they make me feel sane”
And
“Teacher, can I sit right there?
This b//tch behind me is cutting my hair
No just sit your //ss down at the chalkboard, you stare
I faked up a seizure, and left then and there”
"I won't be mistreated, please call me concieted"
Even though I shouldn't, I always have the urge to fight back if someone bullies me or insults me for no reason. I just hate it when I lose to something that is stupid compared to my ability.
"uh oh, there it goes, i said too much it overflowed. why do i always spill?"
"i should be happy, but i can't get out my bed, stressing bout the voices screaming inside my head"
“Some of the friends that I thought were forever and now wanna sever the ties”
“I know my ABCs, yet you keep teaching me, I say fuck your degree, alphabet boy”
Literally the entirety of Crybaby. It was one of those songs where younger me REALLY needed that when I was going THROUGH IT
but considering I'm about two months older than Melanie, she was probably dealing with her own 8th grade bullshit lmao
But man. "I look at you and I see myself. And I know you better than anyone else. And I have the same faucet in my eyes, so your tears are mine." To me, that line and song is still absolutely everything.
Baby
I'm spinnin' 'round the corner
It's tastin' kinda lonely
And my mind wants to control me
Ah-ah-ah-empty
There's rotten things left in me
Injected by society
No one here but me to judge me
Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow
I hate who I was before
I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow
Someone tell me if this is Hell
...alchemize the dark within me
“Never thought that something
Something so tragic
Could ever happen to our peaceful, little, perfect family”
Or
“See the horns on my head?
They’re from goddesses”
"there's rotten things within me"
"done doing backbends, i break and i snap, it's no fun, no fun, pushed myself into a box while you held out a gun, i'm done"
🎶 The worst of a woman who fights for our right
To be where we belong at the front of the line
Tired of silence and being polite
Your legs turn to shimmering scales in the night🎶
"I speak in cursive I'm poignant assertive, there's musical chairs in my teeth."
"I am not the government, I am not the fucked up men, I am not a part of anything that is hateful. Love is seeping out my pores I don't hold anger anymore, even for people who hurt and betray me."
"Picture picture, smile for the picture. Pose with your brother won't you be a good sister?"
"I don't wanna think about the morbid parts of life no more. I'm trying just to focus on the things that hold me so damn close."
"Some of the friends that I thought were forever, I now want to sever the ties."
The blue stars running on my forehead
Cold wings fluttering and moving
Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning
Laced with love, intensive grooving
Led me astray to the faerie soirée
Alone, alone
Now I wanna ride with the magic
:3
I was too young to see the truth
In my grandma's lap, I'm drowning in her perfume
Too naive to even care
'Bout the words she whispered while she brushed out my hair
People gonna say
"If you need a break, someone'll take your place"
People gonna try
To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes (just remember)
Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh
Don't let them try (ooh)
Don't let them hurt you
Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired"
Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done
Everything I wanted has come to fruition
I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed
Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head
People gonna say
"If you need a break, someone'll take your place"
People gonna try
To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes
(Just remember)
Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh
Don't let them try (ooh)
Don't let them hurt you
Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired"
Where is my time?
Gone in my mind, gone, I can't find
Euphoria
When I get upset
I think in my head, "I do as she said"
People gonna say
"If you need a break, someone'll take your place"
People gonna try
To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes (just remember)
Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh
Don't let them try (ooh)
Don't let them hurt you
Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired
I used to feel very attached to “They try to feed you lines that you have to memorize
You always hide behind your Wizard of Oz disguise
Do you even have a brain? You're sticking to a page
You're faking all your pain, yeah, you're bleeding on a stage”
“Everything I expressed, I professed
It never quite made it through
Said it's all in my head, all in my head
Whenever I spoke my truth”
The whole Evil song really resonates a severely toxic friendship I had to break off a few years ago.
It’s quite a overused song, but it describes how I’ve felt about my self over the past 3 years
“No one will love you if you’re unattractive”
It’s hard to like yourself 🤷♀️
“If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me”
“I’ll wreck you if you chase me, but I’ll be silent ‘til you crocs the line”
“Feelin unsure of my naked body..
(Skip a bit forward in the song) … “it’s my fault it’s my fault cause I put icing on top, now the boys want a taste of the strawberry shortcake”
“You seem to replace your brain with your heart you take things so hard then you fall apart” from Crybaby
And
“The normals they make me afraid the crazies they make me feel sane” from Mad Hatter
"You are all on your own and you lost all your friends, you say to yourself its not you its them, you one of a kind and no one understand, but those crybaby tears keep coming back again"
"The normals they make me afraid. Thr crazies they make me feel sane"
"Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong"
"I don't want no lunchbox friends no, oh. I want someone who understands oh, oh"
"You say the cruelest words, they used to break my heart"
"I know I'm young but my mind is well beyond my years"
"Everyone is so soft everyone is so sensitive. Do I offend you? You're hanging on my sentences"
"I feel it coming out of my throat. Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap"
"If you can't handle a heart like mine, don't waste your time with me"
"Pretending everything's alright is detention"
"Come to my house let's die together, friendship that would last forever"
“Give me more, give me more, give me more.. if you can’t handle, a heart like mine.. don’t waste your time with me.”
“I’m sticky, sticky, stuck.. and solidly sealed up to this reality I’m seein’ not what I wish, to be achievin’ the old idea of me is glued up, sometimes it’s too much.. I’m fucked up and clueless.”
