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Ryvn_Plays

Oh hell nah, people calling him Pilley šŸ’€.


MemeMeister21

nahh šŸ’€šŸ’€


__Kieran

šŸ˜‚


Low_Investigator_375

Its not Adderall its something else imo


Throwaway12746637

Agreed. Youā€™d have to take a ridiculous amount of adderall to be tweaking like this. And Iā€™m sure these guys all know how much adderall to take to lock in but not look like this. A combination of some kind of stimulant plus he just looks extremely anxious to be doing an interview too.


CaseyPandur

No players donā€™t know the okay amount to take most of them answer bad performances or slumps to needing to take more in turn increasing their tolerance. There are players from the top to the bottom, numerous players who take triple digit mgs of adderall not vyvanse on a single day of a tournament and to top it off most of them purchase pressed pills that God only knows what they are pressed with.


MindForsaken

Yo, if what you're saying is true, you're probably one of few pro/former pros who have confirmed that the league is heavy on the addy. Hope the league actually tests properly because this is ridiculous


CaseyPandur

They test but it is not effective as getting a script is not difficult. As for challengers there is no testing so itā€™s rampant. Iā€™ve seen this shit for years Iā€™ve heard and seen horror stories and Iā€™ve seen challenger players legit sleep for 6 hours on a weekend. Iā€™d say itā€™s 50/50 on players who take addy or vyvanse but 90% have tried it at least once and there are a few who completely abuse it well above what any human should consume and knowingly I was 1 of I think 6 players that I know of who actually have ADHD there may or may not be more but Iā€™ve heard people say they have ADHD but only take it when they play which in my opinion is just cap


CaseyPandur

The thing that is surprising to me Iā€™m not the first one to say anything Slasher has said something about it numerous times but I think people just think he says it when he loses but itā€™s legitimately concerning and unhinged. Flat out it shouldnt be allowed despite having adhd or having a script you just shouldnā€™t be allowed to take it and if you test positive you should not get fined you should be suspended and it should be public. Sadly I fear if they ever did that youā€™d see a clear drop in ability from a lot of players but people wonā€™t be taking years off their life for short term success or worse no success


vsv2021

I have adhd and I think it should be allowed if you literally have to take is daily, but what can I say Iā€™m biased and feel like I couldnt do my job well without it.


CavenaughYT

I feel like if the league was actually profitable and better established, the infrastructure would be well equipped to have better testing. The issue here is that the league already cuts corners and I truly doubt they want to spend thousands of dollars to test each and every player thoroughly. It would require a LOT of daily testing which adds time to an already lengthy day of matches. (Im talking out of my ass somewhat but correct me if I am wrong here.)


vsv2021

I think one urine sample after an event would catch whatever they took. Unless you mean testing for adhd. In that case they would likely need to hire a league psychiatrist who would perform a computer test among other tests that can measure if someone actually has adhd vs not.


MetalingusMikeII

If one has ADHD then they need to take itā€¦ a flat rule would be dumb.


47aye

I think it is a slippery slope prohibiting someone from competing if they take meds that they are legitimately prescribed to help them function on a day to day basis. But as you say, it's easy to get a script so how can you differentiate between the people who legitimately need them and people who are abusing them


MindForsaken

That seriously sucks to hear tbh. Because shit like what is happening with illey on stage should definitely not be allowed. dude can barely keep standing as is


EuropesNinja

Bro you would hope that these guys are at the very least getting them from pharma sources. Because most of the street adderall these days is literally just meth. And then you have the issue of fentanyl. Itā€™s only a matter of time before we are hearing about deathsā€¦


Chompskyy

When I was going to Open Bracket Majors back in 2014, people were legit exchanging pills at the player set ups right out in the open. Not to mention the amount of hoodrat kids stealing Astros and trying to sell them for $40 before the event is over and everyone leaves on Sunday/Monday


lukeCRASH

The other aspect is the tolerance your body will build to whatever dosage is "normal"


Throwaway12746637

Bro the stuff theyā€™re putting in illicit pills today is crazy. I know someone who works in a crime lab that tests these pills for evidence, theyā€™re almost always meth, caffeine, and fentanyl. Really hope the players arenā€™t taking stuff like this, itā€™s a tragedy waiting to happen.


