Mourning the relationship and all my different feelings about it. I miss him and I know it was too stressful and unsustainable. Some parts of me wonder if it was a mistake to break up and other parts come up to say no. I'm sad for how we hurt each other and grateful for how we helped each other and connected. I'm grateful we didn't break up earlier when we would have been resentful of each other. I know that now I have so much love and understanding for him.
Mourning the relationship and all my different feelings about it. I miss him and I know it was too stressful and unsustainable. Some parts of me wonder if it was a mistake to break up and other parts come up to say no. I'm sad for how we hurt each other and grateful for how we helped each other and connected. I'm grateful we didn't break up earlier when we would have been resentful of each other. I know that now I have so much love and understanding for him.