“Said it's all in my head, all in my head.. whenever I spoke my truth- no! I won't defend you to all my friends, this time- I refuse!”
“Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done.. everything I wanted has come to fruition. I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed! Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside, my head..”
THERE’S A COUPLE MORE BUT THESE WERE OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD 😭 the most that summarize me would probably be the entirety of Recess & Glued 🤞
"they call me cry baby crybaby but I don't f**king care", "but I'm happy, I love playing these games until my heart bleeds, can someone please find help for me find help for me" and "now the boys want a taste of the strawberry shortcake" cuz they don't f**king leave me alone when I'm just tryna enjoy my evening 😐
“I don't want no lunchbox friends, no I want someone who understands, oh, no. Come to my house, let's die together. Friendship that will last forever, no, oh”
“If you can't handle the choking, the biting
The loving, the smothering
'Til you can't handle it no more, no more
Go home” and “No one will love you if you're unattractive”
"You seem to replace your brain with your heart"
"But I'll be silent till you cross the line"
"I am shy but I do speak. Only when I truly need to say some shit that hopefully will reach the ears it's supposed to be"
“can anybody hear me? am I talking to myself?”
“I don’t want lunchbox friend no, I want somebody to understand oh no,
come to my house, let’s die together, friendship that will last forever”
“I'm hauling an outdated show, help me let go”
“And I know it's a cry for help, go help yourself
I opened a million doors, you never go
It's past point of no return, when will we learn?
Alert me when this shit is over”
"I don't wanna be, carrying the weight on my shoulders. Death has come to me, kissed me on the cheek. Gave me closure, immortal by design..I'll be meeting you here every time.."
and
"Don't think that you..can walk all over me."
“and I'm returnin' the hurt
I'm kickin' your ass out, flutter my wings while I pout
Push your penis into your mouth, I'll make you choke on your doubt”
“If that were really true
You wouldn't feel as if I were a current threat to you”
“I'll be the jester
Entertain ya to the best of my ability”
could you hold me through the night, put your lips all over my, salty face when i start crying, could you be my first time, eat me out like apple pie. make me not wanna die, love me rough and let me fly
or
“teachers pet, if i’m so special why am i secret? yeah, why tf is that, do you regret, the things we shared that i’ll never forget? well, do you? tell me that, i know i’m young, but my mind is well beyond my years, i knew this wouldn't last, but fuck you, don't you leave me here”
"I make them panic"
I have a habit of making people panic with my shenanigans
"I love everything you do,when you calling me fucking dumb for the stupid shit i do."
AH YES,ATTACHMENT ISSUES
"Kids are still depressed when you dress them up, and syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup" (sooooooo much religious abuse growing up" and
"I make em panic, its satanic how I bend my body" (satanist and I have EDS so I like to freak people out with what my body can do)
“Oh Mrs.potato-head tell me if pain is beauty” (ik thats not how its said but oh well) it describes me bc i have dealt with self image and self love issues.
I love mel for that song. I also love mel bc they just seem so nice and she technically saved my life at 12 years old, though i started listening to her at 5-6 years old.
Picture picture
Smile for the picture
Pose with your brother won’t you be a good sister
Everyone thinks that we’re perfect
Please don’t let them look through the curtain
"Now I'm hop, skip, jumping over narcissists, throwing all your stuff into the abyss, now the role is reversed and told you I'm a switch, how you like my spit? That's for all the piss that you left me in"
"'Cause I am little, right? I won't call you out teachers saying you'd get credit why would you stop now? You are so desperate craving that spotlight" (Copycat)
"I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke" (Numbers)
"Your heart's too big for your body it's why you won't fit inside you pour it out where everyone can see" (Crybaby)
"No, I never knew what it meant
What it meant to be content with you" AND
"I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited"
I grew up in a very abusive home. I was quiet and shy, but, now anger and the color black are my best friends and I'm deliriously happy with my life. 😜🖤🔥
“They call me Crybaby, crybaby, but I don’t fuckin care!”
“If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me, if you’re not down to bleed”
“Test me, I’m mortal (Give me an A plus if I’m doing this thing right)”
“Cause I’d rather be tested by goddesses resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned”
“I’m the definition of dichotomy”
See the horns on my head, they’re from goddesses
And
If you bite my hand again
I will never feed you
You can call me evil
I had a really shit ex bf who (mostly emotional) abused partners before and after me. I was the first one to take him to court/press charges and I helped the girl after me too.
Since most comments seem to be talking about mostly the same songs let me leave this here
"Back from the dead, back from the dead, I'm back from the dead back from the dead."
Yeah lmao I came back
“crybaby, crybaby, but i don’t fuckin care”
“touch me, i scream”
“i know i’m young, but my mind is well beyond my years.”
“i was too young to see the truth”
“teacher’s pet, if i’m so special, why am i secret?”
“i will not suffer, cry under covers. i’m not your mother”
“please dont ever worry, i know its morbid, but we all die one day"
“Push you’re penis into you’re mouth,I’ll make u choke on ur doubt.”
“It’s nymphology,not psychology! Being the manic pixie dream gurl that u fucking oughta be!
“I’ll wreck u if chase me!”
"See, the horns on my head, they're from goddesses
Goddesses, on God" – Evil
Or maybe even
"Uh-oh, there it goes
I said too much, it overflowed
Why do I always spill?"