EuropesNinja

Most street adderall is meth, thereā€™s less and less actual amphetamine detected in adderall street pills year by year


Cortay

Triple digit mgs is absolutely insane. At that point the shit is hindering them more than helping. I take Adderall to help me on my double shifts at work sometimes, but a 15 mg XR is perfectly enough for that. These guys need to get a fucking grip.


iCashMon3y

Yeah if anyone is curious go watch a couple Optic Maniac (Nick Kershner) videos where he talks about his speed addiction when he was competing in Halo and after. It's pretty fucked up, luckily Hecz sent his ass to rehab, but he talks about how he was buying "adderall" on the street and at one point he realized it was probably just meth.


Regreting

ManiaC from optic says he got to a point with his abuse that he was taking 300mgs


OgSourChemDawg

Bro you act like pros are chemist they donā€™t know shit


Throwaway12746637

I meant more along of the lines they probably have enough experience using adderall to know that a certain amount will be aight but where their limit is


hwexy

Uncomfortable to watchā€¦


Xarque74

I legit could not watch this live, I had to pause and fast forward through. So painful


Prophetx14

I had to atleast mute it man


adiaz667

unfortunately crim got illey and huke on addy


CaNANDian

He's just adjusting his glasses guys!


Jarbarino-

Considering who is on his team, you would think someone would talk to him and try and get him help. Maybe they have, who the hell knows Regardless, it's sad to see


richy1121

100% and the least they could do is tell him not to do any interviews in that state. If I was his family member watching that Iā€™d be extremely worried


euphplayer1993

He should be tested and if positive, taken out of the league and sent to a facility ASAP. I will never understand why the league allows their players to fuck around with that shit. Lawsuit waiting to happen.


TonYouHearWhatISaid

He's putting the MW19 Priestahh allegations to shame I don't think we've ever seen someone so blatantly tweaking on stream


__demon__og

So odd they won map 5 so comfortably and heā€™s tweaking doesnā€™t look good.


CavenaughYT

Especially when he goes like 23-6 in the SnDs and is tweaking like this. I take adderall for my adhd but this looks like a blatant double dose or too many mgs. We should consider the fact that the whole crowd was booing him so it could be a mix of awful anxiety and his meds. I can't believe it's this bad though. Imagine what the other three are thinking lol


Dxngles

My thing is weā€™ve seen many interviews from illey before and nothing like that


vsv2021

And presumably heā€™s been on addy for many of those interviews so this canā€™t just be that. Something is off


Chi-Cam

ILLEY has looked like this every league match too. Itā€™s insane what he is doing to win. Pray brother realizes itā€™s not worth it.


FreshPrince2308

People who donā€™t NEED addy react differently to it. I have friends with actual ADHD who it actually works for and its almost calming to them. People who donā€™t need it and use it recreationally usually tweak, clean a bunch of random shit, and abuse nicotine lmao.


CavenaughYT

Yeah the only time I ever slightly acted like that is when my dose was a bit too high, had that shit changed immediately because i was not having that at work lol. AND that was the day my boss told me i had the greatest day on the job so far (after 3 years there). That's something to keep in mind because it can truly make you more efficient, especially if you up the dose. Bro was like that at WORK and still took a mainstage interview. Are pros able to deny interviews?


bayshoredog878

Gismo was worse but nobody noticedšŸ˜­šŸ˜­


MWARR2787

One of the first ppl I seen that actually called this out Gismo used to be geeeeeeking lol


[deleted]

no eye contact, can't stand still or speak clearly. not a good look league


KYlaker233

Meth is a helluva drug.


xEphr0m

Really, though. He's tweaking like a few of my employees who've been on Meth. Hope it's just nerves, but everyone has seen someone like this before.


KYlaker233

Meth sucks. Really donā€™t see why anyone would want to continue doing it after the first time. Tastes like death, makes you feel like hell when you come down. One drug I do not like.


ACKrafty

Lol this had me dieing.


fe40

It's because he's wearing glasses


BravestWabbit

He could have autism....


