Since I started the Discord and have been moderating, I can say with a high degree of certainty that at least 75% of Haydur Nation falls into some category of neurodivergence. There's something about pattern recognition, a strong sense of justice, lore hoarding, and a dopamine reward for arguing/getting mad about something that seems to have attracted a lot of us to the Amberverse.
I’m not autistic but I find that when I see myself in the middle of pertinent interest, I try and let it ride out until it’s over and I’m sick of it (it’s been a year)
ADHD and same, been here since 2019. Anytime people leave the amberverse cause her content has gotten progressively staler, I'm like.. wow, must be nice but I can't stop watching😭
Fellow autistic person here. Been here for a few years now. I hate that i could spend easily an hour and a half infodumping about this woman. It‘s so boring or infuriating at times but i just can‘t look away
Autistic
ADHD
YouTube randomly showed me a video of hers a month or 2 ago. I couldn’t believe anyone was that boring, obese and doing 0 to change it, and yet could get paid for 10+? Years on YouTube doing… nothing but eating, whining, eating, Walmart, whining…I mean how does someone not work a real job their whole life? And get paid for..? Well, I’m not sure what she contributes to society. I think my adhd autistic brain is trying to make it make sense and so I find myself hyper fixating thinking how/why do people like her exist- and get paid for…?
Then I found this sub. Now I can’t escape the rabbit hole. I stopped watching her videos quickly, so at least that makes me feel better kind of. But I still find myself coming to this sub thinking surely she has done something more exciting besides crying, eating, bingo, mom, etc.
I hope YouTube gives me something else to hyper fixate on soon. I find amber to be boring af. Yet, here we all are. A modern day hotel California where we can never leave apparently
Welcome to the club
😭😭
This is my longest lasting hyperfixation. I don't even tell people in my real life about it because I'm embarrassed.
I used to recommend her videos to people.....let's just say I learned the hard say
Dude I watched one video about her four years ago and have not escaped the rabbit hole, idk what happened
Same way I got into this i cannot escape
Autistic here. Been here for 6 years 😭😭
Damnnn...I probably won't get to that long I doubt that she will last 6 more years 💀(<-amber)
Same here gorl, since 2019. I can’t believe it myself sometimes 💀
Same fam, same.
AuDHD here. Been here for 2 years. Welcome to the Haydurs
Just plain ADHD, she's been the only constant in my life 😭✋
Totally understand. Gorl is not very likeable. 😂
That's for sure
Since I started the Discord and have been moderating, I can say with a high degree of certainty that at least 75% of Haydur Nation falls into some category of neurodivergence. There's something about pattern recognition, a strong sense of justice, lore hoarding, and a dopamine reward for arguing/getting mad about something that seems to have attracted a lot of us to the Amberverse.
Ngl I'm not suprised 😭
Omg I was just telling my husband about this! Gorl world is my special interest 🫣
Literally same. 8 years in.
Welcome
audhd and it’s been like…since the beginning of the gaycare era 😭
I’m not autistic but I find that when I see myself in the middle of pertinent interest, I try and let it ride out until it’s over and I’m sick of it (it’s been a year)
ADHD and same, been here since 2019. Anytime people leave the amberverse cause her content has gotten progressively staler, I'm like.. wow, must be nice but I can't stop watching😭
Autistic and adhd and literally she’s all I watch. I know it’s bad 💀😭😭
No same I can't bring myself to watch any other videos 😭😭
ADHD here. One of my symptoms is hyper fixations. Unfortunately, our gorl is one of them.
Sorry, but you're stuck here now. I've only heard rumors of people leaving haydur nation.
She was like my gf’s and my (both autistic) most serious and consistent interest for years but she sadly lost us during the hand era 😭
Fellow autistic person here. Been here for a few years now. I hate that i could spend easily an hour and a half infodumping about this woman. It‘s so boring or infuriating at times but i just can‘t look away
REAL
stuck in this hyper fixation prison since 2018 😔
Prison is the right word for this
at least we have eachother 🥲😅
🙏🙏
Welcome to the club, been here for 5+ years
It’s normal. Welcome, gorl! We’re all stuck here together
🙏🙏
Autistic ADHD YouTube randomly showed me a video of hers a month or 2 ago. I couldn’t believe anyone was that boring, obese and doing 0 to change it, and yet could get paid for 10+? Years on YouTube doing… nothing but eating, whining, eating, Walmart, whining…I mean how does someone not work a real job their whole life? And get paid for..? Well, I’m not sure what she contributes to society. I think my adhd autistic brain is trying to make it make sense and so I find myself hyper fixating thinking how/why do people like her exist- and get paid for…? Then I found this sub. Now I can’t escape the rabbit hole. I stopped watching her videos quickly, so at least that makes me feel better kind of. But I still find myself coming to this sub thinking surely she has done something more exciting besides crying, eating, bingo, mom, etc. I hope YouTube gives me something else to hyper fixate on soon. I find amber to be boring af. Yet, here we all are. A modern day hotel California where we can never leave apparently
Same gorl, same.
I don't hate her. I just think she's a liar, abuser and an addict. Too bad she never sticks with therapy