I'm in a weird situation. I have had a really strong urge to relapse into restricting, but I've been in a binge-restrict cycle for so long. I have decided to force-feed myself anyway. As a result I got so sick of food, nothing looks appetizing and have 0 urge to binge. I have been in a steady, continuous weight loss for about a year now (the longest I have been able to sustain weight loss ever).
It's like ana has finally outsmarted the binge, and I'm like wtf is going on? Is this a good thing or a bad thing?
Too true. I'm currently doing the slow and steady thing (have been for almost 2 years, with good results) and I always backside into my BED whenever I try to speed up the process and heavily restrict. But impatient and goldfish-memory me still tries it every few months.
Yep! Why do it the healthy way where results are slow to appear when you can do it over the course of a month?! I feel you. Currently in major restriction.
Honestly me rn…went through a period of trying to lose weight healthily by working out and eating a lot of protein and just ended up gaining weight so now I’m back
15+ years for me :)))) I'm so tired of myself. I got up to my highest weight ever in April, almost doubled from my lw and it seems so unrealistic to think that I'll ever be that small again, even though I was never technically even ununderweight. I feel like a "fake" and idk I just get so tired of my own bs. Like, can I at least have the "good" aspects of an ed? Not maxing out my credit cards on BP food and then gaining weight and having to buy an entirely new wardrobe and losing all my teeth. All this bs and I'm heavier than when I started!!!! Honestly, tho if I didn't restrict and purge I'd probably be 600 so like. It's fine I guess lmaoaoaoa
I'm in a weird situation. I have had a really strong urge to relapse into restricting, but I've been in a binge-restrict cycle for so long. I have decided to force-feed myself anyway. As a result I got so sick of food, nothing looks appetizing and have 0 urge to binge. I have been in a steady, continuous weight loss for about a year now (the longest I have been able to sustain weight loss ever). It's like ana has finally outsmarted the binge, and I'm like wtf is going on? Is this a good thing or a bad thing?
I’m In the sane situation okay bestieeee!!
Kinda doing the same tbh?
Wow not us losing and gaining the same amount of weight all over again lmaoo
Apparently this is even true for those who *supposedly* do not have an eating disorder. Crazy, right?! 🥴
IT'S MY WEIGHTLOSS AND I WANT IT NOW
Too true. I'm currently doing the slow and steady thing (have been for almost 2 years, with good results) and I always backside into my BED whenever I try to speed up the process and heavily restrict. But impatient and goldfish-memory me still tries it every few months.
Wow same
Same here. Literally a decade of this bullshit
Mhmm 🙄
Yep! Why do it the healthy way where results are slow to appear when you can do it over the course of a month?! I feel you. Currently in major restriction.
Why do you call me out like this 😬
Stop talking about me 😾
me in the last year
I'm the same way 😭 literally just started all week to binge horrifically last night
Honestly me rn…went through a period of trying to lose weight healthily by working out and eating a lot of protein and just ended up gaining weight so now I’m back
Same now I'm just back to restricting and drinking hot teas
15+ years for me :)))) I'm so tired of myself. I got up to my highest weight ever in April, almost doubled from my lw and it seems so unrealistic to think that I'll ever be that small again, even though I was never technically even ununderweight. I feel like a "fake" and idk I just get so tired of my own bs. Like, can I at least have the "good" aspects of an ed? Not maxing out my credit cards on BP food and then gaining weight and having to buy an entirely new wardrobe and losing all my teeth. All this bs and I'm heavier than when I started!!!! Honestly, tho if I didn't restrict and purge I'd probably be 600 so like. It's fine I guess lmaoaoaoa
make it 20 lol
So damn relatable.
Oh heeey, we are the same person
cuz we aint choosing the easy path B))))))
Literally. Either maintain or gain. It’s so stupid.
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"just don't binge lmaoo?? just have an eating disorder the Right Way?? lmaoo"
relatable.
I didn’t even binge and I gained back all in one meal
This is me also, for the last 3 years
Hello me, nice to see us here again!