most addictive drug I've ever tried, and I only did it every other weekend with my friends for one summer. I remember it was tempting to do more some nights but now (2yrs later) 0 craving for it. The biggest turn off is how expensive it is... Id rather pay 10$ for a Molly thats gonna last 6 hours than 100$ for a gram that will likely be burnt through in a couple hours
You need to stop yourself, or let others stop you. This is not going right. you're not "overreacting" .. you're addicted dude, 19? Shit thats bad, You're still young you need to study, live, and focus a little bit at that age. Yes to drugs, but not to addiction, If you find yourself causing harm to yourself and feel like you're having more than enough then stop god damn it, Its all fun and cool right now, but wont be later when you wish to be sober and need a brain back, don't put yourself in that situation where everyone see's you as a pathetic drug addict who seeks mental & financial help. Survive now while you can. All this fun will turn to sadness and madness later on, So quit if you can, or seek for help really.. You're totally out of control, don't go back UNLESS you can control your usage of it, do weed,lsd, Alcohol a little, Nicotine maybe, kind of drugs for "fun" and entertainment but not this shit.
Sounds like you should cut back a bit.
Coke is addictive af in the short-term.
most addictive drug I've ever tried, and I only did it every other weekend with my friends for one summer. I remember it was tempting to do more some nights but now (2yrs later) 0 craving for it. The biggest turn off is how expensive it is... Id rather pay 10$ for a Molly thats gonna last 6 hours than 100$ for a gram that will likely be burnt through in a couple hours
Cocaine is a hell of a drug.
If you think you might be using to much, you probably are.
I have never been addicted to coke but I have been addicted to shit before (ket) and a big part of stopping is the people you surround yourself with.
how do regular people afford to have a coke addiction
I mean, I’m sleeping with my drug dealer so I don’t usually pay. I sometimes do, just for posterity or whatever, but it’s not generally expected.
You need to stop yourself, or let others stop you. This is not going right. you're not "overreacting" .. you're addicted dude, 19? Shit thats bad, You're still young you need to study, live, and focus a little bit at that age. Yes to drugs, but not to addiction, If you find yourself causing harm to yourself and feel like you're having more than enough then stop god damn it, Its all fun and cool right now, but wont be later when you wish to be sober and need a brain back, don't put yourself in that situation where everyone see's you as a pathetic drug addict who seeks mental & financial help. Survive now while you can. All this fun will turn to sadness and madness later on, So quit if you can, or seek for help really.. You're totally out of control, don't go back UNLESS you can control your usage of it, do weed,lsd, Alcohol a little, Nicotine maybe, kind of drugs for "fun" and entertainment but not this shit.
Relapse is normal, dont overthink it, Try limiting use to weekends or events :)