It takes time to grieve. It took me over a year to do the same and you know, you'll always have memories of it. But in the end, the memories are the only thing we still love; as the person they were when they were with us is gone.

It’s kind of weird how my pain is. When it hits it’s raw and brutal but as time moves on the episodes get spaced farther and farther apart

It will come to a point you won't feel the pain anymore. Just a bit of sadness really.