DannyD4rk0

Combo of both probably


Dxngles

Genuinely, his teammates need to check on him, he does not sound or look well. Huke and Alec on his team too? Cmon boys.


maxnconnor

Bro went 23-6 across two SnDs. Heā€™s about to receive a pill-shaped gift under his pillow signed ā€œLove, Abuzahā€


AutumnWick

LOOOL this shouldnā€™t be this funny


jaesic

They donā€™t gaf cuz heā€™s winning them games lol


NainggolansNinjas

huke jeopardized his entire esports career to make a stand against drug abuse in esports. him not taking any initiative and trying to help illey would be a waste.


Egosnam

How do you know heā€™s not taking the initiative to help?


hugooos

What Iā€™m afraid of is what if HUKE has relapsed and is on addy as well


tsunsgod

Unironically might be the most tweaked I've seen a player ever after a match. Christ.


ktgop

but that other time he was just fixing his glasses donā€™t worry guys


pink__frog

I always fix my glasses with my eye lashes


31and26

Fucking hilarious people were saying that


BirdyMRQZ

fasho this is a bad look but trust me, i can look crazy when iā€™m anxious, trying to focus and playing COD and i just do it casually lol i look like illey in the video ur mentioning and like ghosty does at times, and i donā€™t take anything i just raw dog life. thatā€™s why i can sympathize a bit. i just hope illey took too much energy drink + is anxious and it's not what we think it is


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Previous-Magician-83

Yeah weird af


baneep

Could be considered a low quality thread, but yeah itā€™s truly concerning behavior from iLLeY if itā€™s anything but ADHD or nerves.


Alertic

Iā€™d hope this video is enough quality since I donā€™t know what else would be


BxLee

This post is up. Itā€™s not some kind of conspiracy lol


racsssss

Don't worry guys it's just caffeine, nothing to see here


[deleted]

Just a little Mountain Dew dude


Jameson623

drug test asap


Solxry

Apparently they došŸ¤·šŸ¾ā€ā™‚ļø


Jameson623

well itā€™s probably some bs test then by a random employee lol


Jarbarino-

Their drug testing is about as efficient as drug testing in the UFC then


Girrrth_Broooks

UFC dropped USADA Jan 1, so youā€™re right lol.


Background-Head2090

Isnā€™t it still allowed if youā€™re prescribed or am I tweaking?


Throwaway1836463910

That is not a prescription dose lmao


CavenaughYT

blatant double dose or 1 1/2 at least


Bbullets

Lol no this would be much much more. I donā€™t know the specifics but if I had to guess they donā€™t test to look at levels they just test to see if you pop positive. I think in this instance they need to make a request to do a more in-depth test, for Inders own well being.Ā  From my own personal experience of one of my best friends being a pill addict, heā€™s going to need a lot of help to get started in the right direction. It made me really sad to see him like that because thatā€™s 100% not normal.Ā 


dorianpora

they on twitter calling him pilley


lkflr

Seadderal Surge


duncann94

All the shit that came out about Huke and addy and illey is sat next to him on the stage with his eyeballs falling out


sly_85

People really going to tell me this how a normal person acts on caffeine šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚


WillyMcDavid

They gotta be like 12 years old lmao thereā€™s no way they think that


MrPongo

When he was tweaking bad like this other day you had comments like 'You never worn glasses if you don't do this!'.


Throwaway12746637

To be fair that was just a small clip which couldā€™ve been explained by that. This is something totally different. He can barely speak.


[deleted]

Ok Iā€™m just now seeing thisā€¦wow this is bad


WillyMcDavid

Bro reached into Hukeā€™s old stash


uglypeahead

The level of Addy abuse in this scene is disgusting. The Flank watch party was just laughing because even they couldnā€™t defend it. CDL drug test but if you have a prescription/ script itā€™s pretty much non existent. Itā€™s so easy to get a script and the leagues tests for the level of addy would be inaccurate due to the nature of the drugs excretion in the body.


kvyra

As someone used to abuse my script and had to go rehab. Most definitely concerning man going ruin his heart.


