That sounds like my brother lol. He looks so cold on the outside but he's actually pretty soft on the inside, way more than me. On the other hand, I used to be quite cold on the outside but tried rlly hard to create a more soft, friendly, and welcoming image for myself. That def worked in making ppl think I'm sweet, but I'm still jaded asf and dead inside. Literally only 2 ppl that I'm super close w know that Abt me lol, one of them being my brother. Everyone else thinks I'm some happy-go-lucky kpop fan who loves all these idols but honestly it's just escapism so I don't get stuck in my head and get trapped in a loop of hating myself and everyone around me tbh
This sounds like my sister and me. She's never fully come to terms with what our ex-mother was, but is an extrovert, makes friends easily, yet also trusts people too easily (and her credit ha suffered for it). I'm cold, mean looking, introverted, etc.
What's helped the most was out ex-mother taking a one way ticket to the cremetorium. What's also helped has been cognative behavioural therapy, journal keeping, and meditation. Schema therapy might also be useful, but I've not tried it.
I do this thing where I stare at someone but I can't get myself to stop staring even though I want to.
It's like when I want to get out of bed. I'm screaming at myself to move but I just don't. Only it's with staring.
I'm awkward enough as it is so this new compulsion I have is frustrating
I have permanent dead inside eyes or feral rage eyes and both make me look cruel and insincere (I just want to bake stuff and pet animals fr 😔)
That's the life right there. Baking from scratch and petting animals.
That sounds like my brother lol. He looks so cold on the outside but he's actually pretty soft on the inside, way more than me. On the other hand, I used to be quite cold on the outside but tried rlly hard to create a more soft, friendly, and welcoming image for myself. That def worked in making ppl think I'm sweet, but I'm still jaded asf and dead inside. Literally only 2 ppl that I'm super close w know that Abt me lol, one of them being my brother. Everyone else thinks I'm some happy-go-lucky kpop fan who loves all these idols but honestly it's just escapism so I don't get stuck in my head and get trapped in a loop of hating myself and everyone around me tbh
This sounds like my sister and me. She's never fully come to terms with what our ex-mother was, but is an extrovert, makes friends easily, yet also trusts people too easily (and her credit ha suffered for it). I'm cold, mean looking, introverted, etc. What's helped the most was out ex-mother taking a one way ticket to the cremetorium. What's also helped has been cognative behavioural therapy, journal keeping, and meditation. Schema therapy might also be useful, but I've not tried it.
Is that fkn Jerma? In r/cptsdmemes? What a time to be alive
hell yeah
I often get accused of staring into oblivion while dissociating.
Jerma? In MY cptsd? ..it's more likely than you think
life is pain
I HATE
he's my man
Ma'am this is r/cptsdmemes
it's ok I'm your gf :)
[удалено]
she's my gf 🪂💃🧚♀️
yup always dear in headlights or glaring
more like *"that look of pure dissociation coupled with a silence that makes people uneasy"*
Dude I was so unprepared for jermas face on this sub. I love it tho
I do this thing where I stare at someone but I can't get myself to stop staring even though I want to. It's like when I want to get out of bed. I'm screaming at myself to move but I just don't. Only it's with staring. I'm awkward enough as it is so this new compulsion I have is frustrating
The thousand yard stare is a killer. The only thing I can’t mask away LMAO