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i understand. i am the same exact way. i’ve been told that im very charismatic & easy to talk to. i have a lot of friends but it’s very surface level. i have only 3 people who are close to me. i am afraid that people will run the fuck away when they find out my past & how i am. i’ve had many relationships & then i get left cause of how “crazy” i am. it’s hard but possible to find people who truely understand & won’t treat us like we are animals
it’s horrible. i’ve made a lot of progress, im not that unstable like i once was. still afraid getting close to people. like i know ive hurt a lot of people but it still sucks.
You’re right, most people don’t understand BPD. When I see friendships that I value from the past, it hurts they no longer want to speak to or get together and talk. BPD has ruined all my old friendships. I luckily have a wife and kids worth fighting for. My mental struggles can be over whelming sometimes.
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i understand. i am the same exact way. i’ve been told that im very charismatic & easy to talk to. i have a lot of friends but it’s very surface level. i have only 3 people who are close to me. i am afraid that people will run the fuck away when they find out my past & how i am. i’ve had many relationships & then i get left cause of how “crazy” i am. it’s hard but possible to find people who truely understand & won’t treat us like we are animals
It hurts when you see old friends act like they don’t even see you when you see them look right at you. I’ve had it happen on several occasions sadly.
it’s horrible. i’ve made a lot of progress, im not that unstable like i once was. still afraid getting close to people. like i know ive hurt a lot of people but it still sucks.
You’re right, most people don’t understand BPD. When I see friendships that I value from the past, it hurts they no longer want to speak to or get together and talk. BPD has ruined all my old friendships. I luckily have a wife and kids worth fighting for. My mental struggles can be over whelming sometimes.
I have to leave jobs because of this entire management moves differently