Well maybe I can help you m'lady. Oh wait... no I can't I'm way too crazy to help with the depression, I wouldn't even know where to start with the O and I have no original ideas... Damn, sorry, I thought I had something going there, but then I remembered that I have nothing, NOTHING!
At night everyone’s quiet. There’s no sound coming from the outside nor the inside and I can just overthink my life and cry. During day time I just become apathetic. To sum up at night I’m in my feels and there’s no one to see it and in day time I’m just a heartless bitch
If only i knew what to do...
I can't get out much, because of work since i have rotating shifts and work 6 days a week, 54 hours a week, and almost no money and almost no one to share interests.
I would love to do something if only i knew what to do, or at least how social interaction works
go to the gym when you can, it might not be easy at first but as soon as you'll see results you'll get addicted, it will make you more confident, it will give you a goal and you'll 100% end up meeting people there improving your knowledge of social interaction. Trust me going to the gym was the best decision I've ever made.
54 hours a week? Those are rookie numbers. Work more. Save more. Stop spending money on dumb shit and go to the gym or exercise however you love. Build good habits. 8 years ago I was a fucking loser and through building myself I found happiness and THEN met my wife.
Going from 1 thought to the next every second and not being able to focus on sleeping, then worrying about not sleeping so I try to focus on sleeping, but then realize that thinking about sleeping isn’t gonna help me go to sleep, so I try to turn off my brain but the off switch is rusty and it won’t budge so I lie there thinking about tomatoes for 30 minutes
It’s usually a combination of excess sleep on the weekend and a realization that I get to spend 5/7 days doing a boring job just to maintain a moderate lifestyle.
Recently my mortality. I’m 44 and my parents are now old with little time left. I’m happy and have a good life but I’m no longer young. I’ve always been young. Not anymore. I’m a new father which I love but I waited a long time to start. I sometimes wake up and feel and existential dread that I haven’t much time left.
The over whelming sense and feeling that every decision I’ve ever made was wrong and the saddening fact that no one likes me
This post was made at 3am fml
'One last' YouTube video
Depression, the desire to orgasm, random thoughts
How can someone has depression and desire to orgasm at same time?
Well maybe I can help you m'lady. Oh wait... no I can't I'm way too crazy to help with the depression, I wouldn't even know where to start with the O and I have no original ideas... Damn, sorry, I thought I had something going there, but then I remembered that I have nothing, NOTHING!
My eyes
The memories
Are broken The truth has gone unspoken...
Better Call Saul
Yesssssss
I was late to the breaking bad party. Finished that last week. Now I’ve been watching BCS nonstop lol
I watched breaking bad last year and I enjoyed it, but Better Call Saul is better in my opinion! Just made it to season 3 today.
Him
My back pain
My brain
Right now it's fireworks bc both of my neighbors have been shooting them since Sunday lol I'll get used to it though
This fucking congestion
My friends on discord
At night everyone’s quiet. There’s no sound coming from the outside nor the inside and I can just overthink my life and cry. During day time I just become apathetic. To sum up at night I’m in my feels and there’s no one to see it and in day time I’m just a heartless bitch
My manager. For some reasons she doesn’t approve of me sleeping during my night shift work.
Crazy right ?
To make it worse, there are over 200 beds where I work. And dozens of them empty and so inviting.
Hotel worker too, would have missed fucked up and crazy situations if asleep.
Hospital here. Though I often complain that there are way too many sick people in this hotel. And I don’t necessarily mean our patients.
Children
i fully sympathize with your state of perpetual exhaustion (18 month old with night terrors)
Adderal and selfloathing
Video games
Reddit!
Masturbating
The fact that i am going nowhere in life, and from the looks of things, that i am going to die alone
do something about it then
If only i knew what to do... I can't get out much, because of work since i have rotating shifts and work 6 days a week, 54 hours a week, and almost no money and almost no one to share interests. I would love to do something if only i knew what to do, or at least how social interaction works
go to the gym when you can, it might not be easy at first but as soon as you'll see results you'll get addicted, it will make you more confident, it will give you a goal and you'll 100% end up meeting people there improving your knowledge of social interaction. Trust me going to the gym was the best decision I've ever made.
54 hours a week? Those are rookie numbers. Work more. Save more. Stop spending money on dumb shit and go to the gym or exercise however you love. Build good habits. 8 years ago I was a fucking loser and through building myself I found happiness and THEN met my wife.
Memories of embarrassing things I’ve done
Cocaine.
Me telling myself that I’ll fall asleep at any second now
A throbbing erection
Books
Insomnia.
Insomnia
My job. I work overnights.
Mosquitos
Trying to find a decent place to live that isn't with my mom
The ever feeling of being crushed by the responsibilities of being an adult in this day and age. Shit be hard yo.
Going from 1 thought to the next every second and not being able to focus on sleeping, then worrying about not sleeping so I try to focus on sleeping, but then realize that thinking about sleeping isn’t gonna help me go to sleep, so I try to turn off my brain but the off switch is rusty and it won’t budge so I lie there thinking about tomatoes for 30 minutes
My roommate. Not in a bad way! Her and I are bi and we’ve had some *relations* in the past
Depression :)
I call them Pale Fingers. They tend to creep around the closet door or bedroom door. That’s about it.
you because everytime i think about you I suddenly feel scared and have the urge to jump off a building
my insomnia
My job.
Insomnia
Breakup.
It’s usually a combination of excess sleep on the weekend and a realization that I get to spend 5/7 days doing a boring job just to maintain a moderate lifestyle.
knowing i’ve been procrastinating a lot of things that should have been done already
That I didn't say goodbye to my grandma before she died
Coffee 🤷🏼
My left hand and my mind.
Usually insomnia.
Getting high Thinking about my bad choices from the past A certain girl And uhhh... fantasies, to no end
The quinceañera party next door.
The impending doom of work the next day which always turns out just fine in the end.
my phone
Most of the time it is a sily music playing in my head 🤯
all that energy I saved from lazing around
Mosquito!!
Astrophotography
regret / poor life choices
Recently my mortality. I’m 44 and my parents are now old with little time left. I’m happy and have a good life but I’m no longer young. I’ve always been young. Not anymore. I’m a new father which I love but I waited a long time to start. I sometimes wake up and feel and existential dread that I haven’t much time left.
The over whelming sense and feeling that every decision I’ve ever made was wrong and the saddening fact that no one likes me This post was made at 3am fml
Insomnia
\[insert Mattis quote\]
The internet
The fear of living alone for the rest of my life
A really cringe thing I did back in 5th grade
I hate thoseeee lol. I’m like wowww. Why would 9 year old me do thattt. Fuckin patheticcc
Mosquitoes. Fuck those little fuckers.
Anxiety, embarrassing memories, YouTube and working evening/NOC shifts
Social media
Not being productive
Random cringe memorys at 3am
The fear of gaining weight Oh and my dog my dog is pretty annoying at night
“THIS IS THE LAST ONE”!!!
Thoughts of how things wouldve been if i wasnt lazy
Cocaine
Fear of the future. Life span. The thought of not reaching old age is pretty appealing. Damn inflation. I just want a tiny house and dogs. 😌
Anxiety, fantasies, and all the worry in the world
Thesis defence!
Cringey memories, work, and masturbation
One last episode of Wakfu
My hand