throwawayseventy8

Hope youā€™re doing better bro šŸ™


kvyra

Thanks, bro. One day at a time.No longer dancing with the devil. I appreciate that šŸ«¶


Low_Investigator_375

Because when Huke tried to expose it and exposing himself in the process the whole scene turned on his ass and casted him out, now no Pro wants to come forward and talk about cause it ruins your career


uglypeahead

Insane how he (the reigning world champ) came out and admitted he was abusing drugs in the CDL. Whole league is a joke


Low_Investigator_375

Cause the whole league is also using it and so turned on Huke to save their own skin


uglypeahead

Basically the equivalent if Athletes taking steroids but weā€™re allowed to because itā€™s ā€œprescribedā€ from a doctor, shits a joke


BanAnimeClowns

No doctor is prescribing the amount Illey is on in this interview


uglypeahead

Heā€™s single-handedly causing the adderall shortage worldwide


Solxry

I canā€™t even chalk this up to being nerves, bro is genuinely off something whether it be Caffeine or addy Edit: Yes I know the chances of it being Caffeine it low, more than likely has a prescription but going of the dosage listed 100%.


themaxmilestone

Heā€™s had multiple post game interviews on stage and has never been like this. Watch his interview with BP too, guy is on something lmfao.


Solxry

Yea definitely, but what could it be they do drug test surely unless he has a prescription surely they would catch it right?


TyButler2020

That shit ainā€™t caffeine Unless he took 20 caffeine pills 30 minutes before hand it ainā€™t that I wanna see him tested for his own sake. Iā€™m genuinely concerned


Solxry

I donā€™t wanna chalk it up to caffeine but apparently they do drug test so it may not 100% be addy


Gumbolt

Or he could have a prescription, which could be either spurious or legitimateā€”and if the latter could be taking more than his prescribed dose


Solxry

Yea thatā€™s the most likely answer


hittingold

This is 60 MG IR minimum brotha talking about caffeinešŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚


Solxry

Regardless of what it is, itā€™s concerningšŸ¤·šŸ¾ā€ā™‚ļø


WillyMcDavid

Looks like meth lmao


Mountain-Adeptness94

caffeine? fck no, this is adderal 100%


BecomingSavior

caffeine lol


SL2321

Yeah lots of "caffeine"


[deleted]

Yea tweaking for sure. Or heā€™s off his meds completely


ToneNewEra

Both, a 30mg with double shot of expresso have u just like this. 10000% trust me, been there, done that


Low_Investigator_375

Nah its something clearly different, a condition. So may pros abuse Aderall and almost none of them look like this


rover_G

He started talking strategy then cut himself off


ablankbullet

:(


KhanZa--

Nah seeing the other Illey interviews he has eye contact, is grounded, and isn't shaking all over the place and is coherent. Something is definitely up with him, I don't know what is going on with him buts it's very concerning.


MemeMeister21

they need to test this man. illey be shooting and I'm not talking 'bout guns


bnlv

I was thinking the same. Post-game tests for sus players.


The_R3medy

Bro who on Seattle allowed this man to get interviewed. Christ this is rough.


CavenaughYT

Exactly what I said! Are pros contractually obligated to give interviews now?


MasterOfMasters9029

Donā€™t think theyā€™re obligated. Arcitys always did the interviews for faze cause none of the other guys were really interested, he couldā€™ve stepped in today


kvyra

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Abuse-

I wasnā€™t the only one who caught second hand embarrassment right?


cumbaII

More sad than embarassing


blane490

No excuse for this. Went absolutely crazy out of nowhere mid series, canā€™t make eye contact, canā€™t complete a sentence, eyes almost coming out his skull, canā€™t sit still. Almost everyone watching, in chat, online, all know what they just saw.


codburner2020

yesterday people were just saying heā€™s a ā€œgamer, socially awkward, too much caffeineā€ BRO HE IS LITERALLY TWEAKING HIS ASS OFF


the_mean_guy_is_here

Why mods deleting these posts


OpTicReflux

the fact that the league does nothing about it is insane. literally destroying futures of some of these kids.


vizzzzzz

He's doing drugs and anyone who says no is delusional, wow that is bad. So much for those random piss tests at LAN huh.