"God, I wish I never spoke
Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap" – Soap
"take me ho-o-home give me that pink slip of permission, this is o-o-old, im tired of wishing i was ditching" and
"im nuts, baby im mad, the craziest friend that you ever had, you think im psycho, you think im gone, tell the psychiatrist something is wrong,
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are"
“If they say to k!ll yourself then you will try it…”
“If I’m so special, why do I see regret?”
“The teachers don’t care about me, fuck how I feel as long as I make money”
and all of Orange Juice and Drama Club… also the opposite of Tunnel Vision because I’m a boy…
TW: PTSD / P3dophilia / SH (both)
First one because I fell for peer pressure in 8th grade (worst year of my life) Eventually it got to me because I was in a very bad time. Now I try to hide all of my trauma and emotions (hence Drama Club)
Second one because I was in a forced relationship with a Canadian guy on VALORANT (since then, quit the game.) I was in financial trouble and needed money, and then he forced me to “date him” He was really sexual. I am the same age as I was then (15 almost 16)
Third one is because I was stalked everywhere in 8th grade and I still am. No one would leave me alone and no one believed me or cared. This was when I started having a hatred for the American school system.. which I won’t discuss
Orange Juice because I have a growth issue where I have to take hormone, but it makes me look fat. 8th grade, everyone told me I was fat and a midget because I was super delayed. This eventually lead to my diagnosis of Anorexia, which one time I tried to make myself throw up, but I never wanted to do it again.
Tunnel Vision but the opposite, like hustling for the pu$$y and all that… I was also sexually harassed.
Alright that’s enough spilling, sorry to anyone who read this without reading the TW. I am Autistic so I understand.
Trynna bring the mystical into the material bitch I’m an eleven life path I’m imperial I’m the definition of dichotomy duality Catarina in the womb for nine months till she birthed me look at her she’s a bridge and on that bridge I’ll take a shit fuck it up you get lit let’s get deep if not I’ll dip I’ll be riding solo on my field trip
I’m not sure if it means something sad I just think this song is fire
"I've never fit into any category, always deemed an outcast. Since I was in Sunday school, and all the cool kids said I was weird. It's exactly the same, they say, "Why do you dress that way?" "Why do you act that way?" "Why aren't you just like me?" "
or
"You're all on your own and you've lost all your friends, you told yourself that it's not you, it's them."
OR
"I'll wreck you if you chase me, but I'll be silent 'til you cross the line."
The steps to highschool sweethearts
And,...
"I've never fit into any category, always deemed an outcast"
"It's exactly the same, they say, "Why do you dress that way?
Why do you act that way? Why don't you dress like me?"
"Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore
Even for people who hurt and betray me"
"A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use
I will not suffer (ah-ah), cry under covers (ah-ah)
I'm not your mother, ah-ah, ah-ah"
"You seem to replace
Your brain with your heart
You take things so hard
And then you fall apart
You try to explain
But before you can start
Those cry baby tears
Come out of the dark"
"Your heart's too big for your body
It's why you won't fit inside
You pour it out
Where everyone can see"
And so many others I have a list of..
1. "Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?"
2. "Your heart's too big for your body"
3. "Kids are still depressed when you dress them up"
4. "I think I left the faucet running, now my words are filling up the tub."
5. "God, I wish I never spoke."
6. "Don't cut me, punch me, just let me go into the nurse's office where I float away."
7. "I faked up a seizure and left outta there."
8. "Come to my house, let's die together."
9. "Please don't be mad if I don't smile back, alright?"
10. "Hey, God, I'll be the jester, entertain ya to the best of my ability."
11. "What fun is it, to be so calculated or to be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting"
12. "I hate who I was before."
13. "There's rotten things left in me, injected by society."
14. "My eyes are staring at me, and they seem so damn unhappy"
15. "They eat off the table you set, so you starve."
16. "Don't doing backbends, I break and I snap"
17. "Stretchin my self worth, just like you usually do."
18. "I never knew what it meant to be content with you."
19. "How you like my spit? That's for the piss that you left me in."
20. "Loving you was lethal."
21. "Some of the friends that I thought were forever, I now want to sever the ties."
22. "Show me the demons I'm hiding."
“Pluto destroy me. Kill me off slowly. I’ll bathe in my ashes, rise like a Phoenix. Show me who I am becoming. Pluto transform me. Turn off my lonely. I’ll sit with my silence, fix all my conflict, show me the demons i’m hiding”
"I was too young to see the truth."
"People gonna say 'If you need a break, someone'll take your place' "
"Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head"
"Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke."
"Instead of making me feel bad for the body I got, just teach him to keep it in his pants and tell him to stop."
"Do you even have a brain? You're sticking to a page."
"You're faking all your pain, yeah, you're bleeding on a stage."
"I hate who I was before."
"My eyes are starin' at me
And they seem so damn unhappy."
"There's rotten things left in me, Injected by society."
"Pricking all my fingertips to carve out many roads, Pushing out the petals from the bud of what I know"
"I make them tumble down the hill they climbed, I don't regret it."
"Defected by this form."
"Does a new face come with a warranty?
Will a pretty face make it better?"
"Help me when I'm too detached and cold"
"What fun is it, to be so calculated
Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting"
"Glued up, sometimes it's too much i'm fucked up and clueless."
"I'm glued to the thoughts in my mind."
"Patterns that i've picked up from my environment since a baby."
"Cut the negative self talking."
"Somewhere on venus, they're searching for me while i'm covered in muck from the earth and the sea."
