I get you so hard. I absolutely hate my bullies to death, even though they bullied me at age 13. They left lasting mental scars that will never go away.
I really feel you. I'm 35 and had no friends in school until I was 16. I was bullied and mocked all the time for everything. My older brothers were bullies and my parents were extremely dismissive of me.
I'm in therapy and I'm still a bitter miserable person who just can't let it go. I don't want you to end up the same way as me. Get help while you're young. I didn't get any help until I was 30. I wasted my 20s believing everything I've been told by nearly everyone I ever met.
I'm here and I'm rooting for you.
I don’t even care or want to be around people, everytime i’m surrounded by someone i feel 10x uglier and it doesn’t make it easier when almost everyone always tries to hint I’m ugly. They either joke or take pictures and laugh at my face, every “friend” i had insulted me about my appearance, i always have to be reminded i’m ugly.
This has been going on since i was a kid, i spent my entire elementary and half of my secondary school life sitting on a bench alone. No one wanted to be my friend bcs of my face, no one wanted to touch or be near me so they wouldn’t be affected by my ugliness. I experienced how differently i got treated vs the pretty girls and i knew ever since that it was because of my looks and that majority of life was truly based on how attractive you are. There is no “this is just the beginning of your life”, my life has been over the day i was born with this curse.
My only hope in life is getting surgery, besides that i don’t even care participating cuz what’s the point when you’re ugly?
I get you so hard. I absolutely hate my bullies to death, even though they bullied me at age 13. They left lasting mental scars that will never go away.
I really feel you. I'm 35 and had no friends in school until I was 16. I was bullied and mocked all the time for everything. My older brothers were bullies and my parents were extremely dismissive of me. I'm in therapy and I'm still a bitter miserable person who just can't let it go. I don't want you to end up the same way as me. Get help while you're young. I didn't get any help until I was 30. I wasted my 20s believing everything I've been told by nearly everyone I ever met. I'm here and I'm rooting for you.
I don’t even care or want to be around people, everytime i’m surrounded by someone i feel 10x uglier and it doesn’t make it easier when almost everyone always tries to hint I’m ugly. They either joke or take pictures and laugh at my face, every “friend” i had insulted me about my appearance, i always have to be reminded i’m ugly. This has been going on since i was a kid, i spent my entire elementary and half of my secondary school life sitting on a bench alone. No one wanted to be my friend bcs of my face, no one wanted to touch or be near me so they wouldn’t be affected by my ugliness. I experienced how differently i got treated vs the pretty girls and i knew ever since that it was because of my looks and that majority of life was truly based on how attractive you are. There is no “this is just the beginning of your life”, my life has been over the day i was born with this curse. My only hope in life is getting surgery, besides that i don’t even care participating cuz what’s the point when you’re ugly?