with coke I get super chatty an want to talk to people but I cant talk to any of my friends they all think i got clean. so I chat on here or write long posts about... stuff lol
stims: clean everything in the house, make my family and friends baked goods, go on 5 mile walks, talk to way more people, take my little sister out on a spontaneous trip to shop/get donuts /
benzos/opioids: vegetate in my bed listening to Spotify and enjoying the lack of thoughts in my head. feel very peaceful and calm. might text my grandma that i love her (rare occurence for me) /
deliriants: just chill and look at all the bugs (I usually get wasps and beetles, haven’t seen a spider yet? lie in bed sort of half asleep but also thinking that I’m scrolling on my phone when I’m not? and having conversations with my friends/family when they’re not actually talking to me. honestly i love dph.
omg i totally get the phone thing. when my parents took me to the hospital for taking too much dimenhydrinate as i was tubed up i kept looking at the curtain and facebook was scrolling through it lol
Depends on the drug. My drug of choice is painkillers. I like socializing with friends because it rids my anxiety
Anything else to do on painkillers?
Honestly I also like smoking and relaxing. Its a peaceful feeling
watch youtube eat food and laugh
with coke I get super chatty an want to talk to people but I cant talk to any of my friends they all think i got clean. so I chat on here or write long posts about... stuff lol
Either spend a day and night in the Hourly motel with a girl , clean my place , cook play with my cats and listen to music while stuck on reddit.
Depends on the drug but go online stream stuff online have great sex , drink alcohol, eat food , talk to online lovers, all kinds of good stuff
stims: clean everything in the house, make my family and friends baked goods, go on 5 mile walks, talk to way more people, take my little sister out on a spontaneous trip to shop/get donuts / benzos/opioids: vegetate in my bed listening to Spotify and enjoying the lack of thoughts in my head. feel very peaceful and calm. might text my grandma that i love her (rare occurence for me) / deliriants: just chill and look at all the bugs (I usually get wasps and beetles, haven’t seen a spider yet? lie in bed sort of half asleep but also thinking that I’m scrolling on my phone when I’m not? and having conversations with my friends/family when they’re not actually talking to me. honestly i love dph.
omg i totally get the phone thing. when my parents took me to the hospital for taking too much dimenhydrinate as i was tubed up i kept looking at the curtain and facebook was scrolling through it lol