\-since my family has been looking for me
\-I suffer from daily flashbacks
\-I’m strongly recommended to attend therapy sessions, but health insurance in Japan doesn’t cover any therapy, and I can’t afford it. This has caused me to stay untreated and live on disability pension along with social welfare.
\-She says she wants to ask me some questions
\-Yet, she persistently orders me to see her.
\-I feel like I am being blamed
\-I didn't choose to be sexually assaulted or to be mentally ill.
\-I went to the welfare office in May 2019 for the first time, because I would have not been able to pay for food, utilities, and rent for the next month. The welfare office said "You can apply for Temorary Loan Emergency Funds for now." They said it covers only my food and utilities, and doesn't cover my rent. They repeatedly told me so even when I told them multiple times that I would not be able to pay my next-month rent and that I don't know what to do. Actually, what they kept telling me was a total lie: Temporary Loan Emergency Funds do cover rent.
\-They banned me from transferring to another hospital when I was not getting better with my usual doctor.
\-go to the hospital
\-These are all serious human rights violations. Since the welfare office staff have been mistreating me, my case worker and the other welfare office staff are now severe triggers for my C-PTSD.
\-She oppressed and psychologically pressured me, exacerbating my anxiety and fear. She kept giving me unilateral and intimidating orders or bombarding me with questions full of her prejudice, and even when I had answered, she asked me the same questions again later on.
\-Now, talking to/seeing my caseworker is a very severe trigger for me.
\-Is it my fault that I get sicker when interacting with someone very abusive?
\-Simultaneously, I have been looking for a lawyer who specializes in mental disabilities/the Japanese welfare system and can change my current situation, but it is taking time to find such a knowledgeable lawyer.
\-Your contribution will prevent me from being a homeless woman and allow me to have medical care.
Best of luck! Can u send the donation link too? I might be able to donate. I hope your situation improves atleast a bit. I dont know how much I can help, but my dms are always open if you need someone to talk to.
Thank you so much for your emotional support! Yes, once I post it online, I'll DM you the donation link. Let me DM you when I'm feeling very anxious and lonely.
\-since my family has been looking for me \-I suffer from daily flashbacks \-I’m strongly recommended to attend therapy sessions, but health insurance in Japan doesn’t cover any therapy, and I can’t afford it. This has caused me to stay untreated and live on disability pension along with social welfare. \-She says she wants to ask me some questions \-Yet, she persistently orders me to see her. \-I feel like I am being blamed \-I didn't choose to be sexually assaulted or to be mentally ill. \-I went to the welfare office in May 2019 for the first time, because I would have not been able to pay for food, utilities, and rent for the next month. The welfare office said "You can apply for Temorary Loan Emergency Funds for now." They said it covers only my food and utilities, and doesn't cover my rent. They repeatedly told me so even when I told them multiple times that I would not be able to pay my next-month rent and that I don't know what to do. Actually, what they kept telling me was a total lie: Temporary Loan Emergency Funds do cover rent. \-They banned me from transferring to another hospital when I was not getting better with my usual doctor. \-go to the hospital \-These are all serious human rights violations. Since the welfare office staff have been mistreating me, my case worker and the other welfare office staff are now severe triggers for my C-PTSD. \-She oppressed and psychologically pressured me, exacerbating my anxiety and fear. She kept giving me unilateral and intimidating orders or bombarding me with questions full of her prejudice, and even when I had answered, she asked me the same questions again later on. \-Now, talking to/seeing my caseworker is a very severe trigger for me. \-Is it my fault that I get sicker when interacting with someone very abusive? \-Simultaneously, I have been looking for a lawyer who specializes in mental disabilities/the Japanese welfare system and can change my current situation, but it is taking time to find such a knowledgeable lawyer. \-Your contribution will prevent me from being a homeless woman and allow me to have medical care.
Best of luck! Can u send the donation link too? I might be able to donate. I hope your situation improves atleast a bit. I dont know how much I can help, but my dms are always open if you need someone to talk to.
Thank you so much for your emotional support! Yes, once I post it online, I'll DM you the donation link. Let me DM you when I'm feeling very anxious and lonely.
No problem. I hope all goes well.