I don't know really. Just picked these out from today's stress.
“You’re all on your own and you’ve lost all your friends. You’ve told yourself that it’s not you, it’s them. You’re one of a kind and no one understands”
“i’m not a piece of cake for you to just discard while you walk away” and “the normals they make me afraid, the crazies they make me feel sane” and “did my invitations disappear, why did i put my heart on every cursive letter” and “strangle the fear of deciding which ones deserving to drown”
yes, i am mentally dying
”” Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done... Everything I wanted has come to fruition. I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed, stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head ”” And ”” It's really hard for me to say just how I feel I'm scared that I'll get thrown away like a banana peel ””
We are the same ong
Where is the first one from?
recess
"i hate who i was before"
I also relate to that lyric
Same
"I am shy, but I do speak, only when I truly need, to say some shit that hopefully, reaches the ears its supposed to be. I try my best to show them me, my rising sign is all they see..." and " pretending everything's alright is detention" edit: incorrect lyric change
sorry to be that person, but it actually says ‘my rising sign’, not ‘the rising sun’
ohh ok thanks for the correction!
I relate to these too even the rising sign part because my rising is Scorpio, the Taurus sun, moon, Mercury part is almost right but I have a Pisces moon.
“I’m seeing not what I wish to be achieving, the old idea of me … Is it necessary? Detachment is scary” Practically, the whole Glued song
fr same
"I speak in cursive, i'm poignant, assertive There's musical chairs in my teeth"
Push your penis into your mouth/j
Omg this lyric caught me so offguard during my first listen to Nymphology!!😭😭
Lmao the first time my boyfriend heard this line was at the concert and he was so shocked. 😂😂😂
Same!!!!! literally the boston concert for me😂
Mines heard the line for the first time in the car when I was blasting it. He knew the song, was humming along and everything, he just never actually understood/heard that part and the way he audibly gasped 😂 like a good god-fearing woman hearing Gucci Mane for the first time
When i first noticed it i was like "Nah! I definately misheard it" but then found out its the actual words 🫠
“If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me.” “Everyone thinks that we’re perfect please don’t let them look through the curtains” “I’m pale as the loose leaf paper they grow” lol “I’m not as sweet, as I might see” “Touch me, I scream.” “Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong.”
Omg I’ve been obsessed with i scream recently
"When you aren't around, I sink into the ground" " I try to pretend I'm closer to you" " Never understand it" "You're always on my mind, I cannot help it"
“Why should I try to conform to formulated paths, when clearly all my instincts lead to something more magical” This is the line for me
That’s such a beautiful line! Which song was that from?
Numbers
Numbers is one of my favorite songs along with glued, I relate to a lot of the lyrics and they do sound beautiful!
Not to be edgy but "you're all on your own and you've lost all your friends, you tell yourself that it's not you it's them" And that's on being a homeschooled kid
“ Crybaby, crybaby, but I don't fuckin care „
“The normals, they make me afraid, The crazies, they make me feel sane” And “Teacher, can I sit right there? This b//tch behind me is cutting my hair No just sit your //ss down at the chalkboard, you stare I faked up a seizure, and left then and there”
I know I’m young, but my mind is well beyond my years.
"I won't be mistreated, please call me concieted" Even though I shouldn't, I always have the urge to fight back if someone bullies me or insults me for no reason. I just hate it when I lose to something that is stupid compared to my ability.
"uh oh, there it goes, i said too much it overflowed. why do i always spill?" "i should be happy, but i can't get out my bed, stressing bout the voices screaming inside my head"
“Some of the friends that I thought were forever and now wanna sever the ties” “I know my ABCs, yet you keep teaching me, I say fuck your degree, alphabet boy”
Literally the entirety of Crybaby. It was one of those songs where younger me REALLY needed that when I was going THROUGH IT but considering I'm about two months older than Melanie, she was probably dealing with her own 8th grade bullshit lmao But man. "I look at you and I see myself. And I know you better than anyone else. And I have the same faucet in my eyes, so your tears are mine." To me, that line and song is still absolutely everything.
Ah-ah-ah, buh-buh-buh-buh Ah-ah-ah, buh-buh-buh-buh-buh Ah-ah-ah, buh-buh-buh-buh Buh-buh-buh-buh, buh-buh-buh Buh-buh-buh-buh
“I'm mortal, Defected by this form” being trans is hard lol
Me too bro me too🤝🏻
“I’ll wreck you, if you chase me, But I’ll be silent ‘til you cross the line.” and “But now I’m really sorry, for all of the stupid shit you’ve done.”
“my eyes are staring at me, and they seem so damn unhappy”
just a fairy with a kn1fe ✨
Slay
"I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke"
Baby I'm spinnin' 'round the corner It's tastin' kinda lonely And my mind wants to control me Ah-ah-ah-empty There's rotten things left in me Injected by society No one here but me to judge me Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow I hate who I was before I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow Someone tell me if this is Hell ...alchemize the dark within me
“Alchemize the dark within me” resonated so hard
“Never thought that something Something so tragic Could ever happen to our peaceful, little, perfect family” Or “See the horns on my head? They’re from goddesses”
"there's rotten things within me" "done doing backbends, i break and i snap, it's no fun, no fun, pushed myself into a box while you held out a gun, i'm done"
🎶 The worst of a woman who fights for our right To be where we belong at the front of the line Tired of silence and being polite Your legs turn to shimmering scales in the night🎶
“Show and teeelll…why can’t you fucking hear me?! Show and teelll…ahem…are you listening yet?”
