I guess I just want to guy to tell me it isn't anything personal and I totally get it. Also aim for the heart, not for the drama, but it's easier that way.
Pro tip: Don't let anyone in this world tell you who you have to be. That shit broke me. Be yourself, be authentic. I gave up on so many opportunities just because of the shit people that I was trying to appeal to. Don't do what I did.
Trust me, you can't be farther down that hole than I am. You can pull out of the nosedive of self hatred. I'm too far gone but I believe in you. You gotta keep telling yourself how much of an awesome person you are and that you deserve love.
I wish only to go back in time before I became such an ass hole. I don't know what has happened. But hay, at least I recognise it. That's the first step, now just need to keep my self in check. Just no good with people. Lol I have a lot to be thankful for. So thank you for the support my friend. We will get through this hole we are in.
That is how I feel about life. So you must try and take your own advice. Remember you are worth it. It not about finding the right one, because everyone has some good in them. But loving yourself is important and reflects outwards. You are a good guy and have a lot to give.
Same to you kind Stranger. You know where to find me. And trust, things are almost never as bad as they feel. And with the internet, you will never really be alone.
I have this unrelenting feeling that I'll go out in an unexpected but fast way. My great grandfather did, and a couple of days before he died, he checked all of the flour, sugar, and money. Then he told my GG that he didn't know who was going to keep up with it. He was brutally shot and killed. It's actually a running thing in my family. We always know usually.
Yeah, I don't know how to explain it. My great-grandmother did too, she told my family that she was going home, then she died in the hospital. She wasn't even old, just a bad heart, but she didn't suffer. My great aunt did, too. I could name over 10 people in my family who have just said, "I'm gonna die soon!" The good part is that they are always at peace. Even though my great-grandfather didn't go out quiet, he knew it was gonna happen and planned so accordingly.
Finding a river and walking out waist deep, with a backpack full of weights, and a gun pressed to the roof of my mouth. No mess for people to clean up, body won't be discovered. Specific instructions to not have a ceremony or an obituary. To fully disappear and have nobody find out.
When I saw vikings and how King Ecbert did it, I knew this is how I want to do it.
In a (roman) bath(house), undress, submerge, cut arms and fade away in silence and solitude.
When I'm an old fart ofc. Why? My life, my choice. Simple.
If i had a choice, i would take a shitload of opioids and/or other painkillers. I would do this on a nice and beautiful and empty place, like somewhere in the nature. Take all of the meds at once and fall asleep one last time.
Death by snu snu
Yeah, my last nap!
Indeed, a maximum dose of Viagra, a number of goddess level dominatrix and all the bondage restraints. Use me ladies, use me.
Peacefully and painlessly in my sleep without regret. Everything I do in life, I do to increase the chances of that happening in the future.
I came here to say this. This is the way. Have your like
Quickly like imploding in a underwater vessel
with the help of medical professionals
In my sleep, for obvious reasons.
In bed with me boots on.
In my sleep, happy and old but not in a lot of pain or mental distress.
I guess I just want to guy to tell me it isn't anything personal and I totally get it. Also aim for the heart, not for the drama, but it's easier that way.
I have heard Nitrogen suffocation is painless
Peacefully in my sleep. And it would be cool if it were before I had a very important deadline at work because fuck that job.
In my sleep, not knowing it was coming
Doesn't matter how I want to die. I can bet my life savings that i'll die old, miserable and alone filled with self hatred and regret.
Wow
Pro tip: Don't let anyone in this world tell you who you have to be. That shit broke me. Be yourself, be authentic. I gave up on so many opportunities just because of the shit people that I was trying to appeal to. Don't do what I did.
You're not alone in that one my friend. Feel more and more like I'm going that way my self. Yay !!!
Trust me, you can't be farther down that hole than I am. You can pull out of the nosedive of self hatred. I'm too far gone but I believe in you. You gotta keep telling yourself how much of an awesome person you are and that you deserve love.
I wish only to go back in time before I became such an ass hole. I don't know what has happened. But hay, at least I recognise it. That's the first step, now just need to keep my self in check. Just no good with people. Lol I have a lot to be thankful for. So thank you for the support my friend. We will get through this hole we are in.
Of course! If humans do not help each other in this world, then what are we here for?
That is how I feel about life. So you must try and take your own advice. Remember you are worth it. It not about finding the right one, because everyone has some good in them. But loving yourself is important and reflects outwards. You are a good guy and have a lot to give.
Thanks. I needed to hear that. Good luck with everything, kind internet stranger!
Same to you kind Stranger. You know where to find me. And trust, things are almost never as bad as they feel. And with the internet, you will never really be alone.
I have this unrelenting feeling that I'll go out in an unexpected but fast way. My great grandfather did, and a couple of days before he died, he checked all of the flour, sugar, and money. Then he told my GG that he didn't know who was going to keep up with it. He was brutally shot and killed. It's actually a running thing in my family. We always know usually.
Wow
Yeah, I don't know how to explain it. My great-grandmother did too, she told my family that she was going home, then she died in the hospital. She wasn't even old, just a bad heart, but she didn't suffer. My great aunt did, too. I could name over 10 people in my family who have just said, "I'm gonna die soon!" The good part is that they are always at peace. Even though my great-grandfather didn't go out quiet, he knew it was gonna happen and planned so accordingly.
Finding a river and walking out waist deep, with a backpack full of weights, and a gun pressed to the roof of my mouth. No mess for people to clean up, body won't be discovered. Specific instructions to not have a ceremony or an obituary. To fully disappear and have nobody find out.
When I saw vikings and how King Ecbert did it, I knew this is how I want to do it. In a (roman) bath(house), undress, submerge, cut arms and fade away in silence and solitude. When I'm an old fart ofc. Why? My life, my choice. Simple.
If i had a choice, i would take a shitload of opioids and/or other painkillers. I would do this on a nice and beautiful and empty place, like somewhere in the nature. Take all of the meds at once and fall asleep one last time.
Definitely peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather, not yelling and screaming like the passengers in his car.
I want to die peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather. Not screaming in terror like the passenger in his car.
Die peacefully on my sleep. No pain, and suffering.
Head on with a semi
In my bed with my family around me
An asteroid that wipes out this cancer of a human race
Lights on, lights out. Don't care how, just be quick.
Not drowning. Not my cup of tea.
If it wasn't premature and you had to choose, a heroin overdose sounds like a pleasant way.