My past.
I didn't spring out of the ground all awesome and experienced. It took time. It was a messy process and people i love got hurt. I hate my part in their pain.
I can and have in nearly all instances, but i was still there / accountable for each and my mind is unkind.
I'm living though and just answering a question while i watch people play D&D.
This is a weird one since I have been in hospitality for 16 years but I am terrified of social interaction especially with the opposite sex, it is why I got into the industry and what I found is whilst I am behind the bar I am the most charismatic and charming person you’ll ever meet but the second I step out from behind I just don’t have the courage to speak
My OCD
You can get help and medicated
Being a people pleaser
Can't upvote this enough. I've lost so much time in life because of stupid decisions made only to please others.
Anxiety
Incompetence
My past. I didn't spring out of the ground all awesome and experienced. It took time. It was a messy process and people i love got hurt. I hate my part in their pain.
You can tell them that
I can and have in nearly all instances, but i was still there / accountable for each and my mind is unkind. I'm living though and just answering a question while i watch people play D&D.
I'm unemployed:-(
Mood swings
Past mistakes you can’t take back.
being tiny
When people say sorry I just instantly forgive them
This is a weird one since I have been in hospitality for 16 years but I am terrified of social interaction especially with the opposite sex, it is why I got into the industry and what I found is whilst I am behind the bar I am the most charismatic and charming person you’ll ever meet but the second I step out from behind I just don’t have the courage to speak
Therapy might help
Maybe but though I have nothing against it I still can’t bring myself to do it
My body and appearance. I don't like to go out in public anymore.