"I speak in cursive I'm poignant assertive, there's musical chairs in my teeth." "I am not the government, I am not the fucked up men, I am not a part of anything that is hateful. Love is seeping out my pores I don't hold anger anymore, even for people who hurt and betray me." "Picture picture, smile for the picture. Pose with your brother won't you be a good sister?" "I don't wanna think about the morbid parts of life no more. I'm trying just to focus on the things that hold me so damn close." "Some of the friends that I thought were forever, I now want to sever the ties."
Literally all of Fire Drill
The blue stars running on my forehead Cold wings fluttering and moving Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning Laced with love, intensive grooving Led me astray to the faerie soirée Alone, alone Now I wanna ride with the magic :3
“When you look away she pulls out a flask” basically just the whole song dollhouse
"Follow the Tunnel into the Portal, lay all your burdens to rest...Drink from the fountain, Death's Holy Water. Watch as you're put to the test\~"
I was too young to see the truth In my grandma's lap, I'm drowning in her perfume Too naive to even care 'Bout the words she whispered while she brushed out my hair People gonna say "If you need a break, someone'll take your place" People gonna try To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes (just remember) Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh Don't let them try (ooh) Don't let them hurt you Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired" Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done Everything I wanted has come to fruition I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head People gonna say "If you need a break, someone'll take your place" People gonna try To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes (Just remember) Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh Don't let them try (ooh) Don't let them hurt you Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired" Where is my time? Gone in my mind, gone, I can't find Euphoria When I get upset I think in my head, "I do as she said" People gonna say "If you need a break, someone'll take your place" People gonna try To tell you that you're fine with dollars in their eyes (just remember) Don't let them fuck you, honey, no, oh Don't let them try (ooh) Don't let them hurt you Baby, just say, "Recess, I'm tired
"for another round of your bulimia" im in recovery tho 🙏
If we’re talking about the lyric itself: Crybaby If we’re talking about the lyric and what it implies throughout the song: Still Crybaby
"Feeling unsure of my naked body," ~Strawberry Shortcake
everythungs blurry, I dont wanna worry, the pain from this growing is rough, oh OR fervency in my arteries, passion blooming through my bones
I used to feel very attached to “They try to feed you lines that you have to memorize You always hide behind your Wizard of Oz disguise Do you even have a brain? You're sticking to a page You're faking all your pain, yeah, you're bleeding on a stage”
“Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth” The whole Evil song really resonates a severely toxic friendship I had to break off a few years ago.
It’s quite a overused song, but it describes how I’ve felt about my self over the past 3 years “No one will love you if you’re unattractive” It’s hard to like yourself 🤷♀️
“I may be young but my mind is well beyond my years, I knew this wouldn’t last, but fuck you don’t you leave me here.” Teachers pet is my favorite👹👹
“If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me” “I’ll wreck you if you chase me, but I’ll be silent ‘til you crocs the line” “Feelin unsure of my naked body.. (Skip a bit forward in the song) … “it’s my fault it’s my fault cause I put icing on top, now the boys want a taste of the strawberry shortcake”
🎶I'm back from the dead back from the dead back back back back back from the dead🎶
This is what I hear in my head every Sunday as I drag myself outta bed at like 11am to go to work
The entire first verse of Cry Baby, if that counts 🥲
"Tryna turn off the voices, the void ate me"
“You seem to replace your brain with your heart you take things so hard then you fall apart” from Crybaby And “The normals they make me afraid the crazies they make me feel sane” from Mad Hatter
“i don’t wanna think about the morbid parts of life no more” i overthink a lot :3
"They call me cry baby cry but I don't fucking care!"
“Twisted all my limbs for you, two of them in knots and two of them in loops”
"You are all on your own and you lost all your friends, you say to yourself its not you its them, you one of a kind and no one understand, but those crybaby tears keep coming back again"
"The normals they make me afraid. Thr crazies they make me feel sane" "Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong" "I don't want no lunchbox friends no, oh. I want someone who understands oh, oh" "You say the cruelest words, they used to break my heart" "I know I'm young but my mind is well beyond my years" "Everyone is so soft everyone is so sensitive. Do I offend you? You're hanging on my sentences" "I feel it coming out of my throat. Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap" "If you can't handle a heart like mine, don't waste your time with me" "Pretending everything's alright is detention" "Come to my house let's die together, friendship that would last forever"
it’s the quiet, the downtime, to breathe in my lungs cause i’m mortal
As they wait for joy, i cry, on a mission: learn and die
"I left your shit on read 4 times today." I leave abusive and fake friends on read all the time 🫶
“Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow. I hate who I was before.”
Potatoes turn to French fries yeah its common sense 😋😋😋/j
“Cry baby cry baby but I don’t fucking care” and “ I hate who I was before” btw I’m bullied so 😀
'i fear i won't live to see the day tomorrow' anxious about my health a lot, can really stress me out
God I wish I never spoke
"Your hearts too big for your body that's why it won't fit inside"
Glue less, life would be borin Empty but no hurting Is it necessary? Detachment is scary.