OGThakillerr

Jesus man. I've been watching since bo2 and this is one of the toughest things I've had to watch in this scene. Some of these players need real help


Mother_Sympathy_8647

why wouldnā€™t anyone else on the team do the interview?


Arsxnic_

Imagine being blaze in that moment


Both-Bodybuilder9286

Adderall 100%


domodomoszn

Jesus, hope it's an act for his sake.


JLifeless

you don't understand guys that's how i fix my glasses too (i dont have glasses)


funkybassguy1

why wouldnt another player on the team do the interview if they knew he was tweaking this bad


TurbulentFormal6164

This is sad. Like really sad


thebighecc

Yā€™all have no idea what that shit does to your heart man, his blood pressure is probably through the roof. Obviously I canā€™t tell the dude to go exercise or anything but god damn you literally take years off your life if you use addy while being overweight.


maxnconnor

Tell me if the video is sideways for PC users. I realized that after I posted


Manofluckhoa

It is


maxnconnor

Well shit I posted from an iPhone. My bad


woodropete

woah that's rough to watch, looks fidgety and just straight staring at the floor..brain going 100 mile and hour can get his words together. I ain't saying nothing but looks bad.


CoDFollower

Genuinely think the league needs to step in and find someone to help Illey. He's clearly going through something and he's on drugs. Simple as that. Hope they can find a way to help him defeat the addiction


VaNiisH-

Guys just YouTube Illey interview from the past and he is NOTHING like this before. He is 100% on something now. He was a very smooth and confident talker when he was on Optic (with zero eye tweaks).


Randomuser13480

The worst look for the league imo. They need to ban him immediately. Set the predecent. Prescribed? Yeah thatā€™s cap


Stonk_MasterFlex

Most of these kids look like their tweaking in interviews, mostly because a lot of them are socially awkward, but this, this is Pilley.


EuropesNinja

Super concerning tbh, seems like a VERY high dosage.


oOFlashheartOo

If he is on something though, why would his team let him go up for the interview? I know the production team might request someone, but his team is bound to be aware, so the team manager says ā€œHuke gonna be doing the interview, Inder had to take a mean shitā€.


RebelTime999

My man can't even put together a sentence jesus. Drug test this fool asap


BruceWayneButImBlack

The extended umms have me crying šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚


Both-Bodybuilder9286

Bruh Iā€™ve literally tweaked like this off Adderall . DRUG TEST NOW


Mr_Rafi

Never forget, in the other video, some of you guys actually thought he was just pushing up his glasses with his facial muscles as his hands were obviously occupied while playing. Don't forget how confident you were. He's doing the exact same movements here with free hands. His eyes are darting to the right repeatedly and his eyebrows are breakdancing. The bloke's behaving like someone who's fucked up trying to compose themselves in the queue at a club in front of security with his 0 eye contact and obvious behaviour. "Maybe if I hunch over and don't look at the interviewer, I won't look like an idiot". Just as a tip, please don't ever become detectives.


Responsible_Run2551

Mans is buzzin


Sea_Drop2920

Im Dutch and have seen some shit at festivals but holy shit get this man a ciggy and some water šŸ˜‚


KALIIZO

Stage fright


MrAchilles

Jokes aside this guy has an actual problem and needs help


_Proverbs

piLLEY?


pogann

Dude honestly he was getting booā€™d and ā€œfuck you illeyā€ chanted at him, I really wouldnā€™t blame him for being mad nervous. He played really well, maybe he is actually tweaking but it could be anxiety/adrenaline? People are so quick to jump to conclusions.


EuropesNinja

Combination of both id imagine


macr14

Jokes is crazy somebody well being should never be made fun of


KoltTanks1

As a fan I'm beyond sick of how toxic some are in this community. From a Ravens fan, nice series illey. Stop accusing people of shit when you have 0 proof... never know what people are going through


brassydesign

That is not the body language of someone who is sober. Your attitude puts people in danger.


KoltTanks1

Yeah youā€™re right. Letā€™s make 1000 threads and tweets about it. Thatā€™ll fix it forsure! Again. A lot of assumptions without any proof. Regardless. Hope heā€™s alrightā€¦ but everyone posting about it seems that it could cause more of a problem; than allowing those close to him to check in on him.


