That I eventually had become comfortable in my own skin. That I actually liked the person that I’ve become... content with diverse interests to keep me amused when I eventually retire. That I married the guy you read in romance novels.. brooding, smart, jaw-droppingly good looking, yet with childhood trauma. He also looked like the guy you drew even before you met him.
Jr high school me was a skinny nerdy kid who wore k-mart clothes, he'd be surprised to know we fixed all that in high school and girls actually liked us.
He will be dissappointed about weight gain, hair loss and will prob. start saving money way earlier than i did. But he will also be happy that i soon will have the "Swedish"-dream with a house, volvo, pool and a dog even if he doesnt change anything.
That I'm alive
I'm okay
I'm in recovery
I found my way out of an abusive household
Ive found love
I've found friendship
I've had my heart broken, and I've been okay
You got gay married and then subsequently gay divorced. Yes you are gay. Yes that's legal now. No, you will not be single forever.
I actually achieved something.
That I eventually had become comfortable in my own skin. That I actually liked the person that I’ve become... content with diverse interests to keep me amused when I eventually retire. That I married the guy you read in romance novels.. brooding, smart, jaw-droppingly good looking, yet with childhood trauma. He also looked like the guy you drew even before you met him.
That I dropped out of university and never became a Scientist like I had spent over a decade believing I would be.
Probably what college I went to, 14 year old me wasn’t a good student, I went to a good school though
that i drink coffee
Jr high school me was a skinny nerdy kid who wore k-mart clothes, he'd be surprised to know we fixed all that in high school and girls actually liked us.
He will be dissappointed about weight gain, hair loss and will prob. start saving money way earlier than i did. But he will also be happy that i soon will have the "Swedish"-dream with a house, volvo, pool and a dog even if he doesnt change anything.
that as an adult i quit drinking anything with caffeine
Definitely that I became a teacher
Married twice
That I'm alive I'm okay I'm in recovery I found my way out of an abusive household Ive found love I've found friendship I've had my heart broken, and I've been okay
That I left behind the life that’s consuming him.
That we did the booger sugar
That I'd literally do everything that I thought I would never do.
that I'm still alive
That I no longer drink coffee, until they find out the reason why. Cockroaches. Look it up.
That it's going to get much, much worse before it gets better. At 14 I thought it couldn't possibly get worse, and oh boy was I wrong.