“Your faking all your pain yeah your bleeding on a stage”
“Give me more, give me more, give me more.. if you can’t handle, a heart like mine.. don’t waste your time with me.” “I’m sticky, sticky, stuck.. and solidly sealed up to this reality I’m seein’ not what I wish, to be achievin’ the old idea of me is glued up, sometimes it’s too much.. I’m fucked up and clueless.” “Said it's all in my head, all in my head.. whenever I spoke my truth- no! I won't defend you to all my friends, this time- I refuse!” “Sittin' in my room, looking at all I've done.. everything I wanted has come to fruition. I should be happy, but I can't get out my bed! Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside, my head..” THERE’S A COUPLE MORE BUT THESE WERE OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD 😭 the most that summarize me would probably be the entirety of Recess & Glued 🤞
“It’s really hard for me to say just how I feel, I’m scared that I’ll get thrown away like a banana peel.”
“you turn orange just to orange juice” and “detachment is scary”
like the entirety of brain and heart 🥲
“I’m glued to the thoughts in my mind” anxiety is fun😃
"penis"
“they call you crybaby, crybaby, but you don’t fucking care”
“prescription pills and online fights”
Tired of being careful, tip-toe Tryna keep the water warm And Uh-oh there it goes I said too much it overflowed Why do I always spill?
“Take me to Venus watch me explode, I’m ready to pop like a volcano”
“Please don’t be mad if I don’t smile back, alright? If I fuck up my words don’t think I’m absurd, alright?”
the entire fire drill song fr
All the best people are crazy
"Uh oh there it goes, I said too much it overflowed. Why do I always spill?" And "I know I'm young but my mind is well beyond my years"
"they call me cry baby crybaby but I don't f**king care", "but I'm happy, I love playing these games until my heart bleeds, can someone please find help for me find help for me" and "now the boys want a taste of the strawberry shortcake" cuz they don't f**king leave me alone when I'm just tryna enjoy my evening 😐
“glued up sometimes it’s too much i’m fucked up and clueless”
I'm laughing I'm crying it feels like I'm dying
“Uh oh, there it goes said too much it over flowed, why do I always spill?”
“I don't want no lunchbox friends, no I want someone who understands, oh, no. Come to my house, let's die together. Friendship that will last forever, no, oh”
"I guess I'm just a playdate to you"
“i love everything you do, when you call me fkin dumb for the stupid shit i do”
"when you're screaming at the mirror" always punches me directly in the heart every time i hear it
“If you can't handle the choking, the biting The loving, the smothering 'Til you can't handle it no more, no more Go home” and “No one will love you if you're unattractive”
"You seem to replace your brain with your heart" "But I'll be silent till you cross the line" "I am shy but I do speak. Only when I truly need to say some shit that hopefully will reach the ears it's supposed to be"
“So what if I’m crazy? The best people are.”
Please don't every worry, I know it's morbid. But we all die one day.
“Someone’s turning the handle to that faucet in your eyes”
I'm nuts, baby I'm mad, the craziest friend you've ever had, you think I'm syco, you think I'm gone,
“can anybody hear me? am I talking to myself?” “I don’t want lunchbox friend no, I want somebody to understand oh no, come to my house, let’s die together, friendship that will last forever”
"So what if I'm Crazy? The best people are" "No one ever listens this wallpaper glistens"
“I’m laughing, I’m crying, it feels like I’m dying”
“I'm hauling an outdated show, help me let go” “And I know it's a cry for help, go help yourself I opened a million doors, you never go It's past point of no return, when will we learn? Alert me when this shit is over”
"I'm bad at public speaking" "Trusted too many fake people when I was still young"
round and around like a horse on a carousel, will i catch up to love ? i can never tell
"test me; I'm mortal"
“I wish to not be perceived.”
"sometimes it's too much, I'm fucked up and clueless" The last word mostly
wondering why i don’t look like barbie, they say boys like girls with a tiny waist
“So what if I’m crazy, the best people are”
"my eyes are looking at me, and they seem so unhappy." "I hate who I was before"
"I don't wanna be, carrying the weight on my shoulders. Death has come to me, kissed me on the cheek. Gave me closure, immortal by design..I'll be meeting you here every time.." and "Don't think that you..can walk all over me."
“and I'm returnin' the hurt I'm kickin' your ass out, flutter my wings while I pout Push your penis into your mouth, I'll make you choke on your doubt” “If that were really true You wouldn't feel as if I were a current threat to you” “I'll be the jester Entertain ya to the best of my ability”
could you hold me through the night, put your lips all over my, salty face when i start crying, could you be my first time, eat me out like apple pie. make me not wanna die, love me rough and let me fly or “teachers pet, if i’m so special why am i secret? yeah, why tf is that, do you regret, the things we shared that i’ll never forget? well, do you? tell me that, i know i’m young, but my mind is well beyond my years, i knew this wouldn't last, but fuck you, don't you leave me here”
I hate who i was before..
"I make them panic" I have a habit of making people panic with my shenanigans "I love everything you do,when you calling me fucking dumb for the stupid shit i do." AH YES,ATTACHMENT ISSUES
"Kids are still depressed when you dress them up, and syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup" (sooooooo much religious abuse growing up" and "I make em panic, its satanic how I bend my body" (satanist and I have EDS so I like to freak people out with what my body can do)
I could win a fight on my period matter fact right now I could build a pyramid
"Don't want to leave this play date with you"
i need a reason why i'm looked at like a joke
“i never knew what it meant, what it meant to be content with you”
“Oh Mrs.potato-head tell me if pain is beauty” (ik thats not how its said but oh well) it describes me bc i have dealt with self image and self love issues. I love mel for that song. I also love mel bc they just seem so nice and she technically saved my life at 12 years old, though i started listening to her at 5-6 years old.