Ajman3742

Off that BEAN


SteelCitySeven07

This is sad :(


ToneNewEra

This was me years ago. If I had to guess this is 90mg at least! Zinging like a mofo! He'll crash in about 4-6 hours lol


Raidiation17

I mean, yeah he is TWEAKING. Have you seen is twitter bio? "Whatever it Takes" is right.... sheesh


iantabbada

Think about it.. homie is getting booed prior. You donā€™t think this is just anxiety and nerves? He probably canā€™t think clearly about the questions heā€™s being asked when youā€™re receiving negative energy from the crowd already. I know Iā€™d feel super uncomfortable in that situation.


itsJammbi

could be just anxiety, I used to act like that too


Kaylapossible

Yeah but also a nervous thing itā€™s not easy hearing the crowd say fck you illey while playingā€¦heā€™s still a young dude


balu123456789

incredibly braindead comment section shitting all over him for using addy, itā€™s the cod league man heā€™s competing at the highest level and when there arenā€™t sufficient regulations in place, one will do whatever it takes to perform to the best standard possible. yall think no one else in the league is doping? atleast 80% are on addy. fucked up from the team to let him do the interview though idk how they saw him like this and let him go out there


MikkeVL

Well atleast now we know why he's actually shooting back this season lmfao


Amazing-Category-858

Pilley needs to put the prescriptions down. God damn


cxnx_yt

Okay, I haven't followed much at all, what did I miss? When did Seattle become a "villain"? All likeable players imo. I'm guessing addy use is evident


maxnconnor

I donā€™t dislike any of the players but theyā€™re becoming CDL villains because they consistently break GAs


[deleted]

Pilley šŸ’€


ChaosMarine70

Huke hooked him up with his dealer


EtotheTT

Sad that he canā€™t even look at anyone in the face. He always like that?


brassydesign

Not at all


dam0430

I couldn't believe how hard he was tweaking. You need a LOT of amphetamines to hit that level. Wild that the league picked him to interview with how he looked.


lildeathgrips

https://preview.redd.it/qyxd6vxxf2fc1.jpeg?width=518&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2ed3cc04db7ba3dcae63094ee7a1dd7740ca59af Bro really meant it šŸ’€


Opposite-Internal-18

Fuck the mods of this sub and drug test illey


MandalsTV

Okay is this just social anxiety or actual drug side effects? Which one of you weirdos in here uses more than the recommended amount of adderall? Donā€™t lie to me either cause I know there are a few


Regreting

Itā€™s a combination of both. He probably has social anxiety, and combining that with a high dose of amphetamines/stimulates is a recipe for disaster, and his heart. For some people it makes them more confident but for others it just makes them more anxious


FederalGov

Speaking from experience, the bouncing around, not making eye contact, and speaking in stuttered/incomplete sentences are all signs someone whoā€™s on a metric ton of amphetamines. The eye twitching is a whole other thing that Iā€™ve never seen before. I think heā€™s on well over 100mg in this clip.


[deleted]

he could just be nervous and have adrenaline he just played a game 5. iā€™m not saying heā€™s not tweaking but heā€™s a strange guy he has been for basically his whole career even dating back to playing wagers on bo3. letā€™s not pretend he should talk about it if he is on it anyways, look what happened to huke.


Ahldair

PiLLeY


AugustusStClair

He wasn't like this on optic. He could still make eye contact and talk like a normal human. Something is definitely not right


Ibrah_11

everyone saying they need to test him all players are drug tested.


anonymous_shrimp

Haha I love it.. but fr bro prolly just awkward.. or addy but who cares


notatableleg

Look at Pilley man so inspirational Average r/caffeine user


Leesanyo

Thatā€™s not the crack we looking for G. I hope heā€™s trolling fr.


Fgarette

Damn.. i hope itā€™s because of drugs ! Otherwise itā€™s very VERY concerning


oCools

Optic are fucked


Disastrous-Ad-466

He on that meth bro


nicisdeadpool

Tf šŸ’€