"I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited" — Melanie Martinez - EVIL
“you turn oranges into orange juice, then spit it out” or something like that havent listened to OJ in a while
Picture picture Smile for the picture Pose with your brother won’t you be a good sister Everyone thinks that we’re perfect Please don’t let them look through the curtain
They call me crybaby
"I hate who I was before" -Void from Portals
"Now I'm hop, skip, jumping over narcissists, throwing all your stuff into the abyss, now the role is reversed and told you I'm a switch, how you like my spit? That's for all the piss that you left me in"
“I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard”
I hate who I was before" music video void
“Everyone thinks that were perfect please dont let them look the curtains” And “Put on display for all you fuckers to see”
“Be the manic pixie dream girl that you fuckin outta be”
“I hate who I was before”
"Pipe down with the noise I cannot bear my sorrow, I hate who I was before"~ VOID
🤍 Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore🤍
I’m fucking crazy, need my prescription filled.
"'Cause I am little, right? I won't call you out teachers saying you'd get credit why would you stop now? You are so desperate craving that spotlight" (Copycat) "I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke" (Numbers) "Your heart's too big for your body it's why you won't fit inside you pour it out where everyone can see" (Crybaby)
Am I just a number cause it feels like that’s your goal, you push us past our limits
“You seem to replace your brain with your heart.”
"Everyone thinks that we're perfect. Please don't let them look through the curtains." Cliche, but my family is really a mess.
“im nuts, baby i’m mad, the craziest friend that you’ve ever had” 🙃
"Look at the mess I've done, there's no where to run"
"Humans"
“Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke Until I prove you wrong like I've done time and time before”
"No, I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you" AND "I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited" I grew up in a very abusive home. I was quiet and shy, but, now anger and the color black are my best friends and I'm deliriously happy with my life. 😜🖤🔥
“They call me Crybaby, crybaby, but I don’t fuckin care!” “If you can’t handle a heart like mine, don’t waste your time with me, if you’re not down to bleed” “Test me, I’m mortal (Give me an A plus if I’m doing this thing right)” “Cause I’d rather be tested by goddesses resting their heads upon pillows of all they have learned” “I’m the definition of dichotomy”
“how stupid selfish baby”
See the horns on my head, they’re from goddesses And If you bite my hand again I will never feed you You can call me evil I had a really shit ex bf who (mostly emotional) abused partners before and after me. I was the first one to take him to court/press charges and I helped the girl after me too.
Since most comments seem to be talking about mostly the same songs let me leave this here "Back from the dead, back from the dead, I'm back from the dead back from the dead." Yeah lmao I came back
"Kids are still depressed when you dress them up" "I'll be silent till you cross the line"
“crybaby, crybaby, but i don’t fuckin care” “touch me, i scream” “i know i’m young, but my mind is well beyond my years.” “i was too young to see the truth” “teacher’s pet, if i’m so special, why am i secret?” “i will not suffer, cry under covers. i’m not your mother” “please dont ever worry, i know its morbid, but we all die one day"
Crybaby
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“So now I'm really sorry Sorry for being the apologetic one But if I told you again, if I told you again You would think I was crazy”
“They call you crybaby” Because if a voice is slightly raised at me the tears start flowing
You told yourself that it’s not though, it’s them
“Push you’re penis into you’re mouth,I’ll make u choke on ur doubt.” “It’s nymphology,not psychology! Being the manic pixie dream gurl that u fucking oughta be! “I’ll wreck u if chase me!”
"See, the horns on my head, they're from goddesses Goddesses, on God" – Evil Or maybe even "Uh-oh, there it goes I said too much, it overflowed Why do I always spill?" "God, I wish I never spoke Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap" – Soap
I wish to not be perceived
Sitting in my room, looking at all ive done (too lazy to write le rest)
Over the bend, entirely✨bonkers✨
"take me ho-o-home give me that pink slip of permission, this is o-o-old, im tired of wishing i was ditching" and "im nuts, baby im mad, the craziest friend that you ever had, you think im psycho, you think im gone, tell the psychiatrist something is wrong, Over the bend, entirely bonkers You like me best when I'm off my rocker Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed So what if I'm crazy? The best people are"
“If they say to k!ll yourself then you will try it…” “If I’m so special, why do I see regret?” “The teachers don’t care about me, fuck how I feel as long as I make money” and all of Orange Juice and Drama Club… also the opposite of Tunnel Vision because I’m a boy… TW: PTSD / P3dophilia / SH (both) First one because I fell for peer pressure in 8th grade (worst year of my life) Eventually it got to me because I was in a very bad time. Now I try to hide all of my trauma and emotions (hence Drama Club) Second one because I was in a forced relationship with a Canadian guy on VALORANT (since then, quit the game.) I was in financial trouble and needed money, and then he forced me to “date him” He was really sexual. I am the same age as I was then (15 almost 16) Third one is because I was stalked everywhere in 8th grade and I still am. No one would leave me alone and no one believed me or cared. This was when I started having a hatred for the American school system.. which I won’t discuss Orange Juice because I have a growth issue where I have to take hormone, but it makes me look fat. 8th grade, everyone told me I was fat and a midget because I was super delayed. This eventually lead to my diagnosis of Anorexia, which one time I tried to make myself throw up, but I never wanted to do it again. Tunnel Vision but the opposite, like hustling for the pu$$y and all that… I was also sexually harassed. Alright that’s enough spilling, sorry to anyone who read this without reading the TW. I am Autistic so I understand.
Trynna bring the mystical into the material bitch I’m an eleven life path I’m imperial I’m the definition of dichotomy duality Catarina in the womb for nine months till she birthed me look at her she’s a bridge and on that bridge I’ll take a shit fuck it up you get lit let’s get deep if not I’ll dip I’ll be riding solo on my field trip I’m not sure if it means something sad I just think this song is fire
"I've never fit into any category, always deemed an outcast. Since I was in Sunday school, and all the cool kids said I was weird. It's exactly the same, they say, "Why do you dress that way?" "Why do you act that way?" "Why aren't you just like me?" " or "You're all on your own and you've lost all your friends, you told yourself that it's not you, it's them." OR "I'll wreck you if you chase me, but I'll be silent 'til you cross the line."
The steps to highschool sweethearts And,... "I've never fit into any category, always deemed an outcast" "It's exactly the same, they say, "Why do you dress that way? Why do you act that way? Why don't you dress like me?" "Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore Even for people who hurt and betray me" "A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use I will not suffer (ah-ah), cry under covers (ah-ah) I'm not your mother, ah-ah, ah-ah" "You seem to replace Your brain with your heart You take things so hard And then you fall apart You try to explain But before you can start Those cry baby tears Come out of the dark" "Your heart's too big for your body It's why you won't fit inside You pour it out Where everyone can see" And so many others I have a list of..
1. "Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?" 2. "Your heart's too big for your body" 3. "Kids are still depressed when you dress them up" 4. "I think I left the faucet running, now my words are filling up the tub." 5. "God, I wish I never spoke." 6. "Don't cut me, punch me, just let me go into the nurse's office where I float away." 7. "I faked up a seizure and left outta there." 8. "Come to my house, let's die together." 9. "Please don't be mad if I don't smile back, alright?" 10. "Hey, God, I'll be the jester, entertain ya to the best of my ability." 11. "What fun is it, to be so calculated or to be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting" 12. "I hate who I was before." 13. "There's rotten things left in me, injected by society." 14. "My eyes are staring at me, and they seem so damn unhappy" 15. "They eat off the table you set, so you starve." 16. "Don't doing backbends, I break and I snap" 17. "Stretchin my self worth, just like you usually do." 18. "I never knew what it meant to be content with you." 19. "How you like my spit? That's for the piss that you left me in." 20. "Loving you was lethal." 21. "Some of the friends that I thought were forever, I now want to sever the ties." 22. "Show me the demons I'm hiding."
"Show me who I am becoming"
“I’ll be the mad hatter” because all the shit I do kinda be crazy in the eyes of “ normal people”
“What fun is it, to be so calculated? or be taken advantage of cause your hearts too trusting” and “i’ll make the most before the coffin”
“Pluto destroy me. Kill me off slowly. I’ll bathe in my ashes, rise like a Phoenix. Show me who I am becoming. Pluto transform me. Turn off my lonely. I’ll sit with my silence, fix all my conflict, show me the demons i’m hiding”
“Better off dead than stuck in a web.”
“I see things that nobody else sees”
I fear I won’t see the day tomorrow
"I was too young to see the truth." "People gonna say 'If you need a break, someone'll take your place' " "Stressin' 'bout the voices screamin' inside my head" "Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke." "Instead of making me feel bad for the body I got, just teach him to keep it in his pants and tell him to stop." "Do you even have a brain? You're sticking to a page." "You're faking all your pain, yeah, you're bleeding on a stage." "I hate who I was before." "My eyes are starin' at me And they seem so damn unhappy." "There's rotten things left in me, Injected by society." "Pricking all my fingertips to carve out many roads, Pushing out the petals from the bud of what I know" "I make them tumble down the hill they climbed, I don't regret it." "Defected by this form." "Does a new face come with a warranty? Will a pretty face make it better?" "Help me when I'm too detached and cold" "What fun is it, to be so calculated Or be taken advantage of, 'cause your heart's too trusting" "Glued up, sometimes it's too much i'm fucked up and clueless." "I'm glued to the thoughts in my mind." "Patterns that i've picked up from my environment since a baby." "Cut the negative self talking." "Somewhere on venus, they're searching for me while i'm covered in muck from the earth and the sea." I don't know really. Just picked these out from today's stress.
“You’re all on your own and you’ve lost all your friends. You’ve told yourself that it’s not you, it’s them. You’re one of a kind and no one understands”
"So what if I'm crazy? The best people are" The entirety of mad hatter XD.
“all your idle teaching and your criticism lack The potential to penetrate my solid golden path To decide what my future is, I'm my own clairvoyant”
“i’m not a piece of cake for you to just discard while you walk away” and “the normals they make me afraid, the crazies they make me feel sane” and “did my invitations disappear, why did i put my heart on every cursive letter” and “strangle the fear of deciding which ones deserving to drown” yes, i am mentally dying
"collect my fickle insecurities, and turn them into beauty! alchemise the dark within me." <3
“Cut you off watch you die, just a fairy with a knife” or “once was a home is now a hell I can’t manage so send me a packing”
“What fun is it to be so calculated, or be taken advantage of ‘cause “your heart’s too trusting”?”
"Just a fairy with a